"You seem tense." I look around I see Steve sitting there.

"I'm on a plane and I've never flown on one before." Steve chuckles.

"Last time I rode in a plane I crashed it." I look horrified at him as he chuckles again.

"You aren't making me feel better." Steve laughs as he sighs.

"Why are you on a plane? Vacation?" I smile small

"Sort of more of a rescue mission." Steve's eyes raise at me at that.

"Renee…. It could be dangerous… It could… No… You can't go out and try to find me. What do you even know about where I am?" I roll my eyes at him and scuff.

"Well Steve you're not the boss of me. I think I've finally found you and I'm going to do just that. You can whine and pout all you want." I stick my tongue out as I sigh and look around.

"It's always so cold and gloomy here. I'm sorry you've been in such a place so long… I'm sorry it took me so long to find you."

"Hey, don't, how could you know… You were like six when these dreams started, and you would scream that I was weird." I laughed and shook my head.

"You went away for a while…. Then you came back." Our hands gently brush each other's as I once again get lost in those eyes. I catch my breath.

"Renee… If…" Steve gets cut off as the flight attendant gently wakes me up.

"We will be landing soon." I groan why does something always wake me up. I sigh and await the plane landing.

The walk was freezing but I knew I had to find him. From everything my parents and Howard Stark mapped out this had to be the right area. I looked around when I came across someone.

"I can't do this anymore. I just can't." I watched as they grabbed a gun and stuck it in their mouth I quickly ran to them.

"NO DON'T" I started yelling when suddenly the person became something else... something incredible. My eyes widen as the guy becomes this giant green man. Suddenly ice starts to break all around us, a giant snowfall starts to fall down.

"Oh boy." I start to run from it when something comes flying at me like a frisbee. I catch it midair my eyes widen.

"The Shield." I catch my breath he's here he's somewhere here. I wait out the giant snowfall and inch my closer I look down into the giant crater that man made.

"A ship." I make my way down and beat the door down. My eyes take in the ship I look around and stop. There laying there…

"Steve." I whispered. He was completely frozen... Almost like a…

"Capsicle." I laughed.

"I don't know if you can hear me…. But… I did it I found you." I pull out my Satellite Phone and send the coordinates to shield.

"You're coming home solider… I'll wait till they get here... I don't want you being alone again."

I sit by his side for a while just talking to Steve I doubt he could even hear me... My body is exhausted from all the events... I start to fall asleep.

"Renee! You did it." I look up at him smile small.

"I told you I would. I promised, didn't I? It's so cold here."

"Sorry about that... Hopefully the next time you see me it will be better conditions."

"if there is a next time." I whisper Steve stops at that.

"Why wouldn't there be a next time? Are we just supposed to pretend this never happened? You rescued me... We've been connected for a long time."

I shake my head at him.

"We don't even know if your alive… If this is even real… We don't even know what this is… And if you do wake up... You might night even remember me." Steve grabs my hand and looks into my eyes.

"How could I forget you? Why would I? I won't forget you…" I smile small at him.

"You don't know that Steve." I whisper.

"If I do then... Make me remember... don't let me forget you. Tell me things that only someone who knew me would know... My mother's name is Sarah… I'd get beat up in alleys. My best friend was James Buchanan Barnes…." I stop him and smile small.

"I don't know if that's possible... Once they pull you out of the ice everything will change. Things won't be the same. With everything that has happened to me... It's best I stay away from shield… and you." Steve stands up and paces back and forth.

"So, what if I remember you then... You want me just to forget you... Forget what we had all these years?" I sigh and just look down.

"I just don't know… I don't know trust very easily after everything that happened... I trust a total of four people… My forester family... and you… I don't know who else I can trust… Shield maybe something I can trust I don't know… But it's complicated Steve... "

Steve just shakes his head I could feel how unhappy he was.

"Then I wish you wouldn't have found me… This is what it is our dream meetings… But if I could actually have the chance to meet you in person… to see you… and your telling me no. "He shakes his head.

"Steve, it's not that… there's things I can't even explain to you right now… I just… "I look down.

"You got to do what you got to do I guess… "Steve takes my hand.

"Renee… I can help… Once I'm awake I can help you... You won't have to be alone..." I smile small at him.

"I wish it were just that simple… You and I are going down such different paths right now... Maybe… our paths will cross again." Steve drops my hand and turns his back to me.

"I wish you would have just left me then...I do hope then I don't remember you... I'm not sure I'd want to meet a person like you." My heart sinks my eyes look down. Steve's face changes as he realizes what he said.

"No Renee... No... I didn't mean… No Renee… "I feel myself start to wake up my alarm is going off.

"Renee no... Don't go… I promise... I'll find you… I won't forget you… I didn't mean what I..." I woke up to the sound of aircrafts going off. I stand up Full alert now… My eyes look down at Steve as he laid there. "I'm sorry Steve… "I press my lips to his forehead.

I quickly get my stuff together. I cannot let shield see me. I quickly sneak out and escape into the night… away from everything.

Once I felt it was safe I dropped to my knees and just took a deep breath. Not believing what I just did.

My only hope was that Steve would be okay and would finally get the life he deserved.

"I did it mom... I did it dad… And I guess I did it Howard… I found him... much like you all wanted to all those years ago." I smiled small and played with the necklace my mom left me. I closed my eyes wondering what my next adventure would be.

A voice unsure where it came from speaks to me.

"Kamar-Taj"