I hated sunny days they sucked it was not like I really needed the sun I was already pretty damn tan.

How was I going to make it through the day without THEM!?!?!

"Hey Selene." Bella said cheerfully as her and I took a seat at the Cullens old table in the back of the cafeteria.

"Oh, I'm fine and you?"

It had been one week and her and I started to talk more I felt special because she didn't give anyone the time of day just ME!

"Same here, my dad's going to talk to you about the report Art filled for you."

"He told me to tell you if you needed a place to stay that you could sleep on the couch."

I had no idea why she was being so nice to me I knew she wanted something or I felt like she wanted something, but I wanted a normal person to talk to so i'm going to take advantage of the situation.

"So what are you doing this weekend?"

She asked poking her fork at the blob of meat on her tray bitting her bottom lip.

Well because they're going hunting this weekend I was going to be at the house by myself.

"Staying at home."

"I thought you weren't staying at your dads?"

"I'm not." I said coldly for someone so beautiful and smart she was kind of ditsy sometimes.

"Oh, how long have you living with them?" Noisy damn chick.

"A few weeks I love it there it's so peaceful the only problem is that I eat out instead of them eating with me ya know?"

She nodded her head in aggreansince.

"Let's go to Seattle this weekend we can take Elise's car." She hyped up raising an eyebrow.

"Elise let's you drive her car?"

"They all do they don't care." I said proudly I just had to rub it in.

"So how old is Lilly again?" She said changing the topic Izzy was so interested in the age difference between Lilly and Quan.

"She's 15 and he's 22 why are you so courious about them?"

"I don't know why to be honest I've never seen a vampire so young before she looks so much older than 15 though."

"Yeah more like our age I remember when Art told me the story of her and Quan."

She furred her brow.

"He said he was in Italy as a music instructor to some rich ass family they went on vacation and brought Art with them to Venice. one night there was a fire a few houses down and everyone inside burned to death suposently. Well Lilly was wondering down the streets in burnt clothing expecting she was the only survivor of the fire he took her in. Her stories quit sad actually. She had a boyfriend and a family before them they were on the bad sides of the Voultar and well yeah they died. He and her stayed together, not like that, but they watched out for each other they became close. She was the first member of the family and then they just added everyone else. It took her and Quan ten years before they admitted their love it's so cute."

.SOmething in Bella's eyes twinkled and her facial expression lightened.

"That's so sweet so they really love each other huh?"

"Yeah you should see them together he's so protective of her and when we're at home he's so clingy he's like super glue."

I laughed remembering him and her walk around the house and his arms wrapped tightly around her petite waist.

The bell rang for our next class the family not being here scared the hell out of me practicaly everyday it rained now it's all sunny and everyones happy except me I hate not seeing him, talking to him, touching him, smelling him, all my scences missed him every inch.

BELLA POV

After Selene told me Quan and Lilly's story i almost cried I don't know why but it was the fact that she loved him to much that she waited ten long ass years for Quan to losen up on her and tell him he loved her back.

I missed Edward, Alice, Jasper, Esme, even Rosalie I just wanted to hear those three words come out of his angelic voice everyday I had cried myself to sleep thinking about our lolliby.

"Hey Bells?" Charlie said casually on the couch when I entered the house this week he was taking a vacation.

"Tell your friend, Selene, I'm stopping by to get her statement on the report Arthur filled for her."

"Okay Dad." I went upstairs did my homework, took a shower, and went to bed extremely early on the way to my bed I slipped on a lose board it slid back revealing a cd.

"What the hell!" I declared I threw some clothes on and pulled the board up everything was there pictures of HIM and even the CD he gave me.

"Oh, my God Edward why?" I thought outloud pulling the items out.

For someone who said that he didn't love me anymore why the hell did he put some of the things he gave me under my floor boards.

Then it dawned on me he did love me he did still care it was because I was different HUMAN!!!

Was why we couldn't be together anymore.

I never wanted to be more different than now I ran to my phone dialing the Manwicks home number.

"H...hello." A voice said lazily.

"Selene?"

"Yeah." she yawned.

"Can I come over?"

"It's 2 o'clock Bella will your dad let you?"

"Let me ask?" I ran downstairs the cordless in my hand.

Luckily he was still awake.

"Dad Selene is alone at the Manwick Manor they're out of town for the weekend on a family hunting trip Selene's really scared to be alone can I go over there?"

He looked at the time and looked back at me.

"Isabella Maria Swan it is 2 o'clock on a Friday night why didn't you do this earlier?"

"She just called." I whispered.

"I didn't hear the phone ring."

"It rang once." I replied I sounded like I was lying I hope he didn't notice.

"I guess, the girls been through alot i'll let this slide once okay? Tell her to come over tomorrow when you wake up."

"Yes, sir." I packed Edwards gifts to me, some clothes, and jetted down the stairs to my truck the directions she gave me where easy to follow unlike me Selene had a great scence of direction.

"Hey there Izzy what's up?" She was the only one to call me Izzy i don't know why but I liked it.

Selene was in a purple silk nightgown with her long hair in a messy bun she wore a pair of pink bunny slippers I knew she was pretty but even without the make up and expensive clothes she still was gorgous.

"Edward is Hot!" She laughed as we sat on a palit we made in front of the giant fireplace in the livingroom.

We were looking through the old pictures she blew the dust off of a few of them.

"I know." I giggled turning red from coughing on doritos.

"I miss Art." She moaned turning on her stomach to gaze at the dancing fire.

"You miss him?" SHe asked turning on her back looking at the ceiling.

"Yeah all the time." I whispered.

"I can't deal with Art being gone for a weekend I don't think I'd survive months without him." She sighed.

"Bella do you think Edward's going to come back?"

"No, well I don't know I'm confused now about it."

"I hope..." She let out a loud yawn she rubbed her eyes.

"Lets go to bed oh, by the way Charlie wants to see you tomorrow."

She pushed a knob and the room went black.

"Come back to me my angel." I whispered to myself as a prayer.

I missed him so much and needed him I was so damn miserable and finding the pictures proves that he still loves me at least I hoped so.

That night I had a dream I was wearing a black dress and I was in a graveyard only a few people were there; there heads were down like in a pray, but when they looked up they had no faces or noses NOTHING!!!

It was weird because next thing I know it i'm running through the woods screaming, "notd od ti!"

The next sene of my dream was me looking down this ledge and jumping ME JUMPING WHAT THE HELL!!!

"Izzy are you okay?" Selene said carrying a bowl of cereal into the living room.

She was fully dressed her hair was straightned and she had only some black eyeliner on ,she looked concerned.

"Uh, yeah...I'm fine I guess." I said slowly getting up what the hell did I dream it was so weird.

"Izzy what were you saying dont do it?" She asked sitting on the couch.

"I said that?" "Yeah in pig latin it was kind of creepy."

. "I'm going to go to Charlie's in a few I'm just going to eat do you want to come or no?"

" I'll go with you Selene." I smiled getting a bowl myself.

SELENE POV

I woke up