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Hello! yep. its my birthday, AND IM POSTING! :O haha! so, im at my party right now, and i never had time to post this. But i did save it to m document manager! ^_^

Im terribly sorry! for my update on Face down! i updated it and it turns out...it was the same as the first chapter! then i fixed it, and posted it agian, but there was some of it that was missing! SO I POSTED IT A THIRD TIME, and it was the correct one! fanfiction hates me, i swear! i hope you forgive me. and if you havnt read face down, please read it! let me know what you think of it!

THANKS TO EVERYONE THATS REVIEWING! REALLY MAKES ME HAPPY! Heres elis POV of the last chapter!

Enjoy! ^_^

She was mad, really mad. I'm assuming this is what happens when I postpone doing anything with her for this long. Maybe she won't forgive me? Oh no…I can't let that happen. I need to tell her, but…how?

She walked up to the room, I followed behind her. She sat down by the window and gazed out.

I closed the door, slowly. Dreading what she was going to say. I walked over and sat on the bed, watching her.

It was silent, and it was making me nervous. Not the good nervous, but the type of nervous you get when you know that you are in trouble.

The only sound that was made was the rain pounding on the roof. My hands were getting sweaty. I don't know what will happen; I don't want to lose her over something like this. I looked down and started fiddling with my thumbs, trying to get this moment to past. I sighed when I noticed it wasn't working.

"What happened to us?" I heard her whisper.

I snapped my head up and looked at her, confused. "What are you talking about?"

She tore her gaze from the window and looked at me, "You know exactly what I'm talking about."

I pinned my eyebrows together, for an act. I did know what she was talking about; I was just procrastinating as long a I could.

She turned her head back to the window. "You've been distant." She whispered "We never spend time alone anymore."

"Clare…" I started to say, but she cut me off.

"No Eli!" She turned back to me. "I text you earlier, asking to come over and you told me that maybe I could tomorrow. I've given you plenty of hints. I told you one year ago that I was ready, and wanted to wait for the right time. Well, Eli, there's been lots of those. The right times, the right places, but then somebody comes home, and you either make me leave, or you leave. You're not even trying! There was even a time when CeCe left us alone and you wanted to work on homework? You're Elijah fucking Goldsworthy! You don't do homework! What happened? I thought you wanted this too?" She shouted. We were both standing up now. She was standing firm in her pace, with her hands clinched at her sides.

I was just standing there, staring at her. I knew I had to say something, something to explain to her exactly how I feel. I wanted to push the words out, but they wouldn't budge, just unspoken and in my thoughts.

"Well?" She asked, with attitude. I looked at her, and then turned my eyes to the ground. Then back up.

"I….I do..." I said. That was the thing that came out of my mouth? Really?

"Pfft…..could've fooled me." She rolled her eyes.

"I'm sorry…it's just, I don't know. But I do want you, Clare."
"Then why has it taken you a year? Why did you push me away?" She yelled.

"I…I'm just..." I trail off, I wanted to explain, everything. But I couldn't form the words. I couldn't process a correct sentence with out her running out crying. I needed to say something.

Just as I was about to poor my feelings to her, she gave me one last look before she swiftly turned around and ran down the stairs

What did I just do? I just let the love of my life walk away from me, thinking that I didn't want her. She probably thought I didn't want to hut her feelings, but I just…..i don't even know why I didn't tell her right there.

I need her back, I need her in my life. I need to see that smile at me when she sees me. I need that face looking at me everyday. I need to hear those giggles escape those beautiful lips. I need her. She was the only one that saw me for me, besides adam of course. She looked past all of the bad in me, and saw was was good. I know im not good enough for her, but i need her. I would beg her for as long as it took. I cant stand the thought of her walking around and not being mine.

A soon as I was back to my senses, I ran down the stairs. I opend the door, and saw her sitting on the sidewalk, with her head in her knees. I stood there, watching her cry over me.

Her crying because of me felt like a knife in the gut. I couldn't bear to see it any longer. So i closed the door, and started walking down the driveway with questions running in my head:

Will she forgive me? Will she laugh in my face for the stupid reasoning of my distance?

Will she ever believe me?

So that was Elis POV. Ill post soon this week. review and ill give you a frenchy-fry!