AN: Hey, guys!
It took me long enough to give you guys something, alright u.ú
And now I'm here to officially apologize and ALSO ask for your forgiveness.
I'm facing a really annoying writer's block. It isn't for lack of ideas and plot, really. I've known where I wanted this to go from the very start, since the song choice for its title and its very first line. But I'm actually suffering from a bad episode of completely laziness and it seems I have lost my confidence. Every time I open the doc to get the chapter done, I just keep staring at it, not finding the will power or a single word to actually finish it.

I'm really sorry for that. I hope you, my readers, can understand it.

This is being very difficult for me, especially because it makes me feel defeated. I really wanted to deliver a steamy smut, but what comes forward is just the outline of it. I wasn't able to even finish the chapter. It pains me admit.

I'm posting it only to prove my point. I HAVE TRIED. I REALLY DID.

I want to thank my sister, Xaori, for all the helping she has offered me. She tried so hard to motivate me and to give me directions and suggestions and all. Unfortunately, my muse seems to be dead and gone…for good. Sister, you're awesome and talented. Thank you for wasting your time trying to push me up and out this hellhole I find myself stuck into. I owe you so much! S2 If I ever get to work on this again, it will totally dedicated to you.

And I also want to suggest you guys to go and have a look at my sister's works. She's very talented and a huge Cleon fan too. She has this story " Just Friends", based on the foundation and development of Leon and Claire's friendship. It's my FAVORITE Cleon story in the world, and I totally recommend to any Cleon fan out there. It's worthy. A very easy and pleasant reading. Oh, it she's also working on it's sequel, but I can't say much. I don't want to spoil anything.

Once again thanks for giving me the chance. I'm really sorry to let you guys down. I hope you can forgive.
Please, try to enjoy this piece of reading.

My best regards.

She loves me not–
A Resident Evil CLEON (Claire Redfield and Leon S. Kennedy) HOT AND BOTHERED PWP FANFICTION

Subtitles:

|Lyrics|
-Dialogue-
"Thoughts"

Chapter IV – Edge of the World

What a wonderful night it turned out to be.
Smiling to himself while silently watching Claire humming a Queen's song to herself, tidying the kitchen, Leon was gathering what she had told him to. It wouldn't take him long to tidy up her living room so they could get back to... their "movie night". So he wondered…

| Come here, my love
I'll tell you a secret |

What has suddenly changed and drawn them to one another like that?
Leon was still Leon- the playboy and Claire was still Claire – the tomboy. Right?

Although the agent every now and then had always wondered how it would be to bed Claire, it never went very far from brief consideration, since he always felt guilty afterwards. The Redfields were like family model to him in a way- since he was an only child and had a very distant and difficult relationship with his parents, the Red siblings could be the closest he had of a family environment- and Claire never showed any interest in him as a man. Leon was always used to women jumping on him, that the way so playful and friendly of hers around everyone, made he think that he wasn't her type and that she just saw him as a good friend. Leon would NEVER EVER risk that friendship over a possible one night stand….at least that have been until this very evening.

When he first set foot on this building, his mind was flooded with doubts, what ifs and what nots. His past experiences with the redhead had been brief and intense, but in the end, very hurtful, scarring even. He used to feel betrayed somehow, and filled with worries and unwanted desires. But right now, all that confusion and pain had given place to this comfy feeling of understanding and belonging. From the moment they set eyes on each other and she greeted him with that beautiful smile and powerful hug- so different from their previous encounters- to just about now, Claire had made him feel welcome, close… and well…really aroused. She looked so freaking sexy by being just herself. Not fancy clothing, heavy makeup and sexy underwear, no. She was sexy wearing comfy clothing and wide smiles. The mere thought made his cock twitch again. What a fire she had!

He was still worried that their recent doings would fuck up their friendship somehow, of course. Leon wasn't ready to commit himself nor wanted to lose a good friend because of that. He also knew that they had just found their way back to each other. Wouldn't it be a mistake? Well, probably. But as she stated before, they were both consent adults. Claire seemed aware that this was about fun and having a good time- about friends taking care of each other. She agreed to make the most of their night, didn't she? Leon needed to get rid of his pent up stress and Claire needed to get rid of her worries. They would both win, right?

