Tommy sighed as he opened his eyes, yet again to the sound of his cellphone. This time it was the alarm that went off and he'd only gotten an hour of sleep after Adam left his room. It had gotten extremely awkward, but Tommy assumed that it always did when you offered yourself to someone and they rejected you. He wasn't really used to that. Not that he was extremely overconfident or anything, he just didn't offer himself to people that way. It usually was the other way around.

He sighed, not feeling very pleased with that he'd probably messed up the spirit in the band. He didn't quit understand how he always managed to do something like that. Now he had to walk downstairs and face Adam. If he was lucky he hadn't told the band about Tommy's little adventure during the previous night. If he had, then they would all assume that he was gay all of a sudden. Maybe they would be right to think that, maybe Tommy had magically turned gay overnight, but he didn't want to be the last to know.

Once he got downstairs and to the lobby he found his band mates, though all of them seemed quite upset. Adam had told them! Tommy rushed over, seeming just as upset as the others.
"ADAM HOW COULD YOU? THIS WAS BETWEEN US!" he shouted, and Adam stared at him with confused eyes. "Excuse me?" Adams face looked genuinely confused and Tommy bit his lip hard now. Was he a complete dick?

The band stared at them with confused eyes, and Adam sighed with his eyes locked in Tommy's.
"Tommy, the show canceled us due to the kiss last night. They want me to apologize about it, but that's not happening." Tommy's jaw dropped and he stared at the taller male. "Are you serious?" he asked. Adam nodded. "They want me to say that I regret it all"
"Do you?" Tommy asked at once, biting his lip softly. He tasted something metallic and realized he'd hurt his lip from all the chewing.
"Of course not!" Adam said. This made Tommy feel warm and ticklish within his skin. If Adam didn't regret it, it means he enjoyed it? He enjoyed him? As he was to open his mouth to respond, Adam continued.
"I mean if that made them provoked I should have kissed every guy I could see! I wonder what they'd think about that!"

His words made Tommy's heart fall to the bottom of his stomach like a stone. He gulped and turned his eyes away, feeling that the might tear up and he didn't want Adam to see this.
"I see. Yeah, I wonder what people would say about that" he mumbled out as Adam smiled at hi. To risk Adam finding out would be stupid. After all,he wasn't even sure what he felt and what there was to find out.

"Let's get going" Monte suggested and with that also interrupting Tommy's thoughts. He felt grateful for this as he nodded and grabbed is bags. After all, they were all going to get on the road after the tv-show, so they could just as well get going at once. "We can stop for breakfast perhaps?" Longineu suggested but Tommy shook his head to his proposal. "I'm not really hungry, so I think I'll just nap or something" he said, before grabbing his bags and leaving for the bus without even looking at the singer and the rest of the band. They all seemed confused, but Tommy didn't have the energy to explain. He didn't even have the energy to try to figure out what he was confused about himself. All he knew was that he had to get some rest and leave confusion for another day when he felt like handling it. Sure, that day probably wasn't any in the nearest future, but what did it matter? He wasn't gay and he didn't like Adam. If he turned out to be, he didn't know what he'd do. It wasn't like he was a homophobe or anything, but it'd turn his whole world upside down. Would he even know who he was if he found that side of him? He wasn't sure.

He had gone straight to bed in his bunk, got away from the band and their laughter and talking. He hadn't been aware of it himself, but he'd drifted off. He noticed this when he felt a hand lightly shake his shoulder. He opened his eyes and suddenly stared right into those blueish eyes he loved so much.
Oh, Adam...