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TO HELL WITH UDINA...

Catharzyna,

I couldn't help myself... I sent Udina flying to the wall... it felt FREAKING AWESOME! I know now how Anderson felt that day, that we stole the ship. Anyhow, Anderson made sure that Udina will have his mouth shut about this. I can't believe it, wait, I can... Udina said you are political shitstorm to happen. I told him that it is their fault, because they don't want to help you. I will continue trying to make them see...

Glad to hear about Mirandas sister. I took the liberty to pull out Taylors file. Seems like decent man, but still,... he is Cerberus now...

I... I am trying... to believe you. It is hard, you know... I can't just... I want to... but... I don't know... is there something... anything that would prove... It is just so hard to wrap my mind around it. I need time... I can't imagine what you are going true... well... a little bit I do... I never felt really human because of biotics and that... only then when... we... that night... and then until you vanished... Still, if what you say is real... what you have to deal with is much harder. I wish I could help you, but I am not sure that I can... But when I have seen you, you seemed human enough, you seemed same as I remembered, maybe just that shadow across your face that you wore when you were worried... that was more intense... but your hair felt the same against my cheek,... and you smelled the same... you weren't anything else but real,.. your skin...

Haha, yes, and your imitations of Elcors... Hilarious. We had some good times, didn't we? I miss them to... I miss...

Illium? I never managed to get there. Who is Jack?

I have a free day tomorrow. I will probably go for a walk on Presidium, it is quieter there...

Be safe...

-Kaidan

RE: TO HELL WITH UDINA...

Kaidan,

Ilium is CRAZY! I thought Citadel looks marvelous but Ilium... WOW! I really wish you would be here with us. I think you might like Ethernety...

You will not believe who I run into. Liara! She is information broker now, helped me out with some info. She says hello to you and invites you to visit her when you are in around. She changed tho... like everybody else... all of you changed so much... She is hunting Shadow Broker, you know, the one that that Volus told us about. I promised to help her when I have time. I worry for her...

I doubt you can do anything to change their minds, but thank you for trying anyhow. Good luck with it.

Ah, Jack is just some really fucked up girl. She is a biotic, was a test subject in one of the Cerberus facilities. We broke her out of prison, that Pulgatory ship. She is hard one to "control", but at least she is honest.

Just knowing that you are trying to believe is... well, a lot. As said, I have troubles accepting it myself. It is hard to walk around with my "Commander face" pretending that... all is all right. But you know how it is, we Commanders must not show it to our crew. At least I can... "talk" to you... I think... I hope...

Those times that we had... those were probably the best that I ever had, even with all the bad things going on... you made me feel like I could take on the Universe itself. God, I would need that now... But it doesn't do either of us any good if we keep dwelling on it. I am just sorry... I am so sorry... Will you ever be able to forgive me for dying like that back then? But time passed, we both changed, you said so yourself,... you... have your "new" life... I have... my mission... I wish things would end differently, I wish everything would be different...

Free day? Oh, I so wish I would have one. I mean, I did have two years of them, but they don't count since I don't even remember them. Even when I think I am free, I am not. Today Grunt almost pulverized Jokers bones because Joker made a genophage joke. You shouldn't be alone on your day off... why don't you invite that doctor of yours to go with you?

Have fun!

-Catharzyna

To be continued... in an hour or so...