What has changed then?

"Nothing has changed"- he thought. " We needed some time apart to find a way to become closer, that's all." – he concluded, deciding it would do no good to keep wondering about what has or would change from now on. What would their night together turn out to be was a matter for the morning after. There was no point in rushing the inevitable. Right?

|Come closer, now
I want you to believe it|

When finished, Claire went to him and taking both of his hands in hers, tangling them together, she looked him in the eyes -such a hypnotizing gaze she had- and smiled. Leon got out of his reminiscences and instantly felt drawn to her again. He knew she was about to say something for she had this expectant look; but he just couldn't wait. He needed to have a quick taste of her lips again. He lowered his face towards her and brushed their lips together, nice and easy, kinda silencing her. He roamed his tongue around her lips making their outline. She sucked in a breath. And as much as he wanted so badly to deepen the kiss and get her ready and spread for him right there and now, he knew it wouldn't be right. Claire deserved more. It was about taking her time. That much he knew at least. She deserved to be loved, not simply fucked. The thought surprised Leon, but he wasn't sure why. He wasn't in love with her, but he would make love to her, yes. Nothing more, nothing less. Why was he so surprised? Maybe because it was the very first time EVER that he considered making love to someone? That could be it.

He shook all the self-questioning away, and untangling their hands, he brought his to her face, cradling and caressing it, pecking her lips, coming to look back at her.
They were smiling to each other.

- I'm sorry, Red. It seems that lately I can't get enough of you- he said playfully, while rubbing his nose in hers, as a caress. Apparently, flirty Kennedy could be sweet and caring too.

-Aren't you Prince Charming, Leon? – She laughed. Not making fun of him, no. It was a genuine laugh. -No need to be sorry. The feeling is mutual.- she pecked his lips back encircling her arms around his frame, while caressing his back thru the fabric of his shirt with her fingertips.

Leon pulled her for a possessive hug, leaving a kiss at the top of her head.

- Were you going to say something before?-

-Yeah… I was going to.. ask if .. you are ready for… our… funtime?- she said shyly muffling the sound by hiding her face in his chest.

Leon laughed heartily in response, finding her shyness about vocalizing it, so cute. Distancing their torsos a bit to look her in the eyes again, he confessed:

- How could I be not, Claire?- Feeling bold again, he curled himself over her frame, tightening his arms around her, descending his hands down her back and over her buttcheeks to pull her more into him and to press his groin into her again, making her feel that he was still ready indeed. Not completely hard, but not flaccid either.

She giggled and upped her look towards his face

. She was so red in the face. - Care to join me then, Sir?- Claire took some distance from his body and offered him a hand. Promptly Leon nodded and took it, tangling them together.

Young Redfield led the way.

|I'll tell you all the things
You want to hear|

Leon kept his gaze on her while she was a bit forward, leading the way to her bedroom: she was wearing her brother's shirt. His mind began to wonder…How would she look like completely naked? What color must be her nipples? Leon was betting with himself that they would be a light shade of pink. His cock twitched again.
Claire was shoeless and wore that damned tight boxer shorts. Her cotton white thighs, oh my, they seemed so strong… she could leglock him…around his face…around his waist… he wouldn't mind at all… All he did mind was the curve of her back….he wanted to lick it and to taste her sweat. Her hair was tied in a loose ponytail swinging both ways with her every move. Her hair was much longer than the last time he saw her. He wanted to ride her from behind to pull her by her hair just to make her arch her back and perk that bubbly butt up for him. That round behind… Geezus, he wanted to get his handprint there, to bit and suck it… hard. Would she let him?
For what he has seen so far of her, Claire seemed the type of girl to like it rough. Win-win for him. Right ?

|Don't worry, baby
There's nothing to fear|

-…Ready?- her playful voice startled him, bringing him back from his reminiscences. She had turned around and was looking at him expectantly. He nodded, squeezing her hand tighter. His heart was crazily drumming. He was so eager, he thought he might die from longing.

- Are you ok?- she laughed and touched his face. He looked so flushed. His skin was hot against her palm.

