She couldn't believe how devastated she felt, there had been no warning, no limbo just the end. It was over, her and Callie done. She just had to get out of there, her chest was feeling like it was going to burst . She couldn't break down here, not with everyone watching her and examining her. The chief had put her and Hunt on a pedestal, trying to make it seem like the hospital wasn't sinking and crashing before his eyes all because he was afraid of his own mortality.

"Hey Ari! How are you? I haven't seen you in years? You work here now?" Austin, beautiful Austin that had always tried his best to be what she needed. She was there for her in college through all of it, all her ups and downs. They had only dated for three weeks before she realised she was just a mess because of what had happened to her and that dragging him along with her wasn't the way to fix anything. She had known him since she was twelve years old, he was the first person she had told she liked women and he had always been so in love with her anyway. Always waiting for his chance, and she had given it to him but like they both had known it wasn't ever going to work.

"Austin." She hugs him, something to distract her from her mess of a relationship with Callie. It had had so much promise and now it seemed like a disaster. She sees Callie talking to Mark over Austin's shoulder and there are a few glares your way too. 'great'. She pulls away from him, he blocks her view of the scolding faces. "I'm great, how are you? I hear from my mother that your now chief in a hospital in New York. Congratulations."

"Yeah, last year now. It seems like a dream I mean I never expected to become Chief I was happy doing general surgery. So you and the brunette? She's hot." He laughs like he used to, he hasn't changed a bit and Arizona can't help but be envious of him because she has changed. She's changed so much from the twelve year old little girl that met him at school because someone was calling him names and she didn't think it was fair or right so she went and punched the other boy like her daddy had taught her to.

"That she is." She can't bring herself to tell him they've just broken up, that its all over. She just can't because she knows that his sympathy will make her breakdown. "What about you? Anyone special?"

"I'm married, yeah also last year. It seemed to be my lucky year last year. We're expecting, here look." He rummages through his pocket and produces his wallet, inside is a picture of presumably his wife and a scan of their baby. A little girl from the looks of it, she doesn't say anything in case he doesn't want to know. What surprises her the most is the picture of her in his wallet, they hadn't really been that close since college, he didn't say it but she had broken his heart. She had wished that she could have been happy being with him but that wasn't who she was and he knew it.

"Wow, that's wonderful Austin. So how long are you in town for?" She can't help but wonder if they'll be able to catch up some more. It would be wonderful, no matter what Callie would think. Arizona reminds herself she no longer has to think about what Callie thinks. It nearly brings the tears out again but she can't not here.

"Just tonight I'm afraid, the babies due next week. You should come visit soon though I'd love for you to meet my wife. I still ring your mother you know she keeps me updated with your happenings it seems your getting ready to settle here then. She the one?" Arizona feels panicked and nauseous she has to get away from Austin and his conversation, he means well but she needs to either cry or get really drunk. Making a hurried excuse she almost runs off, and into a stressed looking Mark.

Mark can't understand half of what Callie was muttering about to him but she was upset and from what he understood they had broken up because of an ex of Arizona's or something. He sighed looking down at the shorted blond why did people keep playing with his friends heart.

"Arizona, look I'm not sure exactly what happened between the two of you nor do I want to know. Just fix it. She trusted you." The glare Arizona sends up to him makes him almost waver, but he hasn't wavered for any woman but Lexie and he isn't going to start now.

"I don't want to hear it Sloane about how I'm the bad guy. I didn't lie to her and she won't let me explain."

"Talk to her Dr Robbins, make it better for her." With that he leaves her standing there in the middle of the hall, people all around her oblivious to the pain she's in right now. She's never felt so alone.

"Who will make it better for me?" She whispers but no one hears her.

-

Christina is angry once again at her boyfriend Owen Hunt. He always seems so busy, too busy for her and their relationship. She's not normally this needy in a relationship, or insecure but they haven't had a proper date in twelve days. She knows because she's been counting. So tonight she is here with her whisky and possibly tequila and she's going to enjoy herself. Meredith has gone off with Derek so she is drinking alone. Everyone seems loved up, apart from Karev but they've never really been that close and he seems intent to drink by himself.

"Urgh I'll have one of those." The bubbly blond that's not so bubbly right now says taking the seat next to Christina and pointing at the whisky. She's surprised not to see the smile on her face, that smile in infuriatingly resilient and always seems present.

"What ticked you off? You know I came here tonight on a promise, a promise from my boyfriend that we would spend the night together laughing at all the self important jerks that come here, but no. No tonight he has to be the chiefs trophy, only he didn't ditch that role like you . You Arizona...you have class." And damn that smile is back. Christina pouts. She knows its very unlike herself but her and the blond mesh when drunk, and she is definitely drunk right now.

"I do believe you are drunk Dr Yang, but that's ok you can be my drinking buddy. Tonight is awful and I want it to be nothing more than a distant, very distant memory." Lifting her glass she makes a toast. "To being fantastically single." Christina watches in amusement as Arizona tries not to spit the whisky back out. Until it clicks what she just toasted to.

"WHAT!?!?" Christina realises instantly how loud that came out when most people turn to look at them, she seems to shrink into her seat even more if that's possible. "You broke up? Wow and I thought my night was bad. Keep the whiskies coming."

-

Somehow once again even having the most horrific night in history she manages to end up home giggling with Christina. They've been making fun of their supposed loved ones for the remainder of the night whilst doing shots of whisky and tequila. After chucking Christina a pillow for the guest room she climbs into her bed and the frustration and pain that she had kept at bay all evening comes out in gut wrenching sobs.

It isn't long before Christina tumbles into her room and surprisingly into her bed and she holds the blond mess tightly to her until she calms down and falls asleep. Christina looks down at the sleeping PEDs surgeon and feels sorry for her, whatever Callie had said to her really hurt her she had never seen the blond so upset. That's her last thought before she too falls asleep.

-

Callie can't believe they had broken up, she hadn't meant to. She was only ever meant to ask the blond about Austin not cause such an argument. The words she had uttered had been out of spite and fear of getting hurt, she had never meant for them to signal the end of them. After talking to Mark for an hour or so after the party he had convinced her to go to Arizona's apartment to make things better.

The door was open which surprised her, Arizona was normally so careful with that. She was worried now, what if something had happened to her before she could make it all better? Creeping into the apartment nothing looked out of place, it all looked just how she kept it. She crept through the living room and down the hall towards Arizona's bedroom. She had to make sure she was ok, maybe something had been stolen. She pushed open the door and what she saw made any thoughts of reconciliation and apologies escape her mind. She was devastated not even twenty four hours after breaking up with her Arizona had found someone else to keep her warm at night. She had slept with someone else. She ran out of the apartment before she could wake them up.