Chapter 4
When Hermione got back to Lily and James. She was glad Lily wasn't still waiting up for her. She knew that Lily would want to know everything that had went on even Remus kissing her. She sighed stepping out of the fire place it had been a long night. She did not expect Remus to take the new she had to well, she was glad that he did because she had to tell someone or she would explode. She also knew that Remus was held more feelings for her, she had feeling for him and Sirius. He was tall with dark skin, them eyes that she could fall into, and that long black hair that seemed to stay in his eyes. While Remus was blond hair and blue eyes he also was tall not as tall as Sirius, Remus was as light and Sirius was dark.
She knew from her time that Remus and Sirius would never betray one another. If Remus liked her Sirius would not touch her. Hermione knew she was in trouble with her feelings. She had to get her task done and go back to her own time. But what would it be like, would she still be close friends with Harry and Ron or would they not like her. Hermione did not know what to do. She sighed she was just going to have to take this one day at a time. For now she was just going to lay down and worry about things later.
Hermione woke up to Lily yelling the breakfast was ready and she better hurry before the boys ate it all. Today was her first day of training with James and Sirius. She was a nervous wreck, she knew she could fight and mostly cast the spells that they wanted her to cast, she was nervous because Sirius was there and Remus said he was coming over to wish her luck before she left. It was just time to face what the day had to throw at her. She got up and got dressed, walked down the hall way in to the kitchen to see Remus, James, Sirius and Lily all sitting around the table talking and laughing about something. This should be Harry here enjoying this not here not her.
Remus turned around to see her standing there looking in on them. He smiled and looked up at her.
"Hermione, come in eat before these two eat it all" pointing at Sirius and James.
"Hey she should get up earlier if she wants some food." Sirius told him
"Sirius you save Hermione some food or you will be feeding your self." Lily said.
"Awwwww Lily don't be that way." Sirius whined.
Lily just smiled at him as a sat down to get something eat. Lily had so much food sitting around pancakes, muffins, eggs I just got a little of it all. After I got done eating the boys were ready to go to start along day of training.
We were all tried as could be when we walked back into the house. I sat down and listened to James and Sirius fight back and forth about the reading they had already set us to do.
"What are you to arguing about?" asked Lily. As she a Remus walked in to the living room.
"The reading they gave us, Lils they gave us a whole book to read before next Friday" James whined.
"You poor thing, so Hermione what do you think of all this reading you will have to do?" asked Lily
"I see nothing to it, should be easy. What I have already looked at it seems to be interesting and fun."
The boys looked at her as if she had grew two heads. "INTERESTING, FUN" They both yelled.
Lily and Hermione just laughed while Remus had a smirk on his face. Both of them just shook there heads and asked Lily if she had dinner ready.
"No I do not all three of you are going to go out and get something."
"Get something Lily we have been worked to death today."
"I do not care now go get something to eat while Hermione and I have some girl time"
They slow walked out the door grunting something under there breaths sounding like "bloody women"
"So Hermione what happened with you and Remus last night?" Lily said with a big smile on her face
"Nothing really, Lily can I tell you something and you not get mad at me?"
"Depends on if you have something for James she joked."
Hermione smiled at her "No nothing like that, well here's the thing, I like Remus he a great guy and all but I really like Sirius the same way to. I really don't know what to do, I don't want to lead Remus on and I do not know if Sirius likes me back as well. I do want to hurt neither one because I like them both. What should I do?"
"Hermione I really do not know what to tell you other then follow your heart, and do not lead Remus on. If you want to go afar Sirius then go after him, but tell Remus. He has had so much hurt that he does not need more. Hermione I don't know of you know this or not but his parents are dead because of Voldemort and you know his a werewolf. Please if you care for him and want Sirius let him know."
Hermione was quiet for a second she did not know what to do with what Lily had told her. "That the thing Lily I like them both…."
"Well dear I'd be figuring out the one I liked the most, Sirius is a sweet heart he just dates a lot of women. I'll tell you now Sirius is a heart breaker, he doesn't stay with one girl to long."
As Hermione was getting ready to say something the boys walked back threw the door with food in there hands. "We have brought food and plenty of it, so that Lily can not say were trying to starve Hermione."
While they ate the laughed and joked around, Hermione could not get what Lily had said out of her mind about Remus parents. She told her not to hurt him any more then she need to. Maybe she would just stick with Remus, he was a lot safer then Sirius. Lily told her he was a heartbreaker.
Remus point of view
After kissing Hermione last night he knew he was falling hard for the girl. As he looked over at her smiling at a story that James had just told he knew he wanted to take what he was feeling a step farther. She knew he was a werewolf but it didn't seem to bother her. That was what made him fall even harder for her. The full moon was coming in a week, he was already filling the effects. Remus was lost in thought the rest of the way threw dinner. As Hermione got up to leave the table Remus knew he had to talk to her.
"Hermione can I talk to you for a second out side."
"Sure Remus what do you need?"
"I was wondering, I know this is kind of soon but wou… would you go out with me, no I mean, grrrr!"
"I know what you mean Remus and my answers yes."
Remus could help but to smile. He picked her up and kissed her till he ran out of breath. As they walked back inside Remus reached down and grabbed her hand to hold it. Lily, James and Sirius looked up as they walked in seeing them hold hands. James wolf whistled and Lily winked at her. Sirius didn't say anything, he could not explain it but something made him want to jump up and hit Remus. He suppressed the felling and grinned at Remus, he dissevered to be happy.
Hermione
Hermione knew that things were moving fast for her. Being with Remus only three weeks after she got here was fast. She could help but to see the look on Sirius face when her and Remus walked in holding hands. Her heart jumped at the sight. Hermione knew that she made the right choice, Sirius would just end up hurting her. As she was about to drift off to sleep there was a pecking noise at her window.
She got up to see what it was, it was a owl with a note, she open the window and took the note the bird stayed were it was at.
Hermione,
I heard what you and Lily was talking about after we left to get food, I left my wallet in the house so I came back to get it. I also heard Lily telling you I was a heartbreaker. I promise you I am no heartbreaker. When I seen you and Remus holding hands I felt like hitting him, I really do not know why either, you have really grown on me in the last few weeks. Can you come over to my place tonight while everyone is a sleep so that we can talk? Please Hermione I really want to talk to you about these feelings I have. Send a answer back by owl, if you say yes I will be out side waiting for you to take you back to my apartment. After you send the owl wait 15 minutes and come out to the back of the house.
Sirius
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