Sorry for the late update...life stepped in.

All is S.M's.

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."

-Marilyn Monroe

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"Fuck sorry." I leaned down and began to pick up the numerous books and papers that had fallen to the ground.

Out of the corner of my eye I could see the girl I ran into leaning down as well to pick up her belongings. I couldn't put a name to the body yet, as their hair was completely covering their face.

"It's fine, just....here." she held out her hand and I straightened up, handing over her books and papers.

And that's the first time I laid eyes on Isabella Swan.

Her hair framed her face in soft, chocolate brown waves, with her bangs gently swept over from one side of her forehead to the other, partially veiling one of her eyes as she moved her head. Which was a shame because those eyes where the most fascinating things I had ever seen. At first sight they would be described simply as brown, but there was so much more to them. Near the center they were of a deep Amber-red, then slowly the color fanned out and faded into a orange-yellow that mingled with the dark brown edges surrounding it. After I managed to stop staring at her eyes I watched her as she tried to organize her things in her arms, her face contorting in a cute scowl as she became more and more frustrated with the loose papers and cumbersome books.

And just as soon as I saw her she was gone.

Time slowed down and I watched as she brushed past me, rolling her eyes and huffing in annoyance. I turned around and my eyes trailed down her body as she walked away from me. Her dark wash jeans were tight and left little to imagine as I pondered what her thighs would look like with out them. And as my eyes roamed up her back I swear I could see the outline of her bra through her plain white t-shirt.

"Hey wait!" I yelled, and then began to follow her like a lost puppy. "Hey," I grabbed her arm and she stopped at my touch "I don't think we've meet yet. I'm Edward." I gave her a crooked grin, my signature pick up move, as she turned around to face me.

Her eyes meet mine and she stared at me for a moment, and I swear to god she saw right through me all the way back to my house, up to my room and under my bed where I kept my porn stash. I suddenly felt very exposed. Her eyes left mine and they moved down my body. After a thorough examination, she turned her attention back towards my face. And her expression was...bored. Great. Never a good sign after you've been checked out by a member of the opposite sex.

"Edward! Oh, I see you've meet Bella." Lauren....just the person that could fuck this up even more. She gave Bella, what a fitting name by the way, the once over and sneered. Huh, I guess they aren't friends.

"I was calling your name, but I guess you didn't hear me." she said stepping in front of Bella, and turning to face me, effectively blocking Bella out. Huh, Bella, B-e-l-l-a....it rolls quite nicely off the tongue.

I put my hand on Lauren's shoulder and moved her aside. "Bella. You're beautiful. Your name..your name I mean...it's beautiful." What the FUCK. Get it together Cullen. I felt my face heating up as she looked at me, only slightly amused.

"Are you trying to be funny?" she asked, narrowing her eyes and slightly cocking her head to the side.

"Uh..no. I just, you, your name," shit, straighten up and be a man "I think your name is beautiful."

Lauren grabbed my hand and I stared at her like she had eight heads. Was this girl serious right now? Since when in the fuck did I ever let her, or want her to hold my hand? "We all know her name means beautiful Cullen, come on, I'm hungry."

Well, that's not what I meant. Why the hell was she trying to turn this on me?

Lauren pouted up at me, and I could only stare at her dumbfounded. I looked back over at Bella and she was smirking clearly enjoying the awkwardness of the situation.

I tried to discreetly shake off her hand from mine, but she had the grip of a fucking alligator, and I had to resort to prying it away with my free hand.

She was screaming desperation. I mean hasn't she ever heard of subtlety? I really had to stop hooking up with these over dramatic cheerleaders. It's like they've all been programed to make every emotion exaggerated. She even shouted in bed. I though she was going to start a cheer for me. Arm movements and everything.

They were pretty fucking flexible though.

"Bella, Baby! There you are, come on." We all turned to see Emmett amble over and put an arm around Bella's shoulder.

He gave me a quick glare before turning on his good boy charm for Bella. Smiling down at her as she looked up at the massive beast that he was. She gave him a provocative smile back that made me sick to my stomach. It was the kind of smile that I wanted to put on her face. I wanted her to look at me like she wanted me.

