I know that I have abused this story, and I am sorry. But over the course of the summer, every idea I came up with I threw out. I tried to make some idea stick but one day's idea, became garbage the next day. I really should have said something but that next day I was sure I knew where I wanted to take this story. And so on, and so forth. Now it's the beginning of Nov. and I just realized that the last time I updated was half a year ago. I thank you all for coming back to this story. To read this again. I'm still figuring out just how to go about this story. But I will do my best to get another chapter out in the next week or so.

Chapter 4: Without you

Kyuubi stood for a moment with her face towards the bed. She wondered just what was going to happen. Was she going to go feral? Would she stay in control? What would happen? She never did this before, how could she know? She stood for a moment wondering just what this moment had in store. Naruto was panting heavily as he nearly tore off his cloths getting ready for sex for the first time. Kyuubi looked back at the door for a moment more before looking back at Naruto and seeing his eagerness and yet hesitation to continue. She turned back to the door and felt her breath volley off the door and spiked on her face. 'This is my one chance, quit screwing around! Or actually in this case… yeah screw around.'She raised a quick privacy seal, chuckled and turned her head as a hand was laid softly on her shoulder.

"Are you alright Kyuubi-chan?" Naruto asked with a certain amount of innocence in his voice. Staring into the eyes of his made her feel lost in space with nothing around her but him, holding her and she knew she would be alright, that made her heart demand her body to give him what he wants. Her body craved it and was in agreement with her heart but it was her mind that stopped the both of them. She turned around and stared him in the eyes.

"I've never done this before. I don't know what will happen and..." Kyuubi explained before receiving a kiss on the lips from Naruto. He broke the kiss but kept his closer to hers.

"I trust you. If you really don't want to I understand. I…" Naruto was suddenly flown backwards towards the bed to land on something soft and warm. He looked behind him as one of her tails was holding him. He was laid on the bed quickly as Kyuubi pounced on him. She let out a seductive growl after taking in a deep breath of his essence. His smell was intoxicating as she severed any other clothing he had on him. She nuzzled his nose with hers before moving down to his neck and laying a deep and tongue filled kiss on his neck. She broke it and moved down slightly. Another kiss burned on his skin as he was oh so happy to receive it. Each time she moved downwards he would still feel the previous kiss for a while. She carefully and timidly made a trial down his chest. She trailed her fingers along the sides of his chest gently as it sent chills up his spine and made him almost feel like he was going to lose control. She reached his waist and now was face to face with his very much hardened penis. Her nose could smell the faint but present sent of past orgasms. It was musty but somehow stimulating to smell it but not a trace of another woman's smell. She was his first and he would be her first. She let out a soft purr like growl as she swung back and locked lips with him, her breasts smacking his chest a few times before stopping. Naruto swore if she turned him on anymore he would make concrete jealous. She broke lips with him and stared into the endless blue of his eyes.

"Naru-kun, I'm getting tired of all this fore play. My kind is not used to such erotic games but I did it to make you ready." She placed her hand over his hardened penis. "And judging by this you are. So what do you say?" Naruto smiled up at the girl who loved him with all her heart, his own heart which had felt dead for so long with only his friends keeping it from failing. He could feel his heart beat with a strong thump as his entire body felt alive with knowing she would be with him forever. She was now his heart. He nodded as she positioned herself over him. She slowly slips him inside her as she felt her walls resist the new sensation with threads of pleasure sown in. She bit her lip as he was at near full length inside her. He felt so good and had to hold back with every fiber of his being to pump in and out of her as he tossed his head from side to side and wondered if he felt anything so torturous. She looked down at his face which had been thrashing back and forth while he clenched his teeth. She looked down at him to try and find out why he looks like he's in pain. "Naru-kun what's wrong?" Kyuubi asked. Naruto made a quick smile and responded.

"It's nothing Kyuubi-chan, but before you were saying your kind isn't into games?" She nodded. "Shouldn't you also be on all fours?" She thought about it for a moment.

