okay, so this chapter has two episodes of girl on girl sexual intercorse, so if you're not into that, DON'T READ! if you are into that, please read and review. (: i hope this is good, since it's my first les encounter. Saturday, September 17 – 8:00 AM
Sorry I haven't written for a few days, it's just I've been really busy with Draco. All we do is spend time together now. It's the best. All we do is talk and giggle and laugh and make fun of Pansy. He is all I've ever wanted. Our relationship sort of reminds me of when I was 15, and I was dating that girl from my neighborhood. Her name was Amanda. She was 18 at that time, and she was gorgeous. She was of Hispanic decent, and so she had super black hair and very dark eyes. She was my first love.
She had been my only friend in the old neighborhood, because she knew what it was like to be beaten. Except, her bruises were never as bad as mine were, since it was her mom. Our parents were drinking buddies and would always stay out late on weekends at some hotel together, most likely hooking up. We didn't start out thinking that it would happen, but then one night it did.
That night, we had decided to have a movie night at her house, since she had an actual bedroom and actual food. I had decided to dress up that night, because I had had a crush on her since I first saw her. She was the only girl that had ever held any attraction to me, and she was the last. That night I was wearing my black sundress that she loved. I had curled my hair, and tried the best I could to cover the bruises on my face. I practically ran down the street in my bare feet, loving the feeling of the wind rushing through my hair.
I knocked on the door and practically bounded inside when she opened the door. She had decided to dress up too. "Oh my god, Jane; You look gorgeous." She said her voice as smooth as silk. She ran her hand over my face, noticing the freshest bruise that my dad had left earlier that afternoon. "What was it about this time?" she asked, shutting the door and ushering me towards her bedroom. She opened the door and the only light coming from her room was from a few lit candles.
I sat on her bed and began to cry. "I hadn't even said anything! He just hauled off and smacked me, mumbling something about not being home until next Friday." I said, tears just streaming down my face. "Well, good then. I'll just stay here, with you. I assume your mother is going to be with him." I said. I looked into her beautiful brown eyes, and she leaned down closer to me.
"Yeah, she said something about being gone all week." She whispered. She was only a few inches away from my face. Then she sat up. "What movie did you want to watch tonight?" she asked suddenly, getting of the bed and walking towards her TV. "It's your turn to choose."
"Uh, it doesn't matter, you can just put something in." I said, laying down on the right side of her bed.
"How about this one?" she asked, holding up a DVD that I couldn't read. "I just got it, so I don't know what it's about." She inserted the DVD into the player and laid down on my left. "I got it off the internet, so hopefully it's good." She said, laughing.
I giggled to, but didn't end up paying attention to the movie. I looked over at her, just laying there beside me. I turned on my side to face her, and she did the same to face me. I scooted closer to her and kissed her. She seemed surprised at first, but quickly gave in. For the first few minutes of the movie, we just made out, feeling each other up a little. After a few minutes, I stopped. "Listen, Amanda . . . I" I started. But she cut me off, kissing me more passionately than before.
Before I knew it, we were naked, underneath the covers. I had never felt anything like this before, but then again I had never been with anyone, let alone another woman. This just felt right at the time though. We made love four times that night. Just being with her made me feel so much better about myself, just knowing that she wanted to be with me like this, was enough for me.
After we both were done the fourth time, we just laid together in her bed. I was going in and out of sleep in her arms, kissing her chest every time I was awake. The last time I was awake, before I fell asleep that night she whispered "Jane, I love you."
"I love you too Amanda." I said, meaning it with every ounce of feeling in my body. That whole week I stayed with her, we made love and fooled around. We woke up every morning, made love, ate breakfast, made love again, and then watched a movie or two, making out and exploring each other's bodies.
After that week though, my dad came back and I ran away to Hogwarts, only ever seeing Amanda through the mirror I left her. She was still as beautiful as ever, but she was married now and she and her wife were getting ready to adopt a beautiful little girl. I of course couldn't be happier for her, although I still loved her.
Well, I'm going to go, I'm kind of hungry, so more later. (:
-Jane
I slipped my diary under my pillow again and sat up in my bed. Elle had stayed with Crabbe last night, and so it was just Erika and I in the dorm. Erika had known I was bisexual, and had actually hinted at wanting to try something with a girl. Remembering Amanda had gotten me 'excited' and so I called out to Erika. "Erika? Are you awake?"
"Yeah, why?" she asked, sitting up. God, she was so cute in the morning. She had the cutest bed head. "Did you need something?"
"Well, you know how you said that you always wanted to try something with a girl?" I asked, getting out of my bed and sliding into hers. "Well, if you thought it wouldn't be weird, or it wouldn't get weird, you could try things with me . . ." I trailed off, not really looking at her.
"Are you sure?" she asked, putting her hand underneath my chin making me look at her. She looked deep into my eyes, and then she kissed me. She kissed me so passionately that I thought of Amanda. Erika and I rolled around in her bed making out. We rolled over so that I was on bottom. "I can just, explore?" she asked, trying to catch her breath.
"Of course, you can do anything." I whispered, moving her hands up and down my body for her. I began to moan as she felt all around my body, rubbing my vagina through my nightgown. She used her other hand to continue feeling me up and down.
"Can we, uh, take off our clothes?" she whispered, blushing a little. She got off of me and took off her nightgown and panties. I never knew she had such an awesome body. She looked at me, and I began to take my clothes off. She had never seen the full extent of my bruises, but I could tell she wasn't going to say anything.
I finished undressing and she got back on top of me, exploring every inch of my body. The feeling of our bodies together was one like I had only felt once before. "Erika, you can do anything you want to me." I whispered, kissing her neck. She looked me in the eyes again, and began to lick from my stomach to the top of my vagina. I moaned again, just a little louder this time. "Oh, Erika. That feels so good." I said.
"Really?" she asked, sliding her fingers into my tight vagina. I took in a sharp breath and she began to slowly push her fingers in and out of me.
After I was finished, the two of us switched places and I showed her what it felt like to be with a women. Soon after, she was finished and we just laid in her bed side by side. "So, how was it?" I asked, slipping my clothes on and walking into the bathroom.
"It was better than I expected." She said quietly, turning on her side. "And you're sure you've only been with one other girl?" She asked.
"Yep, just Amanda." I said, brushing my teeth. "She taught me everything I know." I said, smiling. Erika smiled too, and then began to get dressed. "Can you hand me my robes?" I asked, hiding behind the door to the bathroom.
"Jane, you don't have to hide anymore. I've seen them, and I'm not going to say anything." Erika said, handing me my robes. I closed the bathroom door and got dressed. I threw my hair into a messy bun and walked over to my bed. I got out my Potions book and began my homework. "Will you help me with that?" Erika asked. Erika may have been good at everything, but the one thing that was mine, well the two things that were mine, were Potions and lesbian sex.