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Krissy
Chapter 4: The Dream
There was darkness all around me. Every which way I turned, it seemed in darkened, if that was possible. I ran, tripping over everything in my path. Finally I found a sliver of light and I ran desperately toward it.
Jake was there, holding his arms out to me. He was smiling in such a way that it made my heart melt. But it seemed as if he wasn't looking at me. I turned around and saw Kiki behind me, staring right up at Jake mesmerized.
I turned to Jake, worried, and tried going to him but he side stepped out of the way and continued towards Kiki. They embraced, kissed and then vanished. I was in the dark abyss again.
I saw another glow; this time it felt foreboding. I went towards it unsure to find fire. That's when I saw her hair. Victoria, I thought as I stumbled backwards. She only laughed, finding me amusing and advanced towards me with an evil smile. I screamed as her hand scorched my neck.
"No!" I cried, my hands going to my neck. I was breathing deeply and shaking uncontrollably. I looked around and sighed with relief when I saw that it was only my room. I looked at my window; I had gotten paper and taped it around the edges. I preferred not to know what was out there or what was looking in.
By now, Charlie knew better than to run in here and ask what happened. I had nightmares every night; sometimes they were the same, other times more frightening. This one was different and it scared me even more than Victoria herself.
Jake and Kiki. They were together. I had never asked if Jake imprinted but I was always so sure that his feelings for me made me his imprint. I tried to think of them together as only a nightmare; it was a coincidence but I couldn't help but feel that I knew better.
I couldn't introduce them, I realized with a sigh. Finally, I was able to get a new friend and I couldn't even introduce her to my boyfriend just because of some fantasy dream.
I woke up once again and it seemed as if my dream was more engraved in my mind than ever. I shook my head, as if that could get rid of all my problems or at least make them disappear if only for a little while.
I trudged to the bathroom, as was my daily routine and quickly took a shower. I needed a longer one than usual as I took thirty minutes instead of twenty. I needed to relax or forget; right now I was willing to do anything.
I was already dressed and I already knew Charlie had left for work. He was leaving for a fishing trip this weekend with Billy and wouldn't be back until Tuesday. It was longer than usual but I didn't mind. Alone time was always bearable when Jake with me.
I sighed and knew that I would need to leave if I expected to get to school on time. It was below thirty degrees and it rained it would snow. I knew it wouldn't last. I had just stepped outside my house when I felt a big rain drop on my cheek. I flinched instinctively then let out a loud groan; just my luck.
I drove to school slowly, careful not to skid on the now slippery pavement. Finally as I approached school I saw a motorcycle. Oh no, I thought with horror. The motorcycle was Jake's.
I parked and quickly got out of the car. I ran over to Jake's bike, slipping and falling on the concrete before reaching him. "Hi Bella!" Jake said as he bent down to kiss me on the cheek.
I was too caught up in my dream. For some reason it just felt too real. "Jake you have to leave," I said with worry and agony on my face. I was so close to tears.
"Why—Bella what's wrong?" Jake asked his hand resting on my cheek as a comfort. It didn't help. The only thing that would keep me at ease was if Jake left. Now.
"Nothing. Leave. I promise I'll see you after school. Charlie is leaving today for his trip with Billy. Please. I need you to go," I said in a rush pulling Jake towards his motorcycle.
"Bella please just explain to me. What's going on?" Jake asked then realization dawned on his expression, "Is Victoria back?"
"No," I shook my head with a shudder, "I can't explain. Please just to be on the safe side. I need you to leave.
"Hi Bella!" I heard Kiki call. I closed my eyes and knew it was all over. She was here and she was going to tear me away from everything I ever loved.
I opened my eyes to look at Jake's expression. His eyes were locked on her behind me. I squeezed my eyes shut once more, trying to make this terrible dream go away; it didn't.
The hurt and pain that could easily be seen in my face. The tears were welling up and close to the brim. My throat was constricting so as to not let out a cry of pain.
I opened my eyes and looked at Jake and knew it was all over. I would step aside because the fact was, I really had no chance in getting between them. Kiki was Jake's imprint; nothing could break that bond. They were soul mates.
I blinked quickly to rid myself of tears, knowing that Jake hadn't caught my expression because he was so transfixed with Kiki. "Jake this is my best friend Kiki," I said in a small voice. He would only think that I was being shy. "Kiki this is my best friend Jake."
Jake looked at me then with bewilderment but didn't comment. "Hey," Jake said casually, holding out his hand.
"Hi yourself," Kiki said with the confidence I never knew she had. Well then again they were destined to be together. They should be the most comfortable around each other.
"Bella I actually wanted to know if you wanted to skip today? We could bring Kiki," Jake suggested and raised his eyebrows.
"Nah. I don't want any homework this weekend so I'm going to have to pass. Why don't you take Kiki though? She's knew and I'm sure she'll want to see the beaches in La Push," I said weakly, trying to cover it up.
"Is that okay with you?" asked Jake now only looking at me. I could only nod in response. "I guess if you don't mind Kiki," said Jake once again centering his attention at his future wife.
"Yeah. I would like that," Kiki said as she came closer to him. Jake gave her a helmet and got on the bike eagerly. Jake helped Kiki on and she held on to his waist tightly before they shot off towards La Push.
I took a deep breath and with it let out the tears I had been holding back.