BtVS and AtS characters, so not mine.


I'm out and well it is daylight so Angel's not here. There's this Gunn guy instead. He said Angel woulda come but he's pretty busy, plus with his severe sun allergy it wasn't such a good idea. Damn, is it sunny today or what?

Anyway, he gives me this envelope where there's a letter from Angel and some cash. Basically it says that he's sorry he couldn't be here and that there's some cash for me to get some clothes and food.

Gunn is pretty cool by the way, liked each other right away. We have some common grounds together. Crappy past, street life and whatnot.

He takes me to this hotel where they're all staying. There I meet Fred, pretty, sweet girl, and Wesley and Cordy. Of course they didn't welcome me but at least they're letting me stay here and apologize. Angel has a nice place here. Gunn and Fred are pretty much with me the rest of the day till noon which is when I got to see the Big guy. It seems things here in L.A are not going to well. I feel the freaky vibe.

Angel offers me to stay here and work with him but I decline and say there's something that I must do first.

Angel being Angel knows that by something I mean Sunnydale and Buffy, so he tells me that maybe now isn't really a good idea. I, being I, says that I need so show them I've changed and help with whatever's going on in there. Cuz my slayer is getting really bad vibes, pulling me towards the hellmouth. I guess he knows that whatever he says I'm still gonna go so he just tells me to be careful. That he'd be here if I need something or someone. Then he gets all sentimental and stuff and tells me how proud of me he is, of the person I've become in such a short time.

Hey, don't look at me like that! If there are any waterworks, there are yours man, cuz, Big Faith here, so not crying. It still got to me what he said though.

He hands me some more money to "go to a nice place" where I can stay. After that he takes me to a hamburger place. Cuz seriously, where would you go after having semi-decent food for two years? I had three big burgers, big fries and two cokes. Man, I was hungry. So A just sat there and we talked while I was gulping down food. He even smirked at me. I guess I was being a pig.

After that he took me to the bus station. I can't seriously thank the guy enough. He's done a lot for me, and if I ever get the chance to repay him, I will.

So yeah I'm on the 8 pm to Sunnydale. Said my goodbyes, thanked him and he just nodded saying that I didn't have anything to thank him for. Yeah right.

"Do whatever you have to do and if you need anything or just someone to talk to, I'll be there for you."

"Thanks, Big guy." I turned around and went towards the bus.

"And Faith, good luck." gotta love the big guy.

Again, needless to say I'm scared shitless. Well, scared no, cuz you know, I've got a reputation and stuff yunno.

Sigh

This is going to take a while so I opt to sleep. Of course me being Faith, have this gig going not so much on my side. Yeah, you got it, more nightmares. Yay! Nightmares!,

Seriously, what's this 'Yay" stuff?

Plus, and it made my day, the bus driver made I wild turn and I ended up banging my head hard with the window! Fuck! Pissed me off…'tupid driver…

Then he lets us know that we are about an hour and a half away from SunnyD. I start panicking, damn, I don't even know what I'm gonna say when I run into Buffy or any of the scoobs.

Maybe it's just me, but I don't think a 'had a dream about B be becoming all soulless-like, which some demon - nonetheless – told me she would become like, and eventually evil' is gonna quite cut it, coming from me…

Okay, my plan is, to stay in the same crappy motel and maybe go check out my apartment if money becomes and issue. Plus I could sell it or something. Not really dying to go there. Not Sunnydale at all.