Hello everybody, merry Christmas! Sorry I haven't updated in a while, but life has been pretty hectic lately. Between school, homework, my job, and other basic human needs, I feel as if the only thing I have time for is sleep. So yeah, as you can tell I'm not really feeling the Christmas spirit right now but hey maybe tomorrow when it actually is Christmas I will.
But any way the story, I love this story. I really do. But I feel like the universe doesn't want me to write it. No I'm not being overly dramatic its just that it never seems to come together you know? This story started over a year ago. Now I'm not being overly dramatic. Like I stated in the first chapter it's loosely based off a very good friends past relationship. And after I got permeation from her and her boyfriend to let me write it they broke up, then I got all discouraged for 3 months and didn't even touch it. Then I started up again and had all these awesome ideas and I even got feedback from all my lovely commenter's and favorite-ers and for a while that was the only thing keeping me writing. But not even that is motivating me anymore.
And to top it all off, The file got deleted 2 days ago. PERMANENTLY DELETED. I have the file saved on a flash drive so that if I'm ever in school and get some creative inspiration I can just hope on one of my teachers computers and start typing right there (a lot of my teachers actually don't seem to care if I use there computers) so two nights ago, I'm rushing to get a project and two essays done for school and in a fit of copy and pasting the files to my flash drive I somehow deleted the Heal me file.
And now I have absolutely no will to write.
I am very sorry to all the people who commented and favorite the story. It was you guys that made me want to write this.
But for now I'm postponing this story, I know it hasn't gotten far but like I said I still love it and I hope that someday I can finally find the time to write it.
I'm leaving it uncompleted because I WILL come back to this eventually. I promise.
Thanks so much for everything ~ Panda liz
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!