DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN NARUTO

BoyxBoy, Rape, SasuNaru ^_^

A/N: Thank you all who are reading and reviewing. Your input is much appreciated. Just keep on doing it. Now on with the story!

Why Did I Do It?

Naruto's P.O.V

I looked out the open window and into the night sky hoping for you to return once more. One more time before I left the village with Master Jiraiya tomorrow. I hugged my pillow tight and thought god I miss you.

Sasuke's P.O.V

My mind wandered around during the training I made myself do, and when we spared I couldn't help but feel afraid.

~Flash Back~

He ripped apart my thighs and rammed himself into me. I barely caught my scream. That's what he wants. He wants me to scream. I will endure this Pain. I will not scream for him to stop. I will endure this Pain. I will not scream for him to stop. I repeated over and over in my head. It was unbearable. I could feel myself bleeding onto his shaft. His grunts and groans of pleasure were like a construction site. Loud and unbearable to hear. I felt liquid run down my face for the longest time before I realized that I was crying and then I felt only relief when I when he came inside me. His laughter and light kisses on my cheek grated on my nerves.

" Wasn't that good Sasuke-kun? I hope you enjoyed it. I certainly did."

I looked up at his face as he slid out of my abused entrance. I hated him at this moment, but I knew I would not go back to living in Konoha. I needed my revenge to much to let that happen.

" I'll tell Kabuto to come and clean you up." Then he smiled yet again. " We should definitely repeat this experience."

I watched as he left and close the door, and then only did I let out all the sobs, tears and screams that I held back out like a dam finally breaking.

~End of Flash Back~

"Ah, good work Sasuke." Orochimaru spoke as he clapped slowly behind me.

I immediately froze at the sound of his voice. Snake how I despise you. One day when I'm strong enough I will dispose of you.

" But unfortunately you need to leave tonight. I have visitors that are coming and I don't want them to actually see you. So if you could would you leave."

"Sure. I'll leave the compound." I said, but inside was a different matter. I was happy. I looked at him one last time before I passed him to leave for Konoha.

Normal P.O.V

Sasuke was long gone before Orochimaru gave orders to have Sasuke Followed.

Sasuke's P.O.V

He yet again crept among the shadows as he made it back to Naruto's Apartment and smiled when he say that the dobe's window was wide open. He's been waiting for me. I crept into the window and was floored by what I saw. Naruto was sleeping. He looks so innocent when he's like that. I should probably wake him up.

"Naruto wake up please." I whispered as I gently pushed him smiling as he groggily woke up.

"Teme? Is that you?" He asked sleepily as he rubbed his eyes.

"Yeah its me."

Naruto smiled weakly. " That makes me so happy that your here. I've missed you."

I started nuzzling Naruto's neck. " Mmmmmmmm you smell so good." Then I thought about what he said and then I said somberly. " It makes me happy that your happy that I'm here."

" Sasuke I have something to tell..."

"Later." I quickly kissed him and moaned. I was officially in heaven. " God I want you." I whispered against his ear.

Naruto's P.O.V

"God I want you."

Naruto froze when Sasuke said that. No it was to soon, and we just only begun to start exploring our feelings for each other. I put my hands against his and tried to push him off, but it was no use. He just wouldn't budge. " No no no no no no no I repeated over and over again when he undressed me, and bound my hands together. He was just to far gone. My sobs and tears went unnoticed as he stroked my member. Why? Why was he doing this to me, and more importantly how could he do this to me? Didn't he hear anything? I could feel my orgasm coming and I felt dirty. How could this be happening? And then it hit me. It felt so good for a moment that I forgot the whole world, and then the agonizing pain over came me.

I couldn't believe it, he's raping me. Then I checked out my mind from the world.

Sasuke's P.O.V

So tight and warm. Is this what I felt like to Orochimaru? Now I could understand why he would want to do this. It just felt so good. All I could think was the pleasure I was receiving from pounding into him over and over again. As his hole clenched against me. I knew I wouldn't last much longer. "NARUTO!" I screamed as I came in him. Swiftly I pulled out him as I became soft, and I pulled him close. I kissed his neck softly and frowned. Why wasn't he responding to me? I examined him closely and almost threw up at the site that was beneath me. Naruto's eyes were lifeless. The bright spark that made him look so full of life was gone. His hair was limp and his usually tanned skin was ashen. His face was tear streaked. "Naruto?"

"..."

"Dobe?"

"..."

I looked over his body one more time and saw that he was bleeding. What have I done? How could have I not know that he didn't want this. I broke him. I couldn't look at what I did to him anymore. I quickly got dressed and with unshed tears in my eyes. How could I be so stupid and careless. I slipped out the window and headed at a fast pace back to the hideout.

Naruto's P.O.V

What woke me up was that sunlight was streaming threw the window. How could it be so sunny when I felt so dirty on the inside. As I moved slightly to sit up pain shot up my back. I looked at the alarm clock I realized that it was almost time to leave the village. I knew that he would be back one day to apologize for what he did to me. Sighing I ignored the pain and went to go find some paper and a pen so I could write him a letter.

A/N: There its Done. One more chapter to go. So Read and review so that it can come out faster. I did this to Naruto because he looks so much like a victim and I couldn't help it! Don't Hate me please. * cowers in the corner *