Bella shook his arm off of her though, which I was extremely happy about, causing me to smile a little too much in smug satisfaction. Emmett who was not so pleased, scowled at the ground for his rejection, making me even more euphoric.

Bella stared at me for a moment, seemingly trying to make up her mind about something, then moved towards me. Her clean, shower fresh sent washed over me as she leaned into me and whispered "Bye Edward." into my ear. She backed away a little showing me that irresistible smile before walking off with Emmett trailing right behind her. And he made sure to give me a good shove as he walked by. I didn't even care. I'll I could do was stand there open-mouthed trying to replay the moment in my mind.

And 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 cue hard on.

Ugh, fuck me sideways, I think I'm in love with Bella Swan. Okay, not real love, but hormonal 18 year old boy love.

The saddest part was I knew she was only doing that shit to get a rise out of Lauren. My evidence? The devilish, 'don't fuck with me' grin she gave Lauren as she passed.

I'm pretty sure I know what I'm going to be dreaming about tonight. Girls fighting...in a pool. No wait, in Jello. No, no, Jello isn't liquidly enough. In mud. And after Bella wins I take her to the shower to clean off....

Those were not good thoughts to have at school. I was going to fucking jizz in my pants right there in the hall.

After I managed to pull myself back together, I noticed Lauren, who was now in front of me, ranting about something I really didn't care to listen about.

"Lauren, I gotta go. I'll catch you later." I didn't even wait for her response as I turned around and made my way to the cafeteria.

I quickly searched for Jasper and Alice once inside, finding them at the far corner of the room by the windows, and made my way towards them.

I sat down across from Jasper and looked down on his plate.

"What the hell are you eating?"

He looked down as well, confused at why I would be questioning his food choice. "Uh, chinese food. It's chinese Thursday man."

"That looks like the shit Alice barfed up in the lawn last weekend." She was fucking plastered last weekend. Give that girl Vodka and some MaryJane and there is a ninety-five percent chance you will be dragging her ass in the house after she spews on the lawn. Then you get to hose that shit down so that your parents don't ask you the next morning what the hell chinese food is doing all over the grass.

"Whatever. It tastes good." He shrugged then went back to eating as I did my best impression of retching.

"So Edward, what took you so long? We were suppose to meet up in front of Pearson's class."

I turned my attention to Alice who seemed strangely interested in why I was late.

"I uh, ran into the new girl. Like literally."

A squee came out of Alice and I swear she was literally bouncing in her seat. I knew as soon as her mouth opened I'd be pummeled by a torrent of questions. It's like she takes a few seconds to build up her energy and then she explodes, focusing it all on you so that you crack and cower at her feet.

"Oh! So you met Bella then? Did you like her? Did she like you? Her favorite color is green right? Oh my god...so are you guys like best friends now, cause I knew you'd like her....I mean I've seen all your porn Edward and you really like those brunettes."

She stopped to take a deep breath, most likely regrouping for the next assault, giving me an opportunity to step in.

"Whoa, hold on there my little arm rest, to many quest....wait, what? You've seen my porn stash? How the hell did you find it?"

She's kinda right about your fetish with brunettes you know.

I wouldn't quite call it a fetish, more like an attraction.

Sure. That's why your sheets are brown. So that while you're pretending to have amazing sex you can group your sheets in your hand and imagine...

All right! Fuck, so it's a little more then an attraction.

She shrugged her tiny shoulders and rolled her eyes at me. Because it was the most normal thing in the world for her to know about my porn. "Edward, it's under your bed silly. How could I not find it? That's like the most unoriginal place to hide something."

"Well why the hell were you under my bed you little creep?" I asked, more amused then angry.

"Research Edward, I needed your porn to do some research. Would you like me to continue?" She stared at me, lifting her brows, daring me to continue the conversation. No thanks. I'll pass.

"Fuck no. I think I got it."

"Well, I might want to hear more." Jasper had stopped eating and was smiling suggestively at my sister. Who in turn, gave him a smile no brother wants to see his sister give another man.

"Jasper. Unless you want me to hit you, I recommend sitting one more seat down and never looking at my sister again."