-... I am, I am… I was just having some- she opened the door and pulled him in with her. – thoughts..-

The room was large, but had not much furniture or decor in it. A Large King sized bed with dark sheets, two nightstands with lighted lamps, a large Wardrobe, a shelf -with books, a laptop and frames- and a comfort recliner chair next to it. The room was only being lightly illuminated by the lamps, so Leon couldn't make the wall colors or see her pictures… His eyes then focused on his Claire again. She closed and locked the door behind them and taking him by the hand, led him to where the chair was. She made Leon sit on it. She had her eyes locked with his. He could tell that she was a bit nervous, as she had her cheeks a dark shade of pink and shaking fingers touching his hands now….and up to his arms…massaging his shoulders… then down his chest… until she reached the edge of his shirt.

-Lemme take care of you…Leon...- She whispered in his ear, while leaning over him and VERY slowly lifting up his shirt, taking it off. Leon nodded and helped her free him from it. The fabric was thrown at his feet.

Claire diverted her eyes from his and took in the sight of his bare chest. She let out a deep breath. He was so perfectly build. Fit and tanned. It made her mouth water.

She then lowered herself… to her knees.

|Hey, little girl
Would you like some candy?|

In front of his spread legs now, she caressed his thighs from his knees up, touching ever so slightly his erection, stopping by his belt. Without asking for permission, she took it off and eased his zipper down, slightly rubbing her palm against his clothed member. Her hands ran to the waistband of his boxers and jeans and her pleading eyes told him to help her free himself from it. He upped himself a bit just enough for Claire slide down his pants and underwear and take off his shoes, leaving him completely bare in front of her.

Leon wasn't shy about his nudity. Quite the contrary actually. He absolutely loved the hunger in her gaze. How she seemed hypnotized by his form. Claire was devouring him with her staring- He saw how her eyes darkened and her smile turned into a seductive one when she laid her gaze on his erection, standing up proudly so close to her face… He smirked, satisfied.

-Like what you see, Red?- He asked with a cocky tone and a hint of amusement; while caressing her hair.
Leon wanted to rush her, but he knew he shouldn't. This teasing always got him on edge. He knew she was taking her sweet time just to see him beg. He saw how forward she was when he fingered her. She wanted to be in control. Leon would usually fight for it, fight to be the one in charge. He usually took pleasure in pushing his woman, but Claire was different. She was her own type of fatale and for the first time, he would wait to see it.

-How could I not?- she answered with delight. Her hands travelled up and down his legs – from his ankles to the top of his thighs but always missing his (aching) groin area- then his torso, up and down, running her warm palms and pressing her gentle fingers on his abs and chest, up his shoulders, caressing his arms, then down his chest again. She was trying to ease his anxiety massaging him… but well, it wasn't working. Leon's chest was heaving and his fingers digging into the chair' arms, while his darkened eyes were burning into hers. His lips in a thin line. Claire could see and feel that he was trying to hold himself. Claire upped her gaze to his eyes again.
- You seem on edge, Sir …Want some cold water?- the same cocky tone he had. She smirked. She licked her lips and pushed herself a bit up, just enough to reach his torso. The young woman licked and sucked his chin, then down his neck and chest, encircling her wet and hot tongue around one of his nipples at the same time her right hand went down on him, folding around the base of his manhood, starting to pump him, slowly and firmly, up and down; receiving a throaty moan from him in exchange. She eyed him and saw that he had now his eyes closed and his head thrown back, resting in the chair's backrest.

- That.. feels so good, Red... Humm- he confessed, while feeling her tongue do the same treatment to his other nipple and every now and then, her hand press his manhood harder, stronger; but not a single bit faster. TORTURE.

|Look into my eyes
I've seen it all
Hand in hand
Together we fall|

Claire let out a soft laugh and kissed down his torso, very freaking slowly, leaving wet pecks ALL around his chest, down his abs…she kissed his belly button, all the while still slowly pumping him. Before her lips reached so very close to his erection, her other hand cupped his sac and then she wet kissed the tip of his manhood, pressing her lips to his gland and licking his urethral opening.

