Chapter 4: A mystery
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Edward:"anything you want, it's yours."
Me: "Anything?"
"Edward :"Yes."
Me: "What If I want to be the owner of Twilight."
"Edward: "Sorry, that's an exception. It only belongs to Stephenie Meyer"
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A/N: *sigh* I was a little upset that I had less review. But, I realize that I was a poor writer. Well, forget that.
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Renesmee's POV
I didn't know what happened.
What was wrong with me? Why did I feel like this? I frowned. I tried to behave, but I couldn't fight those tears.
Nahuel followed me to my room. And he stopped in front of my door. I turned my face to see his face. Did I hurt him? I knew he couldn't see me like this. I tried to forget what had happened today. But, how could I? I sighed again. Unwilling to let this go. How could I let this go... Jacob was keeping a secret. For a couple of weeks, a hole in my chest had been healed by Nahuel. But it seems like it was getting worse since I saw Jacob again...
Stop it! I told my self.
Don't ruin this Ness! The angel said
No! Jacob is the one who you couldn't live without! The devil interrupted.
He's just ruining your happy life! Another one said.
But, I wasn't sure which one was the angel.
Finally I stared at his beautiful face. When I looked at his face, there was agony. I sighed again.
"I'll give you a human minute." He said calmly, but his face was still anxious and tortured...
I nodded. I took my towel. I was going to take a shower. I shut my door. I went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, and let the water soaked my fragile body. Yes, I'm still half-human.
I dressed quickly.
And then I heard a conversation. I noticed it was daddy and Nahuel.
"And, since he had imprinted on Renesmee..." Daddy sighed. And then he continued his sentence "... she couldn't stay away from Jacob. But Jacob left and never visit us. She felt lonely, and then she found you, she found you in her life..."
At one point I was distracted. I thought about daddy's words. Imprint. They talked about imprint... Before I could think further about that, daddy said...
"Yes, now Jacob comes again, the imprint still works. So this is why it's hard for her to let go..."
Yes... Jacob had imprinted on me. So I couldn't fight this.
I was so tired. My head spun and I felt no gravitation. But I fought it so I could hear their conversation. I knew it was already midnight. And finally daddy noticed that I was awake and hadn't slept yet.
"She hasn't sleep?" Nahuel yelled.
I was going to stand on my feet. But a vertigo wave hit my head, my hand knocked a glass on the table, and I fell. And then it was dark...
My head spun again. It was still dark. I found where my head was, I could feel my eyes... I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn't. I felt someone touch my right hand, it felt cold, may be momma or daddy. And I felt another one stroked my hair...
"Alice... How long?" A velvet voice... Daddy.
"Honey, please, please Renesmee!" That one was a beautiful and familiar voice... Momma. I really wanted to say I was alright. She didn't have to worry.
"Sshh, Bella..." Daddy's voice again.
"5 minute, 7,2 second left.. " That's sounded like aunt Alice's voice.
"I think she can hear us, and no doubt, she'd noticed our voices too." She said.
A hand stroked my hair again, it didn't feel cold.
"Ness... Can you hear me? Nessie, I love you please open your eyes, for me please..." The soft, beautiful, voice begged to me while stroking my hair.
And I tried hard to open my eyes.
There was a light. I tried again. And finally I had the strength to open it. I saw Mom, Daddy, and Nahuel.
Momma hugged me tightly
"Ohh... Nessie! Don't ever do that to me again!" She said.
.
In the morning, Nahuel tried to feed me with human food.
"Ness, you have to eat."
"No." I said. For the Thousand times. "Nahuel, I can go for a hunt soon!"
"No you can't, love. You're sick. You're not-..."
"I'm able to go hunt!" I protested. I hate being sick. I was not sick!
"Please... For me? I can't stand it. You're the reason for me to survive in my life. I can't live without you, so please... For my sake?" He begged. I couldn't see his face. I couldn't fight him. I looked down.
"Nahuel.." I sighed. And then finally and unwillingly opened my mouth. I chewed the food and swallow it.
He touched my cheek. "I'll do whatever you want to make you happy... anything you want."
Then I sighed. Why was he doing this? Wasn't he hurt enough?
"Nahuel..." I said.
"Yes?" He answered automatically.
"Why are you doing this?"
"Doing what?"
"I've hurt you. But you always make me feel better. Aren't you mad at me?"
And then he chuckled.
"Mad? Not at all, love" 'love'...
"I love you no matter what. Is that enough to answer your question?"
He loved me that much. I loved him too. But there was a part of me, where I couldn't fight with. Jacob's imprint... Ugh! Jake "But, even Jake..."
"I know." He stroked my cheek."Listen, whatever makes you happy. You can have it"
"I'm selfish!"
"Why did you say that?"
"Because I-am-selfish!"
"No you're not." He protested.
"I am! I am Nahuel, don't you see that?" The tears dropped.
