The long await update. *gasp she actually updated* Yeah well I have been really distracted with One Direction and I still am. Anyway I am updating this and I hope you like it, but chances are you won't because I am about to be really mean. *Hehe maniacal laugh* Now read!

Ben's POV

"Jimmy I like you." I stuttered out quickly.

"I like you too, Ben. You're a great buddy." He said smiling.

I shook my head, "No Jimmy, I like, like you. I have for a while now." I told him and his face blanched. "You like me?!" He yelled in a tone that was laced in disgust. "How….why would you...that's just….no Ben just no. I don't think of you like that."

"Please Jimmy, I never asked for you to like me like that. I just wanted you to know. Don't let this affect our friendship." I begged, tears welling up in my eyes. "Don't let this affect our friendship? You expect me to be okay with this? The fact that you like me? How do you have the nerve to tell me to just go back to normal? If you wanted our friendship to stay the same then you shouldn't have opened your big mouth and ruined everything!" He got up and started pacing. "And to think that I stood up for someone like you! A faggot, why didn't you tell me earlier that you swung for the other team?" He asked.

"Because I didn't want you to think any less of me, I wanted you to be my friend for my personality, not my sexual orientation. Admit it; if you had known I was gay would you have ever been my friend in the first place?" I asked him and he scoffed. "Damn right I wouldn't have been. I don't associate with your kind. Oh God, and all those times we slept on the same cot or you've seen me shirtless. I bet you created wild fantasies didn't you?" I frantically shook my head no. "No, I would never do that. You mean too much to me, I would never selfishly use you like that. Please don't ever think that of me."

I could tell my pleas fell on deaf ears as he said "I can't do this Ben. Consider this friendship over." With that he stalked away and I fell to the ground, finally letting the tears run down my face. I just ruined the only good thing in my life. As I was crying I heard a twig snap and my head shot up hoping it was Jimmy and he came to senses. I looked up and my eyes widened in fear.

Dun, dun, dun. Who could it be? The first person to comment that guesses it right will get a shout out in the next chapter. Love y'all. XOXO.