Journal Log number three hundred and seventy and Log of Daughter's Pasts 2

Mienshao and Weavile both have unusual stories. Meinshao had lived with Dray and sometimes talks to her mother, her mother is wealthy but doesn't deem mienshao worthy of having any fortune when she passes away saying how she chose her father over her. Mean I think. Weavile is a thief, a surprisingly good thief that has never once got caught. One day she over heard Mienshao upset over her mother not giving her fortune, well it seems Weavile did one kind act of her life, and stole her mother's entire fortune for Mienshao and both keep it secret to this day. No wonder my son's bank account got so high in money.

Serenity and Tomoko's lives are quite normal in a way. Except Tomoko usually never sleeps except one day a week, I blame her mother's genetics. Just saying. Serenity's seems to be the near normal one of the family with no tragic backstory, yet her life is tragedy over the burden she faces, her abilities are growing strong and may one day overcome her own mind. It's a good thing she's a psychic user.

Absol lived with her mother until her mother got into drugs. One day Absol found her mother ODed. She went to the neighborhood her mother went to for drugs and killed the drug dealers out of a fit of rage and cried afterward. The police arrested her but Dray got her freed and held her telling her that addiction is hard and its even harder to get help and get clean. I never got into drugs myself but, I understand her feelings. Her good mother turned into a wreck in front of her eyes in less than two months.

Then there is Mangle who came out of nowhere, to find Dray her father. She was born on the planet Earth, from a sperm donation my son made. This scientist, Dr. Vegapunk bought it to conduct experiments on and sure enough he implanted it inside of an arctic fox to create, Mangle. A hybrid and modified her to become a killing machine for a future army he wanted. Mangle was tortured in a cage and if she didn't do as she was told they would shock her for an hour. they made her so messed up and insane. She didn't even know how to speak instead growl and bark like a fox. One day they killed her fox mother, and brothers and sisters that she bared before her in front of her eyes. and the killing programming to kill people, switched and turned into killing anything.

She was able to fuel that black blood of hers and ripped her own cage open as it was electrocuting her and she jumped and killed every scientist in the room. Dr. Vegapunk wasn't there, however, that day. Mangle ventured out into the cold harsh land of Alaska out of the lab she escaped from. With her, she freed other animals before escaping and they ate every human there and ventured into the wilderness together. Soon the animals went their own way and she went on her way to find Dray. Through the way, she learned to speak her own language. All of Dray's daughters have their own language due to the black blood. Its a gift we in the family have but we rarely use it. Then she learned English and finally was able to find Dray after meeting random people on her journey and got to where she is today. Her story is the most surprising.

Journal Log number four hundred and eight

They killed Arachne. The daughters of Dray actually killed her. She is the strongest of our family and they succeeded. Now I know they are truly special and now without anyone in my way I will unleash the weapon in a month or so. I just need to convince my son, I just hope he listens to me and does as I say. I feel like I lost his loyalty to his own children, am I jealous? Maybe. I noticed he met some damn Neko girl, yet I do not trust her. Something seems off about her out of some reason she came out of nowhere. I wonder if she is who she is or if she's some intruder trying to learn things of our family. I wouldn't be surprised either. I better keep an eye on her as well but my son has a girlfriend!? Oh, this is where I draw the line! A mothers love must never be overcome by another woman! I bore him, I come first! Okay, I am jealous.

But besides that, Dray's daughters were able to kill Arachne, I am happy to hear this but also weary. I need to play this safe and watch myself if Dray doesn't like my plans or he might sick his kids on me. Me his own mother! But I must let him know I am doing this for the sake of peace for the sake of everyone in the galaxy we can make everyone like us, and with everyone like us no more wars, we can be equal together. Part of me wonders if what I am doing is wrong but I cannot think of the what if's I must think about the future of our family and the future of our galaxy. I even heard they used their animal abilities to also find Arachne, there smelling and able to see in the dark. Nice.

