Whew, finally got done with this one and on Ulquiorra's birthday! yay! (this is not a coincidence, i did this on purpose) -smile- Anyway, had some problems while writing this as per usual; lack of motivation, sickness, a suddenly normal and highly annoying sleeping pattern and even a computer issue which was not that bad...but finally, here it is; the last chapter.
I realize people love the espada called Ulqui but i have a shit ton of other ideas and three other multi-chap fics to work on...and Ulqui is not the easiest person to work on(or have smexy thoughts about, cough cough). So i will end it here. And if i had known that this would turn into a short story and not a one shot like i had first intended then there would not have been a lemon in the first chapter; in fact that would have made this a little more credible...but oh well; the people hath spoken and they seem to like it anyway! -cheers-
so without further ado(if anyone actually reads these 'notes') i give you the last chapter of Heart!
I do not own or take credit for Ulqui or Grimmjow or any other Bleach guy nor the quote below.
11/8/10
What is that? What would I see if I cracked open your chest? If I broke open your skull what would I see inside? You humans say the word so easily. Just like— Oh I get it. This is it. This here in my hand. The heart.
The heat emanating from the panther both terrified and slightly excited the girl Suzu. His anger however remained controlled, just under the surface and she knew any wrong move now would cost her. She waited on alert for the espada to speak and she didn't have to wait long.
The first words out of his mouth and already she didn't like where this was going.
"What was that?" he asked surprisingly calm; for now. "What did he mean by 'together'?"
"Umm" she fiddled with her torn shirt, fisting and un-fisting the material while keeping an eye on the panther. "It's uh…" If she lied to him, he would probably know it but if she told him the truth he would definitely kill her and then try and kill Ulquiorra.
So instead of giving him a definite answer she posed a question of her own. "What—do you think he meant?" She panicked. This would only buy her a bit of time, if she were lucky.
The panther stared at her. "Don't screw with me" he snapped, narrowed orbs pointed at her. "I know what it means."
His slow approach made her all the more terrified, Suzu's heart pounded fast inside her.
"You guys fucked; isn't that right" still it was worded as a question though Suzu knew that would not save her now. He already knew. Better to just bite the bullet and face what she did.
She didn't look at him. "Y-yes" she confirmed and trembled as he got ever nearer.
Finally he was in front of her, staring her down with those beautiful eyes currently pinning her with demise.
This can't end well, clearly.
"Did you enjoy yourself?" he asked. "Was he better than me?"
"What? I don't know—I mean, no! er, I mean…" shut up shut up shut up she chanted.
Grimmjow bore holes in the girl and she flinched unwittingly. She clutched the loose fabric to her chest tightly and prepared for the worst. Then the Sexta had her pinned beneath him, her torn top easy pickings as he groped and fondled her cleavage, causing a squeal to be let loose.
His face was soon nipping at her neck and up to her earlobes, kneading her chest with his hand. He kissed her fiercely, nearly suffocating before letting up. He took her hands in his possession held above her head before he headed south, his fingers finding her heated center, delving in.
Suzu moaned with her head thrown back and the panther grinned; it was just as he thought, he was better than that damn Ulquiorra!
He pumped a finger in and out, just beginning to get into it when—
"What are you doing, Grimmjow"; Ulquiorra had arrived, standing in the open doorway.
The panther turned to see him; his finger still kept its pace for a few strokes and then his face hardened. Suzu was mortified and would have covered herself if not for the Sexta's hand.
"Che—just the guy I wanted to see!" he screamed and launched into a fury of punches and swift kicks, all easily avoided by the Quatro.
Suzu gasped and sat up covering her chest as she watched the pair, desperately nervous as for the outcome of the battle. She really didn't want to see either of them killed but from the looks and sounds it was more likely to be Grimmjow on the chopping block.
Ulquiorra eyed the girl from his peripherals, simultaneously blocking an attack while the Sexta snarled.
He was pissed and not taking it very well.
"Get serious and fucking fight me!" He dove forward, hell bent on hitting the 4th.
"Pathetic" Ulquiorra disappeared and was behind the panther, preparing a cero.
Grimmjow growled and fired his own cero, cancelling out the attack but was not prepared for the kick Ulquiorra threw through the clearing smoke. Grimmjow went flying and skidded across the floor near the exit.
He was just lifting himself up as Ulquiorra stood poised to fire a cero. "Die" he said before Suzu finally intervened.
She threw herself over the fallen espada, shielding him from the blow. The 4th watched while she pleaded with him. "Please, don't kill him! I don't want to see him die!"
Tears gathered and nearly fell as she raised her head to meet his impervious stare.
"Please" she begged him, the sadness overwhelming and clear. Grimmjow watched as he stiffly lowered his arm, replacing his hand in his pocket. He couldn't take anymore.
He shoved the girl roughly off of him and stood angrily.
"Uh Grim—"she reached a hand to him as he turned.
"Fuck this" was all he said and left Suzu staring uncertainly after, a hand to her chest.
Shortly afterwards, the girl was taken to get a new outfit as it needed replacing quite badly. She stood looking over her new clothes, not sure if they suited her.
It wasn't too different from her previous wardrobe but they seemed to fit that much more snugly, especially the top half.
She sighed as Aizen appeared. "Is something the matter?"
"Uh well" she tugged attempting to adjust them. He was before her, looking her down.
"It is exquisite" he said and Suzu lifted her head.
"I can easily see why all the guys fight over you in this outfit" he smiled and leaned down, close to her ear. His audience was present.
"Do not worry; it quite suites you" he breathed and sent a flush of color to her cheeks before backing away.
