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Chapter 4 :
The next morning, I was with Ashley and Tina in a new fashion shop, named : Nordstrom. They wanted to buy some new clothes for their own pleasure. In fact Ashley and Tina were really really rich and spend their money was their daily activity. I admit that it was very boring for me to see them buy again and again and ask me : « Hey Bonniiiiiiiie it suits me? I'm not too fat in this dress ? ».
Each times, I tried to smile seeming to have fun but this time I couldn't lie anymore. I was still shocked by the event of yesterday. I couldn't get him out of head…
The way he was looking at me, the way he was stoking my hair. I was still disappointed by myself because I had let him discover how much effects he had on me. Damon knew exactly how to make me lose control. I wondered if he also knew my feelings for him. Often, I dreamt of revealing him that I have feelings for him I imagined that he just laughed at me, telling me that I had no chances and that his heart belonged to Katherine, only.
But I was really determined not to see this dream come true, I really had to try to remain impassive in front of Damon. Even if it was hard, I had to try.
Who knows, maybe he will leave me alone and I won't have to face him once again. But Damon was really stubborn and he wasn't the type of guy who give up easily …No he was more the kind of guy who always get what he wants. But I had made a promise to myself : I won't yield to Damon. Never. I was so in my thoughts that I did not notice that I was saying his name out loud in front of Ashley and Tina who were already gazing at me with a huge smile :
« Who's this famous Damon, Bonnie? » Asked Ashley
« Ww..What? Oh..hm..he is nobody girls. Forget, ok? »
« No no no Bonnie, since you're our friend we have never heard you talking about some men. And overnight, you're saying out loud the name of a mysterious man named Damon! Come on Bonnie, why not tell us more about your man? » Begged Tina
« First of all he is not my man, he…»
« Not yet » Said both Ashley and Tina with a smile saying : We will do whatever it takes to make you have this guy.
« Girls, listen Damon is someone I want to forget, ok? He…He is a part of my past and I don't want to talk about him anymore »
« Oh ..He broke you heart Bonniiiiiiiie? Oh you know what? Tina and I are going to say two words to your famous Damon! Nobody is allowed to break the heart of our Bonniiiiiiiiie! »
Suddenly I heard my brain screaming warning! I had to prevent them to meet Damon. Because he could bite them and kill them or she could also tell him my feelings for him. Oh my gosh, I really had to stop Ashley and Tina.
« NO! I mean… Him and I, have never been a couple. He is in love with someone else and hmm… I don't like him because hmm…HE IS UGLY !. »
Stupid stupid Bonnie. That was what I was saying to myself. I could have found something else to say but maybe it will works. Why not?
« UGLY? Bonniiiiie stop lying to yourself. We can see in your eyes that you're crazy in love with this Damon but hurt at the same time because he's in love with someone else. »
Gosh, sometimes they could really amaze me. Heck, what was I supposed to say now? Seeing that I was speechless, Tina said :
« You are beautiful Bonnie, and you should be more self-confident. If you love this Damon you have to make him change his mind and… »
My heart beat louder. I wasn't listening what Tina was telling me anymore. Because in front of the shop there was Damon. He was standing there, smirking by giving me a wink. I did not think about what I was doing in fact. I just run out of the shop, letting Tina and Ashley completely confused by my behavior. I came near Damon and without saying any words I took his hand and led him in a deserted alley. I could feel that Damon was really shocked by my gesture but he did not do anything. And that was weird. But I was so angry that he dared come back and try again to convince me to join him in his stupid «Let's destroy Katherine» plan.
I pushed him to the wall with all the strength I had. I thought he would be a little bit afraid but…Unfortunately he was still smirking and he seemed so amused that it made me want to hit him again, again ..AND AGAIN. I couldn't stand his behavior anymore :
« WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE DAMON? DO YOU REALLY WANT ME TO SET YOU ON FIRE? BECAUSE IN CASE YOU DIDN'T KNOW, I CAN DO IT! »
« Whoo..My Little Witch is in fact a bad girl? If I were you I wouldn't be so wicked, your Santa Claus won't bring your wand! »
« HA-HA-HA really funny Damon. Instead of wasting your saliva, could you tell me which word you did not understand in : what are you doing here Damon?. »
« My dear dear Little Witch, as you know I'm here to convince you to help me. Have you forgotten : Katherine, Elena, St Stefan? Oh don't tell me that Alzaimer disease can also strike the Witches? » Said a Damon, extremely amused.
« My dear dear Damon. How many times will I have to tell you that I WILL NEVER HELP YOU? And please don't even try to seduce me because I promise that I will.. »
« You will what Witch? Tell me?.. »
Oh my gosh, no. Damon was not so close from me. I couldn't let him be so close from him. I will once again lose control and…
« You know what my Little Witch, I have always wondered how it was to kiss your sweet tender lips.. »Smirked Damon
I was tirelessly repeating to myself : RESIST BONNIE RESIST !.
His lips were now a few centimeters from mine. I could feel his warm breath all around me. I tried to push him but it was so light that he didn't take my request seriously.
« Shh..Shh Bonnie. Do not resist. Let me kiss you. Just for a once.. »
His eyes were now close and than he kissed me. I can't describe you how it felt to be kissed by Damon because it was completely indescribable. His lips were so sweet and he was kissing me with so much tenderness that I was wondering if I was really kissing Damon Salvatore. This kiss was so intense, I lose control, and I grabbed his jacked to make him be closer from me. I could feel that he was surprised. But he continued to kiss me. After a few minutes our lips parted. I didn't know what to do or even what to say. Damon was just gazing at me a little confused.
So I did just the only thing I could do. Run.
Run as far as possible from the man I was in fact, madly in love with.
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