-…shh..oot!-
She was teasing him so much for what have seem like so long, that when she engulfed his gland with her hot lips, Leon screamed out of surprise and pure pleasure and jerked up on his seat, as his hands instinctively went down to her head. With his mind clouded with pleasure, his primal reaction was to push her head further down, forcing her to put almost all of him into her mouth..He did it unconsciously and just came to realize it, when he heard her gag, her throat muscles tight around him as his head hit the very end of her throat. He almost came from it. "Get a hold on yourself, man! Stop feeling and acting like a fucking virgin."- he scolded himself.
The agent then let go of her head, and pushed her face up to him.
-I'm so sorry, Claire.- showing concern in his voice and features. He was caressing her cheeks with shaking fingers. – I couldn't control it.- he asked while running a thumb under her right eye to clean a tear threatening to roll down. He pecked her lips. - You ok?-

|We'll sing and dance
And we'll find romance
And we'll stroll to the edge of the world|

She laughed into his lips. The truth was that Claire wasn't offended nor hurt or anything like that. She actually liked him losing control. She was feeling proud of herself by making the ever loverboy weak on his legs. When he forced her head, the young woman felt electric waves roam her whole body all the way to her clit. Claire could feel her wetness pooling on her shorts.

-That's ok, Leon.- she caressed his cheeks too. – I know I make you lose it.- she giggled and pushed his face down towards her and pecked his lips again. – I want all of you. Don't hold back…- she said between their lips - just try not to choke me, please…- playful as usual.

Without another saying she started to pump more fiercely and quicker; kissing him, from his lips, chin, and neck… all the way down to his cock again. When she reached it, she licked like it a Popsicle, from its base to its tip, one, two times, and then she mouthed him whole, opening her mouth wide and putting her tongue out to make more room for him. Her right hand squeezed its base and her left hand caressed his sac. Her head started to bob up and down his shaft while her hand pumped him in sync. Such a tight, wet and hot environment for him. The wet sound of her sucking, all the while making eye contact with him was leaving Leon breathless. He wouldn't last long. She could feel it in the tightness of his muscles and balls.

-…Cla..ire…- his voice hoarse and failing. Leon's hands went to her head again, caressing it. He tried to keep his eyes opened, but that show she was giving was too much, so he alternated between open and closed eyes.
-…Clai…re…I'm … I can't..Clai..re….- He tried to warn her that he was close, but the words leaving his mouth were not making any sense. Who would've thought that the always kind and gentle Claire could suck like that? Overdose of stimuli for sure.

Hearing him not making any sense and squirm in his seat, only fueled her desire to make him lose it.

- you're so big, Kennedy.- She said breathless and then put her mouth on his hardness again, now with more effort, humming into him, making her throat muscles tight and release its hold on his meat while going up and down faster, sucking harder.

-..Clai…re…I…can't… I'm…- Leon tried to take her off of him, pushing her head, but she wouldn't let him.

-allofu- she hummed muffled by her sucking.-iwanfallofyou.-

-..arghh …I'mcuming!..-

Leon couldn't hold it anymore. With a loud groan and a forceful push to her head, he released himself into her mouth. Warm and thick, a great load of his seed. It had been soo long.

Claire could feel the spasm of his manhood and the hot seed pooling on her mouth. She didn't stop sucking him a single minute. She swallowed all of him, not leaving a single drop escape her hungry mouth. She had her eyes closed.

-jesus…- still out of breath and with closed eyes, he tried to soothe her, caressing her head and cheeks. –Red- all he could muster to say. When he finally opened his eyes to look at her, she was smiling with his cock still inside her mouth, with red cheeks and closed eyes. Leon couldn't picture a better image. That smile would haunt him forever, he was sure. "Naughty girl".

|Come sit right down
Lay your head on my shoulder|

Claire opened her eyes and looked at his. With a pop sound, she let him out of her mouth.
- hummm!– She said while caressing his thighs. Claire upped herself to sit on his lap, while caressing his arms, and rubbing her nose into his in a gesture of affection. With Claire it would never be just lust of just affection. She always would deliver and demand both. She hugged him, resting her face against his chest, listening to the crazy drumming of his heart and the loud sound of his heavy breathing. His form was still shaky. Such a turn on for her.

