So here is chapter 4. Thanks for the review to all of you who reviewed to this story so far. I really am enjoying keeping on writing to this story. Anyway keep reviewing and reading this story!

Chapter 4

Sakura Night

This. Is. Not. For real…COME ON! I know by pressing the `up' button harder doesn´t make the elevator come down faster, but I´m really late. I got the cookies and some other food…her favorite food. I made her favorite type of bento, I really worked hard on it, but as I know I probably failed that too.

So, I squeezed myself into the small spaced room of the Elevator, touching people who I don´t know and don´t care. Without wanting it I groaned out loud. That feeling when everybody stares at you and you know it, is awkward. I quickly pressed the button were the huge number ´4´is printed onto and waited till I arrive.

At the moment when the doors open, I sprinted to her room. I slammed the door open receiving an shriek as a greeting. I panted heavily and started to walk up to her bed.

"I'm sorry that I came late!" I apologized, holding myself back before I completely beg for forgiveness. I heard a slight chuckle and raised my head to see her reason for her slight laughing.

"It´s not even 7 p.m. yet..." she continued to chuckle.

"Oh..." I checked the time again...it´s nearly seven , so i came just in time and a few minutes to early, lucky me. "So you ready? I made bento for you..."

Her brown chocolate eyes started to widen and her pale cheeks turned into a slight red. "And I made cookies..." I grinned.

I helped her get onto her wheelchair and started to push her outside this depressing room. A nurse came later on, just to be safe...but I know that nothing will happen so a stupid nurse won´t be needed.

"Why are you groaning?" asked Lucy. I did it again.

"N-No reason..." I stuttered in embarrassment. We, well I actually walked, outside the hospital to the river with loads of pink blossom trees; it looked like they were glowing almost. This view of those blossom trees are breathtaking, I could say.

I spread out the blue blanket I took with me and placed four stones in each corner, so the blanket wouldn´t just fly away. The nurse helped Lucy get off her wheelchair and sat her on the blanket. I took out the food and placed it in front of her and me.

"Here… your bento..." I said no more than a whisper. She grabbed it and opened the lid; a slight gasp escaped her mouth as soon as she completely opened the bento.

"This looks so delicious!" Lucy took the chopsticks and started to eat. I know that she will get better soon and then we could spend more nights like this without worrying about this kind of things. I also took my bento I made myslef, I really forced myself to eat this thing I created.

"Natsu..." she placed the food away and stared at me very serious. I also put my bento away. I hummed in responds. "I...I..." she began to stutter. Why is being nervous, I mean I'm not a stranger anymore like three years ago when I first meet her, that was really funny that day.

"..You!"

"Wha?" What did she say again? Ah shit...I didn´t listen, I was lost in my thoughts again, I'm a complete idiot. On the look on her face, she seems to be disappointed kind of.

"Nothing." She resumed and grabbed one of the cookies. But what did she say? If i didn´t know it better, I think the second word was the hardest word to get over with. Maybe Lisanna is right, maybe Lucy is really more than a friend. Should I just give in?

"Lucy...?"

Just say it, it´s one life opportunity. It´s too late, she is staring at you with expectations. Natsu you can do it...Lisanna is right...I do really do, maybe.

"Natsu?"

"Oh...Um...I...need to tell you something..." this is so not like you Natsu, you´re acting like a complete dork right now. Those are just three stupid words...maybe not stupid but important. This is the right time to give it a try.

"Then go on...tell me!" she smiled cute. I felt heat rising up to my cheeks. You didn´t even practice at home, okay Natsu calm down, take a deep breath and tell her like a real men would do!

"I...I..." I can´t tell her, what if I hurt her, what if I will do something wrong? What if she doesn´t like that Idea of that?

"Natsu come on...I'm not stranger anymore!" she kept on smiling sweetly on her white face. Right, she is right...I must tell her.

"I'm maybe a dork and stupid and act sometimes like a geek with huge glasses or maybe Im not good enough, but I know it, well actually I don´t, but I really started to love...you." I whispered the 'you' part in one kind of a way.

Why wasn´t I looking into her eyes, why was I trying to avoid her stare. Am I regretting this? I'm not sure how she is looking at me right now, but to be true I don´t really want to know it either.

"You are not maybe a dork, you are one!" she teased and started to giggle. I raised my head to her with wide open eyes, I guess.

"So...you don´t think it´s awkward; what I have just said?" I asked confused. She shook her head and crawled next to me and rested her head onto my shoulder.

"It´s called confessing...and it´s nothing wrong about it." She explained calmly. Confessing...I heard about it, of course! I just confessed.

"And you are not rejecting?" I asked. She shook her head once more. "And it´s okay if I stay by your side?"

"As long as I'm here, I'm okay with that!" a weak smile appear. Right...

"I´ll make sure of that! Before you know it, you´ll be going to school again and maybe to the same one as me!" I tried to comfort her by forcing myself to grin as wide as possible.

"And how?" she asked weak.

"Don´t know, but I'm sure of my decision!" If I'm not wrong...

There was no responds just a huge gab of silence covered this awkwardness. Sighing won´t change anything, it just letting us realize that we can´t actually change the situation.

"Natsu...promise me something..." she suddenly said. I must be prepared for everything she's going to ask you. Just agree with her on her favor from you.

"If I'm out of hospital...can you show me everything, everything you told me about? Your friends and that Sushi restaurant… just everything." She sighed with a smile.