"Never say that." He said with a low voice.
"I asked you to stay, and never leave me. But Jacob, he came back and I couldn't stop thinking about him and want him to stay so badly too. And to come here and meet me. But you're just being fine when you supossed to be mad at me. Just be mad at me! I'm a- " He pressed his finger against my lips
"No more 'selfish' word."
"Selfish! Selfish! Selfish! Selfish! So what? That's what I am!"
"Ness.."
I didn't say anything.
"Humor me."
"You cheated! Now what? You're going to say 'for my sake' over and over? But yet, you're in so much pain? Just tell me how you feel. If it hurts then I deserve it."
"I can't do that. Ness."
I turned my body, not wanting to see his face. I closed my eyes. Why was he doing this? Just let me feel guilty! I murmured to my self.
And then I was asleep.
Nahuel's POV
You don't know how glad I was when she opened her eyes.
I couldn't take my eyes of her. She was sick. She was too frustrated. Carlisle told us that she had to stay indoors and take some rest.
And now, things were getting worse. She was mad at me because I wasn't mad at her, and I couldn't be mad at her. How could I? She was the reason for me to stay.
The questions in my head were still torturing me. The reason why Nessie was so frustrated and suffering was Jacob. He was keeping something from her.
She said that she is selfish. She's not. The mongrel is. And I had to figure it out.
I was about to fell asleep. But Nessie's mumble woke me up.
"Jake..." She murmured
"Jacob. My Jacob..."
My heart, once more, was being torn into pieces. I knew this would happen over and over. But, onething tortured me more was the fact that Nessie was not happy.
At one point I thought about how to make this stop. To make her happy. Is it to see that mongrel? And I wondered, if I could bring him here? If I could ask him to meet Renesmee?
.
I had a plan this morning. My beautiful princess was still sleeping. I took a piece of paper, and begun to write a short memo to Renesmee.
'To my beautiful princess Renesmee Cullen. I hope you won't notice my absence.
Good morning, beautiful princess. I go for a hunt this morning. ' I lied. I had to. I continued my writing 'I won't go for a hunt after this hunting trip, so I'll hunt more than usual.' Another lie.
'I won't be long. Take some rest. Go sleep again, and I'll be there when you open your eyes. Remember, that your health is like air to me. I love you. More than you can think.' And the last, 'Love, Nahuel'
I put the paper in her opened hand. And kissed her forehead. Unwilling to leave her alone.
And I jumped through the window. Running through the forest.
Wait, Have I tell you about my plan? Have I told you where I was going?
Oh, sorry. So, I was planning to ask the mongrel to come and visit my Renesmee. I'll do whatever it takes to make her happy. Even if I had to find the mongrel.
I almost crossed the treaty so, I climbed a tree. And then I saw him. He was flirting with someone... A woman. And I didn't know who she was.
"Stop it!" Jacob said.
"No Jacob!" The woman argued.
"Listen! You have no right to imprint on me! I won't be attracted to you no matter how many times you had imprinted on me! "
IMPRINT?
"You won't be able to stop this!"
"Iwill!"
"JACOB" A big muscle man with a Quileute tattoo called him.
"What? This is not fair, Sam!"
Sam?
"You're in my pack! You have to follow my rule!" He shouted
"Yeah, but not your wills!"
"It was your decision to join the pack again!"
"But you can't force me to- " And before he could finish,
"This is because that half-leech girl, isn't it?" What? What did he mean?
"She is not involved in this! Don't you ever!"
"Oh, I see. So, you want me to touch her, break her ribs, and tore her into pieces?"
"DON'T YOU DARE TO TOUCH RENESMEE!"
What? NO! They can't hurt Renesmee.
"This is not my business Sam! I can't be with Leah for your sake!" Leah? The woman, I thought.
And then I smelt a wolf. I had to go. I jumped to another tree and stood there.
.
I followed Jacob until he was out of the territory. And then I stopped him.
"Hey!" I yelled.
He was surprised. And then said "What?" What a cruel mongrel.
I really wanted to know about what Sam had said. They wanted to attack us? To hurt Renesmee! I swear I won't let it happen.
And then I found a brilliant idea, if he comes to the Cullen's house, or if he comes to the cottage, than Edward can hear his thought. Brilliant!
"This is about Renesmee. I want her to be happy, she can't stand being without you. She's sick now. And I want to make her happy. And I think, if you can come and..."
"I don't know..." He said.
"Please, for Renesmee?"
Wait, I realized why he didn't want to come. And, I thought he didn't dare to come because of Edward! He was afraid that Edward would hear his mind.
I begged him and told him how bad Renesmee was.
And finally-finally, he decided to come.
But there was still a mystery. A mystery that I had to solve. No one will hurt Renesmee! And if this mongrel's pack dare to do it, there would be a fight. And I'll do whatever it takes to protect her. Until my last breath.
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