***Time skip to the restaurant***
(Because otherwise I will put you to sleep)
I ate aggressively. Dan ate and fork-fed Phil, while Phil fed Will a bottle.
(As a carrier, Phil was able to lactate, but he decided to bottle feed Will in public, so to not draw attention or have haters post pictures of him nursing Will online with captions like "honestly if you're a carrier, at least don't act like it" or "Gross, one of those carriers thinks it's ok to nurse in public". Carriers are still controversial, but they are more accepted now than they use to be)
I had ordered way too much for the average person, but give me a break! I was currently growing a new life off of nothing, since my breakfast had gone into the toilet earlier. Phil turned to me and smiled, understanding what I was going through. Dan didn't exactly approve of fork feeding Phil, knowing that it might be on Tumblr later, but Phil was HUNGRY, and so was Will. Phil eventually decided to feed Will one handed, and relieved Dan of his feeding duties. I thought it through as I ate, how I was going to tell PJ. I liked the idea of surprising PJ like Phil had to Dan, but the news itself served as enough of a surprise, I thought I'd better just make it simple.
After luncheon, the four of us walked around a bit. We walked casually enough. I hadn't been so self conscious before now, about where I was in space, as I walked next to Phil. Phil was next-ish to Dan, who was walking about 3 cm ahead of us. I believe my over self consciousness was due to the fact that most times that we went out like this in public, I had PJ next to me. To onlookers and subscribers it was obvious that we were two couples hanging out together. But now, it was just the three of us. Onlookers, specifically those familiar with "Phan" and PJ, might start to think things. Without PJ, this could very well be suspicious to why I'd be walking with Dan and Phil alone. We could have our picture taken at any moment, and have it used as "proof" for just another rumour to be spread around Tumblr or Twitter.
I thought up all the possible scenarios that could accompany a spy snap pic of us, in a post on social media later. I knew that I couldn't let social media speculations (if there would be any) about our outing, reach PJ before I did. I'd need to get there first and fast.
Author's note
Arrrgh! I'm sorry, I hope that wasn't too bad! I was trying my best to think how Sophie would! I'm trying hard to get this story to be interesting, but it's hard! I'm busy during the day and at night I only have after 23:00 to write but then I have school the next day.