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Bella's POV
Edward and I had been on pretty good terms for two months now. He was always showing up at my work bringing me flowers or sweet gestures. I had to admit, I loved being spoiled. Honestly, I knew I wasn't playing fair. I had been allowing him to sleep in my bed every night but never touching me in an intimate manner. I had been making it very hard for him, on purpose. I was sleeping in the skimpiest lingerie money could buy. My body was looking incredible from all the working out, and I could tell he was beginning to lose it.
"Well Jasper, I'm headed home, have a nice weekend!" I hugged him and we parted ways.
I finally got home and all the lights were off when I walked in.
"Edward, baby are you home?"
No reply.
"Edward?"
Hmmm…. He must still be working I thought to myself as I headed to the shower.
I was startled when I walked into my master bathroom. There were rose petals everywhere all the lights were out and candles were lit. A bubble bath had already been started for me. I felt two cool hands on my back.
"Good evening Isabella."
I smiled, "Edward, this is just what I needed"
He turned me around so I was facing him and he kissed me so light and passionate that my knees went weak. He started to undress me, first he unbuttoned the top of my dress and let it slowly slide down my body, but he didn't take it any further.
"Get in the bath sweetheart, I'll make you some dinner." He smiled and I couldn't help but kiss him and obey.
I took my bath and it was wonderful, the aroma of the room seem to bring out the vixen in me. I couldn't help but wonder if Edward had planned for that to happen. When I finally got out, I again put on some skimpy lingerie, but this kind was different. This was beyond skimpy, and I knew Edward wouldn't know how to contain himself. I threw a robe over myself just so I wasn't eating dinner basically naked.
"Did you enjoy your bath honey?"
"Yes Edward, I feel so relaxed, thank you so much. I'm starving, what's for dinner?"
"I made us some pasta, your favorite." He smiled and we sat there and ate in silence.
"Well Edward, I'm going to our room. Will you be up late?" For some odd reason I was hoping he would follow me.
"Just a little bit longer sweet heart, I have to finish this report for the hospital. I'll be in there in about an hour."
"Oh, okay." I made sure to loosen my robe as I got out of my chair that way he could get a pretty good visual as to what was under my robe. I went toward him and bent down to kiss his neck. He smiled but it didn't last, and let out a sigh.
"What's the matter Edward?"
"You're going to be the death of me Isabella, I swear."
With the remark, I winked at him and walked out of the room, dropping my robe as I made my exit.
I went to our room and lost myself in a book, I wasn't sure how long Edward had been out there but I was getting anxious. He finally came in and the clock said it was midnight.
"Edward, what took you so long?"
"Bella, I can't do this anymore. I can't sleep next to you and not touch you. I was just coming in here to tell you that I'll be sleeping on the couch tonight, and I will have my things out in the morning before you wake."
"Edward, What are you saying? You can't leave me, I love you."
"Baby, don't make this harder on me than it already is… You don't even want me to touch you, you're love for me has died."
"Come here Edward, lay with me, please…" I couldn't believe he was trying to leave me, it was at that moment that I realized how much I needed him and loved him.
He was lying next to me and I could see the pain in his face. He was right I wasn't being fair to him at all. I was being a tease to my own husband.
"Edward…"
"Yes Bella?"
"Make love to me."
"What? You can't want that Bella… You can't be serious." He turned away from me and that broke my heart.
"Edward?"
"What Isabella?"
"Please, make love to me. I need you."
"You need me Bella, but you don't want me…"
"You listen to me Edward Cullen, I want you… always. I will love you always. Please make love to me. I miss my husband; I miss your touch, your scent. I just miss you."
And with that Edward rolled on top of me and began kissing me with more passion than I could ever remember. He slowly explored my body, as if he had forgotten my body. That thought saddened me and I began to cry.
"Bella, please don't cry, I'll stop."
"No Edward… Please don't stop. I'm just crying because I missed you so much baby."
We began removing our sleep wear slowly, taking our time to enjoy each other. We had been making love for 3 straight hours when our bodies finally couldn't take anymore.
"Edward that was amazing…" I smiled and kissed his velvet like lips.
"Bella, you don't know how happy I am, I have missed this so much. Can I ask you something though?"
"Of course, anything honey, you know that."
"Do you really not want me to move out?"
"No Edward, I told you we were in this for the long haul. That means forever. I don't want to be without you, that would be like losing my heart." I began to cry
"Oh Bella, I'm so happy… I promise I will never hurt you ever again baby."
"Edward?"
"Yes?"
"Make love to me?" I smiled and we began another round of love making.
Edward finally dozed off and for some reason I got out of our bed and went into the living room to call Jasper.
"Hello… Bella? Its five in the morning, whats wrong?!"
"Jazz, everything is okay I just needed to know if I made the right decision…"
"Right decision about what?"
"Well Jasper, Edward and I made love… Was I wrong to forgive him so soon?"
"Bella, he's your husband, of course not. Don't be ashamed."
"Oh Jasper, thank you so much! Go back to sleep!"
Click…
Little did I know, Edward was standing in the living room behind me.
"Oh! Edward you startled me! What are you doing up?"
"I could ask you the same thing. Did you really just call Jasper?"
"I'm sorry it's just he's… my only real friend."
"I don't like that you had to ask him if it was the right decision Bella…" He had tears streaming down his face, and I felt terrible for what I had done to him.
"Edward, I am so sorry, I know it was right. You and I have always been right." I began kissing the tears off of his face and he carried me to our bedroom.
He held me and we declared our apologies to one another as we drifted off to sleep…