Journal Log number four hundred and nineteen

My machine is nearly ready and my henchmen are working fast. I haven't asked my son yet as I am worried. Worried that maybe he will not go through with it with me and resent me or try to stop me. I don't know if I could attack my own son but if I must I must. His daughters are going to be graduating soon. I am proud of them each of them but I won't really say it to them. It builds there character. If only Urashiki was here to see them, to see the family he helped me make. I figure he is dead by now. I wonder if I should tell Dray about who his dad was? Would he care or would he shrug it off? I also wonder how my other children are, it been a long time since I heard from them. These journal logs I have looked into I sure typed a lot of things into each journal. I look into them and I see progression but also I see worry. I cannot let emotion get me.

Emotions is a human trait that black blood cannot have, could it? I still research to see how our family was made but no records at all passed Luna Gorgon. I don't think I will ever find out who made our family, but maybe that's okay. Mystery's are made to be a mystery after all. I will leave some of my journals to incase one of my children wishes to go through them. The journals I shall put in my old home on our homeworld stored away in a locked chest. I hope and pray they don't break the lock as its a one hundred credit lock damn it. Black Blood can absorb many things to make it stronger, but what it cannot absorb is emotions yet we show it, maybe that's the one thing Black Blood has no control over is emotions and feelings. At least that's a good thing.

Journal Log number four hundred and twenty-five

This will be my last log as I am going to commence with the machine. Today is the day. The Sith Empire has no idea whats under them. I can sense my son coming to stop me with oddly Alliance soldiers. He is foolish. I will succeed and he will either succumb or die. I must keep my mind on the weapon at hand, I must commence this sequence and soon everyone will be like us. A galaxy of peace without war, we can all be equal! Yet how come my heart says something else. I wonder if Urashiki were here to what he would do, probably stop me or maybe join me. I wish he was around to tell me.

The Black Blood is the most strongest bloodline in the entire galaxy we could stop or create wars yet everyone sees's us as evil! Or as insane! We are trying to stop a galaxy of war to create peace, at least I am. My sisters and mother didn't want that but I do, am I really evil or am I just trying to solve the galaxy's problems! I have seen this galaxy take my children from me and caused one to go insane. I have had to favorite my son Dray out of my other kids. I had to take risks to get to where we are now in our family, I had to convince my henchmen to stay with me and even now I am fully aware of what will happen to them and they will allow me to change there blood too. With this device, we can change the galaxy into a grand weapon to make everyone like us. Finally, everything will go my way mother! Echidna Gorgon my mother never had me have my way well now I am!

Yet, Part of me doesn't want to do this. Part of me thinks taking away everyone's bloodline will change who they really are, themselves. Yet I am helping them grow stronger then there won't be challenged in the galaxy or much fun of difference. The difference is what defines the galaxy what it defines everything and a difference isn't wrong, its right. The difference is what unify's not the same. Part of me feel I am going overboard but no, I must carry on to save my family to save everyone from dying. Well, maybe that too can be a problem. People not dying and soon, overpopulation. If they are like us they will be cursed like us. Can I do that? Can I really operate the weapon and take everyone's happiness away and only to put a curse in them? What do I do? I - the black blood in me wants this, the rage in my blood wants this, but my soul does not.

I wonder if my son will forgive me or if he will resent me forever if I do this. He might as well just kill me but, I must talk myself into doing this. I must save my children and my granddaughters. I must do this. I will now end the Journal Log with a few last words if I don't make it. If Dray you get ahold of this journal or find it. I want you to know I love you son. I love you and your brothers and sisters equally. I miss them so much that I know I did so much wrong, I want to carry on the plan with this machine so I can do right and make us all the same, no more war. No more pain. Son, I love you. I love my granddaughters as well. My experimenting and research got me this far. Yet it isn't far enough and yet I feel pulled to not going through with it. This journal is about our family, our flaws, and strengths. Black Blood. I do not know where I will go if you kill me, what the afterlife is like. But I will now pray for salvation if you kill me, and if you do kill me before I start this weapon, I will say that I still love you. and I thank you.

Remember these words son that's apart of a prophecy that has to do with the Cosmic Divine Crystalline... Save the Serenity, Save the Dream.