A/n. I like the English

Gee, d'ya think you might be bias there?

Probably: D

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Previously: "Is there something you'd like to tell me?" I asked him with my arms folded. He knocked against the glass and a little hatch opened up. He popped his head out. "Well can I have a minuet to think about that – I wasn't planning on getting caught."

"Come on I'm waiting. If not you'll be in there until I get home" I warned. He wasn't entirely happy with that, but agreed none-the-less. I raised my eyebrows. "I came to watch you sleep." He said coyly. I felt myself going red. My eyes were staring open in shock. He looked to the door, and I heard Charlie coming out of his bedroom. I glowered at Edward but then quickly moved by hand in front of me, from the left to the right. He went invisible. "Morning dad" I said chirpily as he stuck his head around the door. He nodded and left. I waved my arm again and Edward appeared again. But he was dizzy. WHAT?! A vampire dizzy?

I realized he must have smelled the magic/gift that I used. It was strong and focused on him, so he had it like a dose of fermented perfume. He was intoxicated. I took away the glass. He was relieved and turned normal again. He came over and sat by the bed. "Are you aware that you talk in your sleep?" I was not. I flustered again, and he took a deep breath. "Ok that's not going to get annoying." I said sarcastically. "Don't you want to know what you said?" "Not in the slightest." I replied. I jerked my chin to the window. He took the hint, smiled and leapt out of it.

I got ready early today and so decided to read Wuthering Heights. I had read this book before, but I loved the tangled love story of it so I read it. When it was an acceptable time to head off for school, I found that Edward had appeared with his car. "Would you like to ride with me today?" he asked calmly, almost amused. I thought about it very carefully before deciding "No, I would not." I walked over to my truck and opened the door. Of course I did more than anything, but I would try to get over the brooding feeling I would get when he drove off. He laughed. Something funny was there?

"Well, apparently you and dreaming you have very different opinions." He laughed at me. I didn't like the fact that he was eaves dropping, so I said this to work as a smack in the mouth. "I don't dream, I have nightmares." And with that he lost the smug look and I got into my truck. He was gone within seconds. As much as I felt about Edward, things would just get more complicated if we got involved. And that thought hung a very black cloud over my head. My emotions were linked to my abilities and so, what was a day of grey clouds, quickly turned to storm clouds.

When at school, the rain had started thrashing down and sheets of thunder had began to growl. I had no desire to change this. But before school started, I had Jessica staring at me. "Well, I am dare queen" I announced before returning to my foul – Edward induced – mood. In English, I had a new person to sit next to me. A transfer from another class. Alice Cullen. "Hi. You know it was meant to be sunny today" with that lightening struck. I was fed up of people telling me what should and shouldn't be. She noticed this and scowled. "Look, I know how you feel about Edward, and it would be absolutely no point in trying to ignore it. And you've been finding it hard haven't you. That's why you caved in your car yesterday. Well that and the dare game." She said. I blanched at this. I had been weak, but would be no more. I turned to her.

"Look Alice, you seem like a nice person –ish – but I can't get involved with you guys. I'm confused enough as it is, and so don't need extra perplexity as well ok?" I felt sad when this happened, but not quite angry and the rain eased off. I was being resourceful with the truth. I went nuts wanting to be with them, as part of their family.

She didn't speak to me again, because she probably saw what would happen. I went to go to building four when Edward came along side me. "Mind if I walk you?" he said in his most alluring velvet voice. "Yes" I said frostily and spiked him. As cliché as it sounds, it really did hurt me more then it hurt him. It was necessary. He had to learn. He had to learn that I was dangerous, and unreliable and unpredictable. James learned. But James learned the hard way. Any time Edward was in touching distance, he felt a little jolt, the closer he got the stronger it was. He was testing me, and that – though appreciated – was not well received. By the end of the week he stayed away from me. But it hadn't stopped the others trying. They got the same treatment. I basically isolated myself from everyone. And after a while, I was right back to the predicament I was in at Phoenix.

At lunch times, I secluded myself to the corner of the room, at a table far away from every one else. The first couple of days one of my now three admirers – Mike, Eric, or Tyler – tried to sit with me, but I glared them down and they walked away. To stop the problem, I emitted a 3 foot repel around me. As soon as someone touched it, they suddenly decided to stay away from me. I knew the vampires would be exempt to this, they were strong, but hopefully Jasper would feel the emotions that I was giving off in concentrated doses. It was how I liked it –well how I'd always known it. Of course I still pined for Edward, but I remained very strict with him. It was better this way. I wanted to get rid of this feeling of a black hole, but I knew that my powers/abilities had no effect on my self and my own emotions. Only the other way around.

Charlie noticed no difference at home, and neither did my mom. I still gave her bogusly cheerful emails. I took to wandering in the woods as well. But now the feeling of being watched had gone. Even though I was glad they lost interest, a tiny part of me wanted it back.

Because no one was around when I was in the woods, I took time to practice my skills. I moved trees, burned them, flooded them, froze them, changed them, shrunk them, made them explode, make them bigger, changed their colours, had them come alive to fight me so I could practice defense skills. I was the perfect little solider. Well even though my sense of balanced was still a problem now and then, I decided that even I shouldn't be useless in a fight. That way I wouldn't have to use my 'skills'. One day I was trying to get to grips with controlling the elements – which by the way, is so much harder than it sounds – when I realized I had gone over to La Push. I stumbled on a group of wolves, werewolves. Shape shifters would be a more accurate term. There was a big black one that noticed me and snarled.

I was not having that. I tilted my head to the side and gave a look that said 'I beg your pardon'. I had managed to just about master wind/air, so I shot a 40mph wind at them, and I swept myself up in a small and invisible tornado that took me back to Charlie's. I was rather dizzy and sick though, so I put my heads between my legs and had 5 minuets deep breathing. I wasn't doing that again. I was struck with an idea. In my attempt to get away, I thought of the first thing that came to mind. But wouldn't it be handy if I could just 'hop' 'apperate' what ever you want to call it but in all frankness, wouldn't it be nifty if I could disappear in one place, and appear in another. I'd save that for the holidays so that if I got lost I could say it was a spontaneous holiday.

Well at least it was Friday tomorrow and so could relax. I never worried about biology on Fridays or any other days now, because Cullen hadn't been in since last week. All good. But also so bad. I missed him, so much. I missed that light of intuition in his eyes, those pools of gold trying to work out what I am. Those sculpted features looking at me. But I'll see what tomorrow brings. Maybe things will change.

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