Hey everybody! I'm so sorry i haven't updated in a while theres just been a lot of things going on in my house and I'm really sorry to say that you will have to wait until friday to get a really long chapter seeing as though i'm leaving to go camping for a week. I did start part of the chapter and this is only part of what i'm going to write so keep in mind that when i up date again the beginning of the chapter will be the same if that makes any sense at all. Thank you to all of my loyal readers and for those who post wonderful reviews and I promise to have an actual real chapter that is much longer by the end of the day on saturday.

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I have no idea how long I sat there crying with Katarina on my lap trying to sooth me. All the memories that I've worked hard not to think of came flooding back to me. The memories of us laughing together, all the kisses that we shared, all the talks we had about our future, every second we spent together, good or bad.

I finally snapped out of it when I felt Katarina being pulled from my arms. I looked up and saw Lissa balancing her little boy on one hip and Katarina on the other. Both me and Lissa had gotten pregnant around the same time. It wasn't planned or anything but it just kind of happened. The father of Andre, her son, left after Lissa told him she was pregnant. After that we decided to be roommates so save as much money as possible. That and the fact that Dimitri decided to move back to Russia, was how we ended up in this three bedroom apartment.

Lissa looked at me with a knowing look. She knew what I had just been thinking about.

"Stop thinking about him. All it does is hurt you and you don't deserve to be hurt by him anymore. It's his fault he left. He-"

"He's back." I interrupted her while shaking my head. "He's back. I saw him at the gym this morning."

Lissa just stared at me with a shocked look on my face while I told her everything. About how I saw his car in the parking lot, to how we kissed after he had me pinned. After I had finished talking Lissa didn't say anything but simply nodded and told me stay put while she put Katarina and Andre to bed seeing as though they had both fallen asleep while I was explaining everything to Lissa.

I did what I was told and didn't move from the couch while Lissa was putting the kids to bed and when she came back she sat down on the couch and let me cry on her shoulder. After about another half hour of me crying, I had finally calmed down when Lissa suddenly jumped up.

"I've got the best idea! We should have a girls day! We could invite Mia and Sydney also and we could spend the day shopping and then at night we could go clubbing. It would be so much fun! And we could have Adrian and Eddie watch the kids. They're always bugging us about how they don't spend enough time with them and I'm sure Eddie wouldn't mind sleeping at Adrian's so that we wouldn't have to worry about getting home at a certain time to pick them up they could just sleep at Adrians!

I had to agree. I could definitely use a girls day to relax and not think about anything. And Adrian is always whining about how he needs to see Katarina and Andre more often.

"Fine let's do it!"