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Chapter 4

BPOV

It seems that every time I went to the doctors there was something that left me dazed. I made my way outside the building not wanting him to catch me and yet a bigger part of me wanted him too. But shit that was just—I don't even know what to think about it. The car pulled up and I opened the door and threw myself into the seat which probably wasn't a good idea since I was pregnant and all. So what do I do now?

"Bella, are you okay?" Alice asked as she pulled off towards my apartment.

"No! Oh my god. I'm am going to have to get a new doctor…better yet I could go to a different hospital." I muttered the last few sentences to myself.

"What happened?" she asked.

"He was here." I said looking straight ahead. I could see her looking at me oddly from the corner of my eye.

"Who was here?"

"He was here." I repeated.

"You mean…?" I nodded. "Did he..? Did you…?"

"No…" I told her. "Dr. Cullen is his father."

"What?!"

"Yep. My doctor is my daughters' grandfather."

"Shit…isn't that like a conflict of interest or something?"

"I think he put two and two together." I told her.

"Who Dr. Cullen?"

"No, Edward." I corrected. "I'm hungry can we get some McDonalds on the way back to my apartment."

"Yeah sure." She shrugged. Another thing about pregnancy I hated was the constant craving for food. Yeah well I guess eating for three people does that to you. We got to McDonalds and I ordered two cheeseburgers, a large fries and a sweet tea. I went to find a table to sit at and wait for Alice. She slid into the seat next to me as I ate one of my fries. "So…what are you doing to do about Edward, since you now have a first and a last name?"

"I am not sure yet and I doubt that I am ready to face him." I said truthfully. "There is just something about him that always makes me want to jump him."

"Yes well if he looks anything like his hot doctor father I can see why." She said causing her eyes to glaze over. I really didn't want to know what she was fantasizing about.

"Ew, Alice. Just ew."

"What? You've never had a doctor fantasy." I ignored her and turned to look out the window. For the past month the main question 'what are you gonna do' was just getting on my nerves. And I needed to get away and think. As much as I like the support it was getting to be too much; with my father calling twice a day, my brother constantly coming to visit and Alice as Rose asking if I was okay every twenty minutes. I needed a break, I thought as we rode back to the apartment.

"Do you need me to come in?" Alice asked.

"No, I'm fine." I said as I grabbed my bag and opened the car door.

"Okay I will call you later tonight." I nodded and made my way into the building and headed to my apartment. I opened the door to my apartment and sighed. I looked around the place. For some reason the thought was starting to sicken me. I was tired of it all. I then remembered that I bought a house. A house that no one knows the address to. A house four hours away. It was the perfect escape.

I sent my professors a quick email before heading into my room to pack. I was planning on spending a few days maybe a week. I changed my voicemail telling them that I was gonna be out of town and not to worry or bother me. I did the same with my cell phone. I turned my phone on silent. I locked up my apartment and hand made my way down to my car. I put my bags in the car then typed in the location in my GPS.

Three hours and forty minutes later I pulled into my new home. Thankfully the old owners didn't mind that I wanted the furniture. They just wanted to sell the house. I looked under the pot for the key that Jessica had claimed to have left for me. I let out a sigh of relief when I saw it. I opened the doors and gasped. It was even more beautiful than I had imagined. I took a quick tour of the place and decided that it was time for me to shop for groceries. I quickly one about ten minutes away and drove there.

I was in the store for about two minutes and already people were talking and staring at me. Welcome to the small town life, I thought bitterly.

"Miss, Swan?" I turned to the familiar voice to see what looked to be Jessica Stanley-Newton. "Jessica Stanley Newton."

"Of course, recognized you by your voice." I let out a little laugh. "It's nice to finally meet you in person."

"Of course you as well. Did you go to the house? How are you feeling about it? If you don't like it you have a month to sign the papers saying that you do not want it."

"Ah, yes. I've been to the house. It's more beautiful than I originally thought. I have no intentions of letting it slip out of my fingers. It's absolutely perfect."

"That's great." She said with a smile "By any chance are you related to Charlie Swans?"

"Umm…yes." I said studying her for a moment. I wondered why my father had to do with this.

"I thought as much." She said looking around her. I could see that everyone had been staring at the exchange. "How much of Forks history do you know?"

"Other than I was born here… not much." I shrugged.

"Oh, okay." She sounded a little disappointed. It was almost like she wanted to tell me something but didn't. "Anyway, welcome back Miss. Swan."

What was that supposed to mean, I thought to myself.

I don't know but that was kind of creepy.

I shrugged it off and went along to shop. Waiting to be checked out I thought it was the perfect time to check my phone. I had a total of twelve calls: two from Alice, four from Rose, two from Emmett, two from Charlie, and two calls from an unknown number. I paid for my stuff and loaded into the car before heading back to the house.

I spent the rest of the day inside unpacking and lounging around the house. Since money wasn't really an issue for me I made an appointment to set up the cable and Wi-Fi. I had already saw about the electricity and gas the week before so that wasn't an issue and thankfully I had a few books with me. I picked up one of my pregnancy books and laid back on the couch.

I looked at my cell phone and sighed. Placing the book on the floor I picked up my cell and send everyone a text saying that I was ok and I needed some space. I looked at the unknown number that called me and decided to call it back. After the first ring someone answered.

"Hello? Bella?" Shit, I mentally cursed before ending the call and putting the number on the block list. It was petty of me and I knew that but I couldn't deal with that right now.

Petty and very stupid.

I mean what more can I say. I wasn't strong enough to face him. Even though I know he has to right to know it was still my body and my burden. He could be a sperm donor for all I cared but they will be loved.

You're stupid.

So what if I am stupid there is just too much emotions when dealing with him, I thought to myself.

When are you going to admit that you like him and that you need him?

I do not need him and this was pointless. I was arguing with myself. I still needed to see a doctor about this.

Whatever. I could almost see her rolling her eyes.

So what did you think about this chapter. The story is really taking a turning point. As much as I love it when a story writes itself however I myself would like to know where this story is heading. I feel like it's gonna be supernatural. I mean that's how all the facts are turning. I mean like there had to be more to Charlie leaving Forks and there definitely had to be more to Renee leaving her children. So the common denominator is Forks. So tune in for the next chapter. I'm not even sure what's going to happen next lol…