My dearest apologies readers! Im so Sorry I've been so busy with high school and all. I had to finish a chapter to my other story and than start this one. It seems that three people in particular wish for me to continue this story. I was hoping for a bit more. And to all of you following this story if you review more it makes me want to write more. Just saying.

Anyways, on with the next chapter.

Chapter 4- Dream Realm

It was Friday now. That's ment that a few days had passed since I had left the hospital. Kaoru had not yet awoken, nor did I have any more dreams with Hikaru speaking to me. I had gone to visit Kaoru every night and some times the entire day, visiting hours didn't apply tome thanks to his mother. She had the doctors know that I was to be allowed to see her son whenever I desired. I was grateful to her for that.

Several times I had fallen asleep with a pen in my hand and my diary in my lap, my head resting on the side of Kaoru's bed. I did in fact keep writing every thing I said to him. I wanted one thing more than to know if he could hear me. The one thing I wanted more was for him to awake.

I refused to let myself slip into a routine of going to the hospital at the same time. It would only make the trip more depressing. I would wake up in the morning (usually), than take my own sweet time eating whatever breakfast Missy had made, I would take a shower and get ready, some days I would try to watch a little television or maybe see Haruhi but than I would go to the hospital. I would never stay the same times at the hospital. In a way I was in a routine but it was… uneven.

Haruhi and I spoke often as well as Missy. They tried to keep my occupied, tried to take my mind off things. I was happy they were able to put up with me. Even so, there was always a little though that kept me aware of where Kaoru is. It was like a leaky water faucet that wouldn't turn off.

"We're here Miss. Angel." The new limo driver announced.

My head popped up and I looked threw the scenery. The cemetery. Like I said, it was Friday.

"Thank you Kenneth." I murmured as he got out of the car to open my door.

"When should I return for you?" He asked as he helped me out of the car.

Kenneth was rather good looking I won't lie. He had brilliant blue eyes and blond hair that was slightly shaggy but not too long. He was about twenty-three and very polite. Missy had picked out the new driver for me.

"Ill call you when I want to go to the hospital." I murmured walking to the grave I new too well.

"As you wish." He murmured in response.

I couldn't help but roll my eyes at the comment.

My feet padded rhythmically against the grass as I made my way to Hikaru's grave. I plopped down on the grass right in front of the tombstone, paying no attending to the cream-colored skirt and matching top I had on.

"Good afternoon." I murmured feeling slightly self-conscious.

I sat there for a while playing with the grass absent-mindedly. Occasionally I would fiddle with the little black bows on my black ballet flats. Eventually my eyes grew droopy. I laid down on my side and wrapped my arms around my knees. So my eyes slipped closed.

"Angel." Some one whispered.

I whirled around looking for the voice. I was in the white place again. Absolute white surrounded me.

"Angel." The voice whispered. It seemed very close, almost right at my ear.

The voice seemed very familiar. It finally dawned on me.

"Hikaru?" I shouted.

"Hush." He chuckled, appearing in front of me.

He looked happy. Very happy.

"How have you been?" He said, plopping down on the white floor.

He patted the space in front of him, urging me to sit down. I did.

"I've been better." I murmured. "And you?"

"Amazing."

"I bet I know why." I grumbled.

I shouldn't have acted like that, it's his brother and it is Kaoru's choice weather to stay with him or not.

He answered me with a smile, showing brilliant white, sparkling teeth.

"Has he…chosen?" I asked in a whisper.

The smile vanished this gave me selfish hope.

"No." Hikaru said. "He's still undecided."

He was slightly angry I could tell that much.

"I won't be mad with him if he chooses you. Sure I'll miss him dearly but… you're the first girl he's shown affection towards." He said with a sigh.

"I see." I murmured, looking down at my hands.

"Hikaru?"

His voice! It was Kaoru!

"Kaoru!" I yelled back, jumping up, my face beaming.

"A-angel?"

I could see him in the distant white. My feet took off after him. It seemed like forever, I was running forever before my body collided with his. Tears brimmed over my eyes in pure joy.

"What are you doing here? Nothing happened to you right?" Kaoru's voice was frantic against my hair.

