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Carlisle P.O.V
Rosalie and Alice had come back from there shopping trip later on that day. Alice had run straight up the stairs to check on Jasper while Rosalie sat on the couch next to Emmett.
"So how was shopping with your new little sister?" joked Emmett.
"It was ok, and she is not my sister. Just because they come and enter our lives, it doesn't mean that I will see them as my siblings" Rosalie replied spitefully.
"Come on babe, don't be like that" pleaded Emmett.
At that moment, Alice came down the stairs, hand in hand with Jasper. "Hey Em, I thought you would still be out hunting" she questioned.
"Nah, I was only quick, I didn't want to go too far because I knew that I would need to take you guys hunting some time this week so that you will have a rough idea on the whereabouts of the good tasting animals" Emmett explained.
I was happy with Emmett. He was already doing his best to put in effort in bonding with his new 'siblings' as he calls them. He has such a good nature and can make friends with just about everyone. It was only day 2 but it was great that not only me and Esme, but Emmett as well was already making them feel part of the family. Well at least Alice feels part of the family.
"So when do you want to go?" Emmet asked.
"Well my last hunt was a few days ago but Jasper last hunted just over a week ago. I hunted just before we arrived here but Jasper wasn't thirsty then so he didn't but I am sure he could drink now can't you Jazz?" She asked as she looked at him but he didn't answer.
"In that case, we will go tomorrow. I will start you off with some deer and maybe show you a few cougars, is that cool Jasper?" Emmett asked.
Jasper looked at him for a few seconds before he forced himself to nod.
"Tomorrow then" Emmett confirmed before he walked upstairs with Rosalie
Esme walked in with a vase of flowers in her hands and she placed them on the table. She then sat down and gestured both, Alice and Jasper to sit down to. With Rose and Emmet upstairs in their room and Edward also in his room reading, I decided that this was a good time to find out more about them.
Jasper looked at me and then Esme and then we suddenly felt an unneeded wave of calmness. He was doing it again, just like before. No matter the situation, he always felt the need to calm us just to be sure for his and Alice's safety. I knew that this was the perfect time to break it to him.
"Edward told us that you have a gift, Jasper" I said hinting that I wanted to know a bit more about it. Despite the hint, he stayed silent and just looked to the floor. Alice put one of her hands behind Jasper and rubbed his back.
"Come on Jazz, tell them….For me?" Alice said smiling lightly doing her best to convince Jasper.
Jasper looked at Alice, then at me and then back to the usual place, the floor. "Yes" he whispered.
"To sense and manipulate emotions?" I questioned.
He nodded but still refused to make any eye contact.
"It is an extraordinary gift Jasper" I commented.
"No it isn't" He disagreed.
Jasper quickly glanced back at me and Esme as I gave a confused look.
Then Esme spoke. "What makes you think that?"
Jasper then gave a panicking look while looking at Alice for answers.
"Jasper, you should tell them. It will help them understand and make things a whole lot easier. Come on Jazz, tell them about your past" she whispered to him.
Jasper looked at himself as if to say something but he stopped himself. I noticed that his hands were shaking which was making it clear to me that he is even more nervous than he was in the first place. Suddenly he got up from the sofa and sped out of the house slamming the door behind him. I looked at Alice who gave me an apologetic look before running out of the house, undoubtedly following him.
Jasper P.O.V
Stupid, stupid I am so fricking stupid! I knew that it was only a matter of time before that mind reading idiot would go and tell the whole coven about everything he could read in my thoughts. What if Edward knows about my time with Maria? What if he has told the others? What if they have changed there mind and now don't want us there? My past has ruined Alice's future. Why had she chosen to be with me? She could have done so much better than me and now I have ruined any possibility of a good future with her. I punched a tree in frustration and then sat down by another lifting my knees to my chest. I closed my eyes for a few minutes and then I caught a familiar scent that always relaxes me. Alice.
"Hey" Alice said with a saddened tone.
I looked at her and whispered "Sorry".
Two days we have been here and that was my third apology. I wasn't doing too well and I knew that it was only going to get worst.
"You don't have to apologise Jazz, you're just having a hard time trusting people at the moment. I understand that but it is okay Jasper. Did I change my opinion about you when I heard the full story?" She questioned.
It was true, in fact when she had heard of my story I had felt waves of sympathy coming from her. I didn't deserve that just like I don't deserve her.
"Talk to me Jazz, say something" she pleaded.
"Why did you choose me Alice?" I asked. She gave me a questionable look so I continued. "You think that just because I was the first one to be in your visions that I was the one for you. Maybe it was just your visions warning you to stay away from me because I will only ruin your future" I suggested. She was about to protest but I stopped her. "There is nothing special about me Alice. I am not good for you". Her finger silenced my lips.
"Jasper please, stop thinking about yourself in this way. You are the one for me. Always have been and always will be. I know this because that night I met you, that night you took my hand, you had decided to be with me for eternity. My following vision was a happy ending Jasper because you ARE good for me. You're everything I have dreamed of Jasper".
She moved closer to me and looked deeper in to my eyes as she continued to speak. "You can do this Jazz, I know you can". She did her angelic smile and then sat down with me for a while with her head leaning on my shoulder.
"Are you sure that you don't want me to leave you hear with the Cullen's? I don't want to ruin your future with a family you have always wanted and I could just go" I asked.
Surprisingly she smiled. "There you go Jasper, you're already improving"
I looked at her confused. Improving? How?
"You trust the Cullen's enough to leave me with them. You knew that I would be safe with them" her smile grew bigger.
"I also trusted Maria" I replied and her smile disappeared and she sighed. We stayed silent for about a minute and then Alice spoke again.
"Jazz?" I looked at her.
"Please don't leave. Promise me Ok? If this doesn't work out then will both leave. You are everything to me Jasper and I don't want to lose you" she looked rather worried. I knew I couldn't hurt her.
"I won't leave you Alice. I'll stay" and we stayed sitting and leaning against the same tree for many hours before heading back.
I will post my next chapter up sometime tomorrow. I actually wasn't going to write up another chapter today but when I saw that I had more reviews I immediately started writing. I tend to spend most of my time after school on Xbox playing MW3 (hence the name) but lately I have been spending so much time writing and thinking about this story and I am just so glad that you guys have decided to read it and even review it.