--CHAPTER 5--

Did Justin just call my name? No, no it couldn't be him he's in a coma. I must be hearing things. What the hell!! He just shook me, I felt it I know I did. There's my name again! I look up into those beautiful blue orbs of his, "Oh my god Justin!" I whisper. I squeeze him to me and cry on his chest. Oh crap he can't breathe, OK I'll relax… a little. Without looking up I say, "sorry." He's asking me where he is and why I'm wearing a bloody tux. I wipe away my tears and speak. "Yeah, yeah Sunshine I'm fine the blood's not mine" crap I have to tell him, he needs to know. Deep breath ok go, "Justin what's the last thing you remember happening to you?" He thought for a moment, then he answered. "The last thing I remember is you telling me that you wouldn't come to my prom." Great that an even longer story than I anticipated. "OK we'll go from there then." deep breath, begin. "Justin, I did go, to your prom I mean….."

FLASHBACK

Brian walked into the prom, nervous as hell. He was wearing a black tux and the scarf he had used to attempt suicide just a few hours ago, it was beautiful, silk and pure white. Daphne saw him first and taps Justin's shoulder urging him to turn around. "Uh, Justin, you have a guest." Justin was confused, "Who?" he asked as he turned to greet the face of god once again. Brian walked towards his golden boy and they spoke. "I thought you wouldn't be caught dead in a room full of 18 year olds." Justin teased. "I thought I'd recapture my lost youth." Brian retorted while stroking Justin's lapel. Daphne looked uncomfortable so Brian spoke to her. "You look hot Daphne." she received a kiss on the cheek. "I'd fuck you." She blushed. "You to Brian." "Mind if I borrow your date?" Daphne stepped aside, as did everyone else to make room for the 2 gorgeous men that were entering the dance floor. They began the dance goofing, but became very serious and very loving when their eyes met. Justin spinned and twirled beautifully . He even got a little cocky and removed Brian's jacket. They were doing their final spin when Brian couldn't take it anymore and planted a big wet one on his sunshine. Brian led Justin to the parking garage. They were goofing, spinning around, and singing. Justin claimed it the best night of his life and Brian accused it of being ridicously romantic. This kissed, softly, there was no sex in this kiss but it was jam packed with love. Justin had to drive Daphne home so they parted ways with a promise to meet at the loft later. Brian was watching Justin from the Jeep when he saw Hobbs with the bat. He called Justin's name to warn him, the boy turned and smiled. Hobbs swung and hit Justin, square in the head. The now furious and heart broken Brian pushed Hobbs to the floor, then he grabbed the abandoned and smashed Hobbs in the balls. With Hobbs taken care of Brian turned back to Justin. He dropped to his knees and picked up the beautiful blond head he loved so much it was bloody and…….. "DAMMIT!!"

END OF FLASHBACK

"There was nothing I could do!" "I am so sorry Justin, if I hadn't gone to your prom you wouldn't be here." "Can you ever ever forgive me?" My head was back on his chest and I was crying harder than ever. I haven't cried since I was 14 but the last 3 days I haven't stopped. We just layed there silent for a while. Holding on to each other for dear life.