Chapter 4
As we entered our little cottage , I put renesmee down so she could play with her little toys. I followed Edward into our bedroom and I shut the door when I was inside.
"are you okay-?" I was interrupted by him hugging me tightly.
"Edward?" I asked.
He was worrying me he let go of me but kept his hands on my shoulders. "I'm fine its just," he said.
"just what?" I asked. He looked at me , "I…the Alice that we met tonight is not Alice Cullen." he said.
"like something abnormal with her?" I inquired. He nodded , "actually I had the same idea about her." I informed him.
"but its different with me because I could read her thoughts. She was not thinking like Alice , she was thinking a lot of different things about things about a guy , Henry" he said. He let go of me completely and sat down on the end of our bed , moving I sat beside him.
"she's an intruder but I think she realized I heard her thoughts because in her head , she told me if anyo9ne knew , shed kill them all…including us." he said. He looked down at e again and this time his eyes were full of doubt , sadness , and especially worry. I threw my arms around him and he threw his around me." Edward its gonna be okay. We'll have to warn them some other way. Maybe they'll -"
"but if they ever find out , they'll all die Bella. that's what scares me the most. I would give my life up for any of you." he finished.
"don't ever say that ! don't ever think that! We're all going to be fine" I told him.
"but if that time came ," he began ,but I stopped him. " No , you wont do anything to yourself. You will live on and be happy again." I said. He let go and starred at me for bout 2 minutes . " Bella if I lost any of you , you and renesmee especially , I wouldn't have anything to live for , except for the others of course. But that part of me wont ever be there again." he said" Edward-" he put 2 fingers on my lips , " Bella do you really have any idea what I would do if you and renesmee weren't in my life anymore?" he asked. I nodded thinking back when he went to Italy to provoke the volturi. I nearly cried when I thought about it ." exactly. But its totally different if something were to happen to the rest of them. Ike I said before love , many times , I could never live without you. And now I cant live without the 2 people who are very important in my life." he said . He took my hand in is and lead me to the nursery." you and my beautiful daughter." he said in my ear. he kissed my neck and stopped when he got down to my shoulder because renesmee looked up form her dolls to look at us.
I smiled at her , she smiled back then stood up and walked to me and Edward. She held my right hand showing me what she saw when we met 'Alice' tonight. She was scared and confused but didn't want to show me until we got home , in fear of 'Alice' seeing her. She let go of me and looked to Edward . " Its okay. We'll take care of it." he said. She smiled then walked back to her toys. I sighed and looked at Edward. "what are we going to do" I asked. He was watching renesmee intently. "I'm not sure yet."