That voice, did this voice just really belong to her? It sounded so forced and sad. It sounded that she knew that her wish might never become true? But it will come true, that's what wishes are for, right?

"Of course I will that´s what friends are for!" I agreed.

"Yeah…friends…"

I couldn´t really describe this situation. I don´t really know whom I am right now, does my name really belong to me? Does this body even fit with me? But the only thing that really lit up my inner self was Lucy… before I meet her, I felt weird, not fitting into this world.

Of course my friends were always there for me or still are, but it´s just not the same when I´m with her. Of course there is still Lisanna, who I grew up with.

"Lucy?" I tapped her on the shoulder, but it seems that she has fallen asleep. It must be late by now, so better take her back to her room. The nurse lady helped me to put her back into the wheelchair. I quickly grabbed my stuff and placed it back into the basket and walked with the nurse to Lucy´s room.

I placed her back into her bed and covered her with those white blankets, there were three of them, no wonder, if Lucy had only one blanket she would freeze to death….next time I should bring her a better blanket that keeps her warm.

I walked back to the door starring at her for just a little more, before I turned off the lights and walk back home. She is sure one of a kind.

I closed the door and walked slowly back home, hope Lisanna isn´t too angry at me for being this long away…oh well just going to bake some cookies for her too when I get back.

I unlocked the house door and placed the keys aside. The lights are still turned on, so Lisanna must be here still.

"Anybody home?" I called through the house. There was no responds for a moment when I heard snoring coming out of my living room, so I started to follow that noise.

There was a snoring Lisanna sleeping on my couch, still forgotten to turn off the TV. I should probably wake her up and tell her to that she could go home now…..but it´s late, so she could just sleep over for a night. I checked the time and yep it´s way too late to tell her that she should go home. And it would be rude too.

So I covered her with the blankets that were beside the cough and turned for her the TV off and clicked the lights off as well.

Man, was this some of a day…first Sushi and then Luce….did I just call her Luce? Luce…Luce…mhmm, who cares, it´s a cute nickname for her.

Hope I'm not getting this weird and strange dream again, like the past few weeks. It´s a really strange dream…I´m just walking, not even walking really, around this empty place. Every time when someone passes by, I try to call out for them but they don´t notice me. Till I noticed that I don´t have neither a voice nor a body.

Let´s just wait and see what´s going to happen tomorrow. I yawned before I fall asleep too.

There. There it is again, this strange world...this world full of nothing. And where is my body? Is there anybody? Anybody...

Do I have to walk around again to find someone who helps me? This is going to be a long walk before I find someone again crossing my way.

But first of all I need to find my body...

When I found it, it felt like I was an empty soul, it didn´t even look like my body, just a puppet with no face. Is this even my body? It doesn´t even fit to me.

My arm is keep falling off, I can´t even run or walk faster than this speed. I dragged myself through this world. Why isn´t there anybody? Why am I the only one?

Is there a reason for this, for being alone? Am I waiting for something or some one, some one who helps me to get out of this world? If yes, then who is it?

And every time I wake up, sweeting everywhere, I keep ending up in my room again.

Hngnn... That dream is giving me headache every time. I stood up and opened my Curtains, it was raining outside this time… glad I wasn´t Planning to go today to the Sakura tree….it would have been terrible. I should go for a shower…I´m sweeting as hell. But this time I´m making sure I get to use the bathroom first.

I was going to open the bathroom door, when I noticed somebody else was using it at the moment.

"Wendy make it quick!" I yelled, but kind of whispered too, since I guess my parents came home late.

"Umm…Natsu…It´s me…not your sister…" came back as responds. Oh god…this did not just happen, I completely embarrassed myself right now.

"Urgh…Sorry Lisanna !" I started to scratch the back of my neck. I heard a slight giggle. Guess then I must use the shower later then.

I went into Wendy´s room to see if she was awake and no she wasn´t. I wonder where my parents are. They actually never come home that late, well they still haven´t come home yet.

I yawned and walked down to the kitchen to make breakfast for Lisanna and Wendy.

"Natsu, I´m done using the bathroom now." Called out Lisanna and she walked beside me. "Oh and how did it go yesterday?"

"It went well." I said and started to mix the dough for some pancakes. "Oh and thanks for taking care of Wendy!"

"No Problem that's what friends are for, right?" she said and smiled at me. I nodded in agreement.

"You know, you could have woken me up yesterday to tell me to go home, right?" she asked kind of abashed.

"Sure, but I think that would have been rude to do that…." She laughed at that point. I grunted and continued to cook the pancakes.

"Good morning Natsu- niii…" Wendy walked beside me and hugged me sleepy around my waist, watching me prepare breakfast. I stroke through her hair and grinned at her.

"Morning!"

"Im hungry…are you making food?" she asked shyly ,I guess, because of Lisanna. She still doesn´t know that her that well, so she is remaining shy towards her.

I nodded and gave her the first pancake and placed it onto the table. My stares went over to Lisanna, who looked like she was going to burst out at any moment.

"Lisanna?"

"That scene was just too cute!" she shrieked and pinched Wendy´s cheeks very tight.

Well that´s it for now, I hope you like this chapter too, I really worked hard on this one, and Im very sorry that I took this long to update the forth chapter, it´s just that I really had no Idea what write. I really want thanl you guys with the reviews, it encouraged me to write more chapters. So keep up reading and reviewing.