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Chapter III

Rosalie's Point of View.

After my break, I went to a beautiful place deep inside the forest, to be alone. Emmett understood my need of loneliness and did the right thing, let me go. I was on top of a very tall tree situated in the entrance of a beautiful medium size waterfall, observing the view with my ultra sensitive vision. The water falling and melting in a long river, surrounded by big and small rocks. At the same time there was a dense thicket of breathtaking plants. A shy deer was eating some petals, alert in his eyes. A predator was near him. It was me.

The sound of water while it falls feels peaceful. The water, the plants, the fauna; all of this in complete balance. This place was discovered by me, so peaceful to relaxing, so quiet and loud at the same time that made me forget everything, no matter what it be. And of course, so beautiful that would make any person feel ashamed of themselves, even me.

My mind was calm finally, after 8.5 hours of being here, just observing the perfection of this nature. I don't know why, but is a healing place, without a sight of doubt, no matter how stupid it sounds. I was ready to talk to Emmett, to let him know that I was fine and to apologise for such a childish behaviour. I smelled the air, the wet soil and dew filled my nose. But there was something else, a scent… It wasn't Emmett's… It was Carlisle's. No. It was Edward's according to my memory. I looked down, and it was him. I was surprised I must say, my first thought was Carlisle and Esme. Something wrong with them, I came down as fast as I could.

"Is something wrong with Carlisle and Esme?" I asked without any salute.

"No, there is nothing wrong with them, what makes you think that?" He smiled a little

"You coming here," I said with relief "Is not very you to make a kind visit." I said that without any shame. Nothing wrong happened, so why is he here? That is not the normal Edward we all know…

"I will understand if you forgot about it, but I am a mind reader, which means I know exactly what have you thought right know," He was smiling with arrogance, as usual. "To respond your question, I was hunting near your cottage when I heard Emmett's thoughts. You. Going somewhere. Thanks to a break down. He is pretty concern about this happening again."

"I won't go anywhere far to escape from my mind, I'm not you." His face was shocked and angry.

"You never stop! Get over all Rosalie! Stop being so proud, accept some help…He wants to help you and you don't let him. I'm well-disposed to help you now and before! Carlisle tried but you just pull away people. If you don't stop it, he will give up too, as Carlisle did… as I did!" He said all of this in one single shout, increasing his voice as he spoke the words. The last part, said with difficulty. I did not like to speak about my first years… he was certain, I rejected Carlisle's psychological help, he had done enough letting me alive. He gave up. I rejected Edward in every aspect he was presented to me: as a friend, as a brother, as a lover. He gave up. Was it going to be the same story with Emmett? I shivered. He was not going to give up, he couldn't.

"He is NOT going to give up. We are together. He is mine." It was the most stupid and selfish thing I had ever said.

"I thought we were together once," I gave him the most horrendous look I could "don't look at me like that, I'm sorry, I did not mean to say that. I know you don't believe me, but I love you. You are pretty much a sister; dont look at me like that. I want you to be happy, no matter how or with who. Just… Rosalie you… love each other, you are helping him with his year. Now: .."

"Do you want to help me?"

"Yes." he said without any hesitation

"Then go."

He closed his eyes and passed his fingers trough all his hair, and opened them again. They reflected a lost war, resignation as they did so many years ago. He came closer and stood in front of me.

"Even if you hate me, and I know you do, you also know I tried my best for helping you, so I'm calm because I know you know it," he kissed my forehead. "I love you, beautiful little sister."

He started to walk away when he faced me again in the distance

"By the way, go with him… he is worry about you, he loves you too much for his own good!"

Edward ran out the forest at vampire speed, leaving me alone with my thoughts. What if Emmett gets tired too? What if he can't stand me anymore?, He could never give up… He wouldn't. He promised… Edward was so idiot, how could he say that? Why does he has the same effect on me? Making me think about inexistence issues, bringing inexistence issues actually.

I was starting my way back to our house at human lace and still thinking about what Edward had told me, when I shocked with something taller and bigger than me… it was Emmett, he was looking after me… He was worry, after all.

"Sorry! Are you fine? Where in the HELL have you been? I've been looking for you for HOURS." I did nothing, but laugh thanks to his worried-angry face. His face was a complete poem full of upset, anger, relief and worry. It was hilarious and sweet.

"I'm fine Emmett, why are you so worried? Remember I'm stronger than a bear," It wasn't common that I was the one making jokes, but to see his face like that, raised my good mood from wherever it was hidden. "Do you want to join me? It's a very beautiful place there.

Emmett's Point of View

Since she left the house, I learned how to play some songs written on her book. Not completely, but I was close.

She had left the house pretty upset and it's been like 6 hours. That amount of time is more than enough for tranquilise herself, I was going to look for her and if I didn't find her I would call Carlisle. I was going out side when something ran quick towards the forest. My senses got active and alert, it wasn't a human definitely. And animals don't smell like this. I started my way in to the forest, Rose might be in danger.

After 2 hours looking for her, my desperation was getting bigger and bigger. Where in the hell could she be? How could a vampire get lost in a forest? With all that supper senses stuff? Finally I smelled her scent, her flourish and elegant scent… I started to walk to the place where her smell directed me, but then something else hit my nose and Rosalie's scent vanished as far as it had came in the first place. My throat was burning on fire and desire. Someone was there and my lame self-control was fading. I looked towards and I saw a grown man, he was charging his gun… in the minute he faced the forest I recognise him instantly. He was my brother. Charles… he was hunting, I thought he was in University … Don't really remember which university, but he was.

His blood going through all his body, pounding in his veins… Rose. Rose. Rose. I was looking for Rose, I was not going to kill my own brother. My throat was burning like hell, but I ran at vampire speed towards Rosalie's smell had been just seconds ago… now it was weak and almost imperceptible in comparison with Charles's smell.

"…to help you now and before! Carlisle tried but you just pull away people. If you don't stop it, he will give up too, as Carlisle did… as I did!" That was Edward's voice screaming at Rosalie some yards away, she wasnt at danger after all… I went where the sound was coming, yet astound for my brother's smell. I stood there relaxing from the shock of seeing my brother and wanted him inside my stomach.

After I calm myself I went at human lace to the place where I had heard the voices and something shocked with me. When I looked down, it was Rosalie, she looked more quiet so I made my question.

"Sorry! Are you fine? Where in the HELL have you been? I've been looking for you for HOURS." She laughed; at least one of us was happy.

"I'm fine Emmett, why are you so worried? Remember I'm stronger than a bear," Jokes? "Do you want to join me? It's a very beautiful place there."I was about to deny the invitation, but I saw her angelic face and as usual I couldnt say no to that angel.

"Ok, I'll go."

She guided me over a nice meadow and we sited in the river bank, it was actually a very nice place. Very green too. Still in my mind my brother's smell was present, also in my throat, we had to go. He was near here and if he wasn't, he would be in any moment.

"Rosalie, I saw my brother over here, he is hunting I think… I almost killed him. I felt the thirst and I thought I was going to kill him. My own brother. We have to go, we'll come later."

"Oh. It's fine. We can come back later… "We standed up and suddenly my mind went completely blank in the moment when the smell hit strongly my nose "Emmett what is wrong? Don't breathe honey!… AHH!" I barely heard her scream when a gun shouted anywhere near us, my senses were fully in the human behind us… the taste of blood was in air already and my thirst couldn't be resisted anymore. Rosalie was holding me back, but in my insanity I pulled her away in a brusque movement and I ran at vampire speed straight to the human, and he was on the grass now. Finally I saw his terrorized face. Charles. Sadly my thirst was stronger and my conscience was out of me.

"LET HIM GO! LET HIM GO, DON'T KILL HIM!" Now her voice was in my ear and her hands were in my arms trying to pull me back "he is your brother, don't kill your own brother, don't be a monster, YOU STUPID, GET OFF HIM!!!" and finally her rock like slap made me come back to my being. I saw my brother's face terrorized in the grass and hated myself for what I had just done.

"Who…a…are you? You're death, you cannot be Emmett" Charles's voice was low and scared.

"Yes, he is… and so am I. You can't tell anyone about this. Never." I almost laughed at Rosalie's quick thought.

"Are you angels?" I felt when Rosalie's eyes rolled over in desperation "Yes we are." Now I was smiling sadly. He thought we were angels even with my number, two minutes ago. She was helping him to stand up, all of this in silent. Then she said something I was not expecting at all.

"Do you want to talk with your brother? It's going to be ok Emmett, I will be here!" What is wrong with this lady?! She was out of her mind!! I was going to kill my brother, we were far in middle of a forest and I barely could held my reflexes, if he gets close to me, she wouldn't be able to save him, not this time.

"Definitely no. It's waaay to risky. I know your intentions, but no."

"Where is your gentleman-liness? When did you said no to a beautiful lady before?" This was Charles, not the scared one but the stupid and the-I-love-risk I knew my complete life. I looked towards Rosalie, her smile was big and tranquilizer; letting me know that she would be there and nothing wrong would happen. I couldn't deny any solicitude to that face as I´ve said before… I went towards my brother asking God to help him in the moment my thirst empower my mind again.

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