"You are free to go. Your escort is waiting."
Suzu turned to see Ulquiorra, stony expression in place at the door and her demeanor shifted, preparing for the awkwardness that lay ahead. Aizen watched them leave.
The final piece has been set he thought with a smirk.
This really had been a fun game.
Suzu lie awake for several hours, waiting for something she was positive would never happen; Grimmjow to return.
"He probably hates me now…" she sighed for the millionth time and scratched at her tightened top when the espada showed up. Sadly for her it was not the one she wanted.
"For someone so obviously lacking in emotion, why is it you appear angry right now?" she queried at his approach, hands like always in his pockets and eyes bright green yet dull.
"What? Are you disappointed 'cause I'm so moody and depressed?" resentment lacing every word as she watched him through narrowed eyes. He of course did nothing to respond, prompting her to go further.
"Well too bad, it comes with being a human." She eyed him a bit longer then settled back down as she was before.
Ulquiorra chided her. "And that is precisely why you humans are weak; you let pointless emotions consume you to the brink of despair and it overpowers what little intellect you possess."
Suzu jerked where she lain, her eyes growing large. She launched herself back up to stare much like he was.
"And you think that makes you better; are you serious?" her tone was quite high but then she laughed, further confusing the arrancar in front of her.
"That's not how it works; if anything I say it makes us stronger!"
"You think emotions make us weak and vulnerable; while that may be true to an extent, feelings allow us to better understand ourselves and the world around us. It lets us know our limitations and what we have to work on in the future. Without them, we would be nothing"
"Humans are emotions and that's what makes us who we are!" she declared.
Ulquiorra scoffed "Nonsense; emotions are as pointless as the humans they drive. What good are they to an already complete being?"
Suzu gave up with a withering look, sighing. "Of course, I wouldn't expect you to understand when you feel nothing. It's hard to explain what you've never experienced…"
There was a long pause between the two as he remained staring unblinking at the girl and she tried to ignore this fact. Still she contemplated the notion…he must feel something.
Her eyes were steadily drawn down to her hands clasped together, nevertheless she spoke. "But you do, right?" His focus was unwavering.
"You do feel, don't you? I mean you'd have to…because we—"she had to stop, not sure she could say out loud what the two had shared. Even now it confused her how it had happened and what that meant exactly for their 'relationship' or at the very least how they perceived one another.
Suzu thought she had seen something else in his deadpan expression before, but was that truly the case?
"You should express your emotions more often, ya know? Show people how you feel—"
His face never changed, yet there was a hint of something other than monotony in the espada's voice when he spoke; one Suzu failed to notice, too caught up in his actions as he approached slowly, like stalking prey.
"You wish to know how I feel."
"Uh huh" the girl dumbly nodded, unsure where this was leading. He got closer still, now practically on top of her as he leaned down, placing one hand on the couch's back, right beside the girl's flushed face and placed a kiss upon her lips. She froze under his touch then minutely began to ease down, her posture relaxed.
As soon as she was allowed breath however, questions flew from her unhindered by reason.
"Why—did you do that? What does that mean?" Suzu truly was confused but the 4th espada was not about to make things any easier. Instead of answering, his hands dove into the newly crafted fabric, parting the material from her skin. Her mouth gaped open as she gasped, while the arrancar smoothed his hands over her flesh. Ulquiorra soon climbed over her, sitting firmly on top of the ever surprised girl.
Bending over he captured her lips again, tasting the girl who made him feel. His hands molded and conformed to the contours of her small body while she writhed and arched.
The girl's line of questioning died the minute his hands touched her; all the confusing thoughts and concerns evaporated and all she knew was how he was making her feel. Her body was responding to him and forcing her to obey. Before long Suzu was kissing him back with passion; clawing at his clothes, tearing them in haste.
Shortly both were undressed completely and devouring each other any way they could, scratching and nibbling, sucking at heated flesh. His skin was so pallid it was near translucent as the crescent moon always present shown through, illuminating their movements.
If she were to stop and think about it, this was the second time in a little over twenty-four hour period where logic disappeared completely, replaced by lust and emotion not yet defined; something that the green eyed arrancar was slowly discovering.
Seeing the girl's reactions while with Grimmjow and Aizen had strangely affected him. He was seized by the fiend called jealousy, urging him down a different path; lust. He needed to show the girl just how she affected him while also ensuring he was still in control, still the same being he always was.
Though his expression rarely changed, he was enjoying himself and the ever changing faces the girl showed while he thrust inside her. Unlike last time, he experimented with her and the multiple ways he could please her; making her heart beat unsteadily much to his excitement.
This time he massaged her pert breasts and even encompassed one in his mouth; he found he was able to gauge her heartbeat even better this way and could hear it pound.
She had long ago lost the will or ability to scream and began to pant and gasp, squeaks of approval coming forth the longer he drove on. She climaxed, finding her voice once more and shuddered; this time he continued past her orgasm and found his own heat building. A slow then rapid tingle coursed throughout his lower region and then he too came, perplexed by the new and strange sensation that came with it.
Ulquiorra found himself tired and his eyelids shut by their own accord as he breathed in and out. His head lay on her chest, hearing her heart thrum and his arm rested at her shoulder.
Suzu regained her composure and her eyes opened.
She giggled, still a bit breathless. "I think you're starting to understand; that's good."
"Is that so?" his voice was quiet and he didn't move. He was still listening to her heart and the sound that reverberated as she spoke. She glanced down at the top of his head.
"So, was that what you were feeling—or what?"She waited but naturally there was no response and it didn't matter.
Actions always spoke louder than words.