It's been three years since Kai died; Even in such a short time, I've loved, and lost.. But earned a memory that could last a lifetime. I could never feel the same towards anyone.. Not the way I felt for Kai. Kiley and I are still close friends, she is in acceptance, that her brother and I are 'soul mates'. Even if he isn't here with me.. No I am not some insane person in love with a dead guy.. Not even close; I'm an insane guy in love with the boy Kai used to be.. I know my love is returned, because I feel it everyday, surrounding me like a coat so warm, the coldest times of the year can't get through. I don't believe in angels, nor God.. But I believe in Kai; I don't believe in ghosts, but when winter comes, and the ice chills over the water into a gentle cool crust, I can see a shadow, gliding across it's surface, happily.
Wether Kai knows it or not, his dream came ture.. He's not an essence, to me at least.. He is Kai Hiwatori, my one true love--.. I still to this day visit the same room, in the hospital.. Not as an obsession, but to fufill a promise.. Sometimes the room is occupied, sometimes it isn't, when it's not.. I welcome myself in,[the nurses know me by name] and sit down at the foot of the bed..
"Tyson.. You.. Won't stop seeing me.. Will you?"
"Kai.. I could never do that.. "
"..Promise..?"
"I promise, Kai.. I promise.."
- end~
Justen: WASN'T THAT THE SWEETEST?! :'D
Skits: NO! D IT HAD NO PORN!
Justen: e-e;... *SLAMMED A PAN AGAINST SKITS' FACE* D8
Skits: D8~! WHERE DID THAT PAN COME FROM?!?!
Justen: xP Read n' review people.. OR ELSE-- *Pats pan against an open palm*
Skits: T~T;;