"Nope, I'm special." She laughed for a second as she pushed the last of him inside her. Almost instantly the end of his penis hit something inside her that made her push hard down on him, pushing deeper as she felt a wonderful sensation engulf her body. When the feeling started to subside, she laid over his chest and planted a kiss on him. She started moving up and down on him, very slowly at first. Naruto didn't like going this slow, his body wanted to go a lot faster and deeper like she just did but he resisted the urge. Naruto broke the kiss and flung his lips on her breast. He caught both of them with his hands and began to lightly massage both of them while playing with each nipple with his mouth. Kyuubi responded by moaning softly and enjoying the new sensations coming from her breasts. Her body slowly started becoming wrapped in a sheet of bliss as she slowly went faster and faster, satisfying Naruto's urge as he himself because too involved with the feelings. As she went faster, not only her pleasure spiked, her hormones deftly rose. Had you dared to look, her eyes began to become a darker blood red from the outside in. Naruto began to suck harder on each nipple and while sucking them began to lick the rim of each nipple which caused her to she moaned harder. As she went faster Naruto bucked his hips wildly. Up till now he never really knew why he liked woman's breasts so much, now as he sucked and licked them, he felt an even stronger urge to do this more often. Naruto felt pressure build in his lower stomach which he knew what that meant. He pushed it deep and hard inside her with hard thrusts on his end. She moaned loudly and before he could say it, he came inside her. "So soon?" She felt the liquid splash around inside her as her eyes drifted back to their normal color. She smiled and gently pushed off him. She looked up at the ceiling. She smiled and began to talk. "So what's the human tradition after having…"she stopped as Naruto began to snore loudly and she looked at him fast asleep. Kyuubi began to laugh slightly as she not only found the sight amusing but also kind of cute. After she had her laugh she smiled and snuggled up tightly against him and laid her arm over his chest. She stroked his hair for a second before meticulously wrapping her arm around his neck. She placed one of her legs around his and the other leaned up against the open space on the other side of the cramped leg. She closed her eyes and smiled as their heart beats synchronized.

Hours later…

The sunlight hit Naruto's face as it began to rise. Naruto hesitantly flicker his eyes open to have his vision blinded by the sun's magnificent rays. As he tried to move his hand up to cover his eyes from the light, he noticed something was blocking it. He tried harder but to no avail. Finally he used his other hand and reluctantly tried to open his eyes enough to see what was obstructing his other arm. He saw the glowing amber red hair of the Kyuubi scattered everywhere around her. Every strand of hair going different directions but all originating from that head that he instantly recognized. A smile crept across his face as he remembered what he did the night before. Even more, he watched as Kyuubi remained undisturbed from her sleep and still lightly breathing with her eyes closed. Naruto couldn't help it, but after a few minutes began to check out Kyuubi's naked body that he got so familiar with the night before. This is when he noticed that his hand might be near a sensitive area. Instead of trying to move his arm, he only moved his hand. Slow and gently he moved it around feeling for something but nothing

"You know what they say about curiosity?"a woman's voice said coming from next to him. Naruto panicked slightly; he just got busted trying to feel her. "You're lucky Naru-kun, you have 8 more lives" Kyuubi said using the hand she had across his chest to grab his hand. "You also lucky that I liked it." She pressed his hand against her pelvis. She smiled as he slowly made a finger slip into her folds. He felt as he got deeper, feeling the soaked walls. He felt the hard inner ring and then slipped a finger inside it as he went deeper. She moaned loudly as the finger wiggled, poked, and slipped even further inside her. Her body became engulfed in the new sensations as she felt his other hand play with her nipples. Feeling the overwhelming sensations she begged Naruto. "Naru-kun, please more…" Never in his wildest dreams did he ever think that she would be begging him for this. Naruto smiled.

"I guess when it comes right down to it, you are perverted just like me." Kyuubi didn't respond right away. She just continued to be pleasured.

"Women… just hide… it better…" Naruto smiled and slipped a second finger into her. "Oh KAMI!" she screamed as she felt that second finger penetrate deep inside her. Naruto loved this dominance over her. This powerful creature…this beautiful naked creature was his. Naruto just watched her face as she panted and moaned at each thrust of his fingers. He finally took them out as he stood up and licked them in front of her, making sure each tiny trace was greedily scooped up by his tongue and brought into his mouth.

"Hide that." Naruto remarked making Kyuubi make a light chuckle.

"Hide that…" Kyuubi said making Naruto look down at his stiff penis. Naruto looked up at the Kyuubi as she, on all fours, crawled on him and stared at it closer. "Talk about perverted." She said lightly grasping it in her hand. She began to use her thumb to massage the head. "What to do… what to do…" Kyuubi toyed with him. After another moment she began a jerking motion as she used her other hand's finger to softly pat her lips. "hmmmm…" She toyed with him. She pretended to move it around and examining it. All the meanwhile Naruto felt this overwhelming urge to beg her to quit toying around and get on with it. He knew, however, that that would be letting her win. Naruto bit his lip, hoping it would make not begging her easier but to no avail. However his wish was answered and she stopped. "Get dressed, someone's here." Naruto quickly rounded up some cloths and threw them on. A few moments after she said that there was a puff of smoke which a certain silver haired, one normal eyed ninja stood before them.

"Yo." Kakashi said making his grand appearance. Kyuubi just snorted.

"What do you want?" Kyuubi said

"Hey now, that's no way to treat a guest now is it?" Kakashi asked rhetorically. Kyuubi responded with a simple 'hmn.' Kakashi could tell the only real person she liked was Naruto since she was only kind to him. "Anyway I just swung by to give you the message that Tsunade-sama has a mission for us." This perked Naruto's attitude up.

"Do you know any of the details Kakashi-sensei?" Naruto asked to only receive a head shake.

"Not yet, that's all I was told." Naruto looked over at the Kyuubi who didn't seem interested but saw Naruto wanted to go. She sighed and with a snap of her fingers, her new battle reignment was over her. Kakashi looked over at the Kyuubi who looked very attractive in that kimono. He tried not to stare but Naruto made sure to save him before he got in serious trouble.

"Kakashi-sensei, let's go." Naruto said opening the door to his apartment.

"Coming." Kakashi turned around and started walking to the door. The Kyuubi, watching all this, just stood there and mumbled to herself.

"That's what I should be doing…" Kyuubi complained.

"You say something Kyuubi-chan?" Naruto asked looking back at her just stand there.

"Nope, was just thinking that we should get going."'Naru-kun…' With that they left. They made decent time over to the Hokage's tower which they found Tsunade sitting behind her normal mountain on paper work. Kakashi knocked on the door, in which Tsunade simply replied.

"Enter." Tsunade watched as Kakashi and Naruto entered the room. "Ah, good you two are here. Naruto-kun, I know that I told you could have some time off but this is important and I know you would want to get involved."

"Don't sweat it Baa-chan."

"Good cause this mission is ranked S." Tsunade paused for a moment to give the s ranking a chance to set in. "Normally we don't let genin go on S ranked missions, but given that you are probably the most powerful shinobi in the village then I am making an exception. Recently some bandits attacked a farming village a day's walk outside Konoha. Normally this would be grounds for a B or A ranked mission but this particular raiding group is supposed to have been led by a man in a black robe with red clouds. We have no doubt that who we are dealing with. With Pain gone, there are only a few members of that organization left. The main objective of the mission is to kill the leader and stop the attacks. There is a secondary objective in this mission. If you fulfill this secondary mission you will receive a bonus on the payment and another week off duty. The secondary objective is to find, interrogate, and eliminate the second in command of the group. The bonus on the payout will be determined if the second in command had anything to say. Are the mission parameters clear?"

"Hai!" Kakashi and Naruto said in unison.

"Good. I expect this mission to go smoothly for ninja of your strength. Good luck. Dismissed." Kakashi and Naruto left the room along with the Kyuubi who had been standing outside the door. The moment the door shut behind Kakashi and Naruto the Kyuubi spoke up.

"Is this really what you want to do right now Naru-kun?" Naruto looked at her to see that she really just wanted to stay home for some reason. He had an idea why but figured that it was too late to back out now.

"Yeah Kyuubi-chan. Plus this is a great way to spend some time together." Kyuubi had another place to 'spend time together.' Instead she settled for what he wanted to do because she already had her fun the other night. Plus she would show him just what else a woman's body could do. After a moment of just staring at her, Naruto realized that Kyuubi wasn't into this idea as much as he was. He wasn't an idiot but he was sometimes, however, dull when it came to other people's feelings. He slowly approached her and wrapped his arms around her while he held her close to him. So close, that she could hear the loud noise of his heart pounding faster, when he was close to her. "I'm sorry Kyuubi-chan, was there something you wanted to do?" Kyuubi just looked him over and saw that he was concerned with her and looked away.

"Yeah but I'm fine." Kyuubi said hoping it would satisfy him. It didn't. Naruto felt Kyuubi push away from him a little bit. He let his grasp on her go. She quickly responded by turning around. "Alright then. Let's go." Kyuubi said walking away. Even Naruto could see there was something more to this. Outside, they all agreed to meet at the main gate in three hours, giving plenty of time to eat, pack up, and get any supplies they might need. Naruto kept staring at Kyuubi who could tell she was being stared at but ignored it. The next three hours consisted of Naruto packing, going to the ninja tool supply store for what else… ninja tools. He bought a bunch since sometimes battling a whole army of bandits, required more than one kunai. He looked at the time in his apartment and saw he only had 45 more minutes until he met with Kakashi at the front gate. Naruto looked over at Kyuubi who just tried to make it not apparent she was watching him. Naruto tried to confront her but when he did he could tell she had that look like she didn't want to talk about it. Normally Naruto would push the situation but he was in love with her and didn't want to ruin things right now because he pushed her into an argument. He knew that eventually they would fight over something, but it was still early in the relationship and he didn't want it to end now. His train of thought was broken when Naruto's stomach growled. Kyuubi, despite the attitude, still found that cute. She held it in her smile to prevent Naruto from seeing her true feelings.

"I think we should head to get some ramen before we leave the village. What do you think."

"That's fine." Naruto thought maybe they could have a small conversation now.

"Listen, I'm sorry about before. I know I shouldn't have rushed to take a mission without asking you but it sometimes is just hard for me to control myself. Baa-chan says she has a mission for me and … well I don't know. I just get this feeling like I could help out more people and maybe get closer to answer the question that Pervy Sage left me. I know I can find it it's just that I don't see it right now. But I just wanted to say I'm sorr…"

"Please don't." Naruto just looked at her shocked. "Please don't say you're sorry."

"Why Kyuubi-chan, is something wrong?" The genuine concern on Naruto's face was making her regret ever hiding it from him. Those eyes, those terrible eyes that made her feel like she couldn't hide anything from him, those eyes that dug their claws deep into her soul and wouldn't let her go. Those claws, which now raked against her soul and heart, stared at her for answers. The curtain fell exposing all the actors behind the scenes. Kyuubi gripped the cloth that surrounded her as if it where her own heart.

"Don't say you're sorry, because I'm not worth it."She stood there for a moment before Naruto noticed the tears going down her face. "All those years that I caused trouble for you. All the times I blamed you for everything. I was no better than anyone who picked you as a kid. I know it's wrong now but I can't ever forget the hell I put you through. All those times I wanted you dead because I thought that it would ease my own anger. I blamed you for everything. I wasn't angry at you because of anything that happened cause it was your fault; I was angry because it was I who was responsible for the deaths of two of my closest friends, and the village that I became very fond of. I had all this anger, anger that I took out on you. Then I watched you. I saw that look in your eyes. All the time I watched as you never gave up and became a hero. I saw your ideas, your thoughts, your dreams. All of them flowed into me as if it where my own blood. It wasn't long at all before you changed me. You kept fighting for what was right, something that I gave up on a long time ago when I lost myself to that darkness. After I began to change I became fond of you. I saw so much of your parents in you. The reason I was being rude and angry at you was because I was embarrassed. Embarrassed that this entire time I treated you like I did. I liked that you demanded things of me because I felt like in some way it was retribution for what I had done to you. It also gave me great insight into who you are. Your dreams made sense, your thoughts where music to me, and you…" Kyuubi trailed off. All this time Naruto just stood there watch Kyuubi cry and spill out her heart at him. It hurt a little to know that she was mean to him cause she thought like that but even then she changed to love him.

"And I…what Kyuubi-chan?" Kyuubi looked at him with tears in her eyes. She closed her eyes slowly and turned away.

"you became the man I love and respect."Naruto let it sink in but Kyuubi felt horrible inside. "It's why I never want you to do anything to me. I only want you to be happy. It's why when you bought me that dress I objected. I don't think I deserve anything from you. You could beat me every day and make me do anything you want and I still would feel like this."

"You know I would never do anything like that Kyuubi-chan." Naruto interrupted.

"I know. I'm just saying." Kyuubi said wiping the tears away from her eyes. "I don't think anything I do will ever be enough to make you happy for what I did to you. I…" Kyuubi couldn't finish her statement when Naruto's lips pressed against her lips. The tears kept falling and she watch in shock as Naruto kissed her. She never broke the kiss. Instead Naruto did and while looking her in the eye said these words.

"Everything you do makes me happy. You are a loyal girlfriend that would do anything for me. You are loving and caring. Kyuubi-chan, I love you with all my heart and soul. There is nothing I wouldn't do to be with you. I'm sure you feel the same way. I know you feel bad about what you did, but I've forgiven you already for all of that. I've never been happier in my life and you did that Kyuubi-chan. You did." Kyuubi didn't know what to say. Her eyes just beaten with tears stared at him. The only thing that came out of her mouth was.

"Naruto-kun…" She cried into his jacket. Naruto could hear her mumble over and over 'I'm so sorry'into his jacket. He rubbed her back and wrapped one of his arms around her.

"It's ok Kyuubi-chan. It's ok." Naruto kissed her on the forehead and continued to chant those few words in her ear.

End of chapter. Well I'm sorry too. I will try my best to now abuse this story anymore. Expect to hear from me soon, those of you who are still reading thank you.