Leon reciprocated all her caresses, and hugged her back, closing his eyes and resting his face on top of her head, while still trying to recompose. He have had many women in his life, but not a single one could deliver both pleasure and comfort, love and lust to him- Not that he ever pursued it in any other girl before anyway... But … It felt like a good change, good news to him, so he would embrace it. The agent let out a holding breath and relaxed, feeling her weight on top of him. His big hands roaming her back under the fabric of that loose shirt. Such smooth skin she had.

-Thank you, Claire..- his voice still hoarse. He kissed the top of her head again and then brought her face up to look at him. –… I could never praise you enough..that was…- he couldn't find words.

Didyoulikeit, Kennedy ?- although he could see that she was a bit shy about it, by the color of her cheeks and the rushed manner she asked, Claire still had the guts to ask anyway. So like her. He couldn't find it anymore cute….and sexy.

He laughed. – How could I not, Red? That was the best…- he couldn't say it…it would sound rude. -… that was the best treatment ever.- they both laughed heartily. He pecked her lips. – So… - Leon wanted to avoid awkward silence, but wasn't sure what to say or do next. His legs were still a bit weak and he needed a moment to get ready again. He knew that wasn't all for their night. He would still have her. Oh yes, he would.

-…so…- she mimicked him, holding her gaze on his, smiling shyly and caressing his soft locks.

– want some cold water now?- she laughed, mocking him.

- Nah… But…- Feeling more recovered, he then lifted himself from the chair, cradling her form bride style and walking with her towards her bed .- I would like some more of you… If you don't mind.- He laid her sitting at the edge of the bed, while crouching near her. He kneeled in front of her, spreading her legs for him. He caressed her thighs from her knees up, touching ever so slightly her womanhood thru the fabric of her shorts, feeling its wetness. Without asking for permission, he started to lower her shorts, his pleading eyes telling her to help him. She upped herself a bit just enough for him slide down the fabric. The agent could see the glistening moisture between her legs. Leon didn't even have to make the effort to leave her bare to him, as she anticipated it and have freed herself of that STARS shirt while he was taking off her shorts. Claire wasn't hearing any bra or top, so when Leon looked up, he was greeted with two perky, round and full cotton white breasts and small and hard very light pink nipples. She was completely bare before him now. His cock sprung to life again as he contemplated her nudity. She was beautiful. And just like that, he was rock hard again.

Feeling exposed, Claire fought the urge to hide herself.

-..li..like wha…what you see, Kennedy?- She asked bashfully, trying to mask her shame, while combing her fingers thru his soft blond locks, eyes locked with his.

-Oh yeah…- He upped his torso –Very… very much, Red.- and with his hands making their way up her body, massaging her from her knees up to her shoulders, Leon used his body weight to push her down onto bed and brought his mouth to hers. With locked lips, his tongue went out and made their outline, to then push forward for another skilled breath-taking kiss.
His tongue battled and entangled itself with hers on a feverish kiss, while he started to rub his whole body against hers. Leon's plans were set on taking his time, to tease her as much as she had done to him, but he was so into their doings, so fueled by the intensity of their kissing, that even without realizing it, his right hand went between them and was about to set his steel hard manhood into her entrance. She was soo wet and hot, ready to take him in, he would slip inside sooo easily…smoothly … and he wanted it so badly… he was more than ready to get it done, to finally feel how she was inside…

Suddenly , Claire grabbed his hair and tugged at it forcefully…

-Leon!-… waking him up from his horny trance. -WAIT!- She pushed him off a bit, just enough to separate their glued bodies and catch her breath.
They were both shaky and the way he was eyeing her now, made her want to both eat him alive and curl herself into a ball. It was a mix of surprise, anger and very raw and deep desire. His once clear blue eyes were a dark shade of ocean blue, both exciting and frightening.
Her voice was husky and wavering. – We… need…- she was beet red now, suddenly looking away… -protection…I …- Suddenly she tried to up herself to sit, pushing his body away. - I should have thought it all thru, Leon..I'm sorry…But … I don't want to put you in danger… and Oh gosh…I hope I haven't done it already.-

I'm sorry, but this is the end. I hope someday I find the will to finish it properly.