"She's fine." Hikaru said behind me. "She's just dreaming."

And than just as quick as he had appeared, he was gone.

"Kaoru!" I yelled in agony.

I dropped to my knee.

"How-how come he vanished?" I sobbed.

"He can only enter this realm at certain times." Hikaru said, putting his hands in his pockets. "Im surprised he was able to last that long."

"Realm?" I yelped in surprise.

"Yes. This is you're dream realm." Hikaru said matter of factly.

"Than why are you inside it? Why can't Kaoru enter it as well?" I yelled jumping up.

"Simple."

How is it that Hikaru was able to keep is composure while I yelled at him. He acted as if it was nothing.

"I am dead. You were there when I died. However Kaoru isn't actually dead." Hikaru informed me.

"So anyone that dies can enter my mind?"

"Only the ones you saw die." He murmured.

"So does that mean me family can-"

"No. You didn't watch them die."

I turned away from him, hiding my reddened face and stained cheeks.

"I'm sorry." Hikaru said.

I whirled back around. He was gone.

"Miss. Angel! Wake up! Miss. Angel!

My eyes fluttered open to see Kenneth hovering over me.

"K-Kenneth? Whats the matter?" I murmured sitting up and rubbing my eyes.

"You had me worried miss. You hadn't called me, it had been three hours, so I came to see if you were all right." He explained slowly calming down.

"Oh. Im sorry. I just fell asleep and…" My voice trailed off.

It was dark outside. I wondered how many people had walked threw the cemetery and saw me sleeping on the ground. My cheeks flushed pink.

"Here. Let me help you."

Kenneth put his arms under me and lifted me to my feet in a quick motion.

"T-thanks." He took me by surprise.

"Of course." He mused.

We began walking back to the limo. He held the door open for me and closed it behind me.

"You must have been very tired." He said, getting in the car.

"I didn't sleep well last night." I murmured.

I couldn't take my eyes off Hikaru's grave. Even after we began to drive away I twister in my seat to look at it as long as I could.

"To the hospital?" Kenneth asked, politely.

"Yes please."

(small time skip)

As soon as the car stopped, I sprang form the car. Kenneth didn't even have time to open my door. I ran in to the hospital, up the stairs, not wanting to wait in an elevator and down the hallway to Kaoru's room. I almost ran in to a nurse on the way there.

"Kaoru!" I exclaimed as I skidded into the room.

I quickly grabbed my diary and flipped it open to the next clean page. I scribbled the date in at the top and began writing everything I said.

"I had another dream. Hikaru was there and he told me you hadn't decided weather or not to stay with him. And than you were there! You were there for a few seconds but than you vanished. Oh my god Angel, Breath!" I stopped to take a breath.

The dream had me hyped up on a strange high. I wasn't exactly sure why, but it did and I went with it.

My handwriting looked terrible, I was writing as fast as I was speaking, no doubt there was a lot of spelling errors.

"Hikaru said that the white is my dream realm. Im very confused about it though. I want to know why only people I've seen die are able to enter it. I hope I have another dream like that. I want to ask Hikaru a few questions."

There was a slam in the next room. I spun around in my seat to see what was happening. A little girl was in the bed in the room across from me. She was surrounded in vibrant balloons and there was a glass on spilled water on the floor.

"N-nurse!" She called. Her voice sounded horse.

I closed my diary and walked to the doorway.

"Let me help." I murmured. "Some times the nurses can get a bit busy."

"Thank y-you." She murmured, coughing.

"No problem."

I couldn't help but take pity on her. No girl this young should be in the hospital. No one should ever have to be in there.

"I've seen you in that room a lot." She wheezed.

"Oh?"

"Yes. Who is he?"

"He's my boyfriend. His name is Kaoru."

This girl couldn't be more then nine years old.

"You're very kind." She said as I grabbed a few paper towels and wiped up the water.

"It's nothing really." I stood back up and threw away the wet paper towels and went back to her.

"Whats you're name?" She asked.

"My name is Angelett Sue." I murmured.

"Hello Angelett Sue. I'm Elizabeth."