Diary of Julziasitey
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
After last night everything today was different. He was different. Maybe it was me? Maybe I was the one that was acting different. I felt awkward. Isn't this man sitting next to me on the plane ride home supposed to be my slave? He just looked at me smirked and placed his hand on mine. He doesn't want to have to go back to the golden kingdom and somehow I can't blame him. I mean I have to degrade him because that was what I promised that I would do.
Goldie sends people over to make sure that things are how we agreed they would be when he let him back in. I can't not bind him or gag him. I have to keep my solemn promise to my king. *sighs* Diary, I am beside myself. After last night can I really go back to what it was before?
I don't think Cody really likes me I think he is just making the best out of the situation. And I have to say that if I was in his shoes in this situation I would probably do the same damn thing.
So than why is it that I am in complete lust with him? It can't just be the loincloth…can it?
I bet you think I have completely lost my mind…don't you?
I'm not crazy. Just completely confused…
Did I mention that he took me shopping today? We had a pretty good time. I picked out some clothes for him to wear for when we go to Smackdown. He bought me a 24k gold bracelet. Ironically, yes it was gold. I think there was a secret meaning behind it that he wanted me to grasp.
I am going to stop here. I have to brace myself for landing and going back to The Kingdom of the Dust. I'll remember my daily breathing exercises and promise that tomorrow will bring a longer entry.
He wants to talk to me about us and I think this might just be what I need to know.
Dear Diary, I am really torn.