It had been hours before Shinji woke up when Asuka had gotten up on her normal schedule waking and put Shinji back in his restraints. She hated seeing him like it, but something she felt knew it was for his own good. Shinji woke to a bright pale white room with a mirror on his left and the wall to his right he attempted to struggle in the restraints to no avail. "See I told you, she'd betray us" the thing inside him spoke. "You're wrong. She probably had too" Shinji defended the red head for the sake of his own feelings even if she didn't share them. An hour went by before someone came to check on Shinji after he awoken. They had watched the struggle he put on the restraints and it put fear in the whole crew of the ship he'd gain a new nickname among the lower class workers. Gemini the god with two faces. It fit his current situation yet no one understood why he was going through it. After he'd been fed breakfast Misato had made it to his cell and this time in the same room. The door opened and she saw the eyes of the boy she'd taken care of for so long and the boy she'd put through so much. He stared for a few seconds and the same thing that happened yesterday his eyes began burning red like a light. "You wench you know how much pain you put us through and you just kept taking from us never putting anything back you told everybody you cared but you never once showed me. All you thought was enough care was if you fucked me. You disgusting wench. You have any idea what I dealt with in the Eva while I was stuck?!" Shinji was crying from his own venom he watched as every word he spoke ripped the facade she had put up. She was weaker than Asuka at trying to act tough. "You left me alone in your own home. You told me you'd care, I was alone. Always alone. And all I was to you was a Eva pilot. You're just as bad as my father" Shinji said those words and Misato stood there tearing up inside she had thought she could prepare for what ever he could of said she'd never in a Million years thought he'd actually speak his mind. She'd known Shinji as a docile follower not someone she'd get hurt from. Her heart that hadn't actually cared if he was even alive 3 days ago had been shattered by a boy who didn't even speak his mind when he was around. "Shinji you no longer have to pilot ever again. And that's why I'm here you're no longer a pilot. And I'm not here for your emotions" her eyes lied to him and that made his rage even stronger. "You're lying again. Just like you always do. Shinji I care. Shinji I promise this is the last time you'll pilot. Shinji I can make you happy if you want it." The look on her face spoke chapters about what she was feeling "Why? Why now after the time are you speaking when you could of then" she bowed her head letting tears fall "Because Shinji is to pathetic to tell anyone how he feels and I'm the him that will and you'll take nothing more from us" his right eye faded to the blue she knew "Misato I don't mean that I never said that!" Shinji spoke for himself finally "Misato. I'm hurting and I don't know why. I'm not saying things I mean to let out. I'm sorry." Shinji said crying tears that stung his eyes. "Don't apologize if your hurting Shinji I've known this is what you dealt with on the inside."Misato said with the fakest smile she's put in for Shinji in his mind he knew his words have hurt her more than anything weapon known to man. He laid still for a while with his former caretaker sitting in a chair as she used to straddling it and leaning her chest against the back of the chair to face forward. "Misato Can I please get out of this bed. And what is with the thing on my neck" Misato froze looking away from him. "As of today WILLIE has ordered me to make sure you don't get back into an eva. That neck device give me the ability to not only track you but also." Misato cut herself off not wanting to destroy the last of their relationship with the knowledge of what she can do. "It's so we can watch your every move Incase you leave our custody" lying through her teeth Misato bit back the truth. Hopefully to mend before breaking more on their relationship. "Well that doesn't make sense. I work for you. And we work for NERV" Shinji spoke slowly. "What's gone on why am I so important now?" Shinji asked as Asuka walked in. "Stop being an idiot Shinji just listen to Misato and hopefully you'll get untied" Asuka said cutting through the sadness of them both. She walked to the end of his bed and propped herself down to be apart of the conversation. Quitely listening on the outside of the room was Mari the pilot no one really knew to much on but she knew more about everyone else. Their talk went on for an hour or two the pink suited girl waited till Asuka left the room atleast an hour after Misato did and smirked at the redhead as she walked off. "The momma bear left her hubby all alone. Better take care of him myself~" the words meant nothing to anyone but her and she knew it. She peeked around the door too see Shinji falling asleep and out of his restraints. "Not even guarding himself, how cute." She said with a smug look on her face. She walked quietly into the room and observed him for a while her eyes scanned his figure with the light fading in the room she had to go off of the window that poured in moonlight. "Let's see how his sex drive is" Mari pounced onto the unconscious boy and straddled his waist and began using him for her own twisted game. As she began using him for her own pleasure Shinji woke up and began fighting to get away from her his heart was racing all he could think to do was throw her off of him. With a force of a tackle from a professional football player Shinji threw her off of him with just his arm strength his eyes were cutting the darkness his face hid with darkness with moonlight pouring over his shoulders he began to feel like he needed to hurt her. He shook his head got out of bed and gave her his hand she'd been sitting there visually uneasy as if she'd witnessed the devil in him. "Please get up and leave Mari." Shinji said as softly as he could to the girl. As Asuka walked in, with her more revealing sleep attire. She looked at the fear in Mari and looked back at Shinji and scoffed "Four eyes is afraid of you? Ha they let anyone pilot these days." Asuka said as she hopped onto Shinji's bed. Mari got up but stayed far away from him. "What the hell are you?" She said to the monster in a boys skin. Shinji's eyes flicker back to red as he smirked at the girl sending her shrieking out of his room. "What's with that girl Asuka?" Shinji asked getting back into his bed with Asuka who brought her blanket since his room wasn't permitted one. "Four eyes? She's just a pilot nothing more obviously, why do you like her? Bet it's because she has huge tits you're just like every guy you idiot." She said as her face began burning red in embarrassment. "No she attacked me while I was sleeping and freaked out when I got her off me" he spoke slowly as he put his back against hers. "You're just an idiot you know that!" She barked as she turned around and wrapped him with her arms. He'd hoped that she would so he could turn and lay on her chest her presence was more than healing him it made him happy and feel something strange a happiness he hadn't felt before even tho he and her weren't anything other than sleeping in the same bed that was all he'd ever wanted from her. He finally flipped over and propped himself over her and looked her in the eyes the moon made the blue of her eyes like a bright ocean. He loved the way her eyes looked right now. His eyes were red and hadn't waived since Mari attacked him but as their gaze went on his eyes went back to the dark color he'd been known for, Asuka could stare forever into his eyes and see his pain just like she'd seen her own in the mirror. "Asuka why did you start wanting to sleep here with me?" Shinji broke the silence "Don't ask such dumb questions idiot!" She barked at him hitting him in the chest enough to feel it but not hurt her face said it all. She wanted to be near him even if it was just this. She the girl he thought hated him, needed to be near him. "Well I don't mind and I'm glad to be here for you but tonight since you laid on me. I'm gonna lay on you." Shinji put the pillows under her back and behind her head and shimmied down the bed looking at the white soft skin she had he was stuck on her figure which he'd always admired from afar. He laid his head on top of her abdomen wrapping his arms around her and pulling her close he laid there just listening to her breathe. "Goodnight Shinji" Asuka said quitely she began playing with his hair dozing off. "Goodnight Asuka" he said kissing her skin and soon falling into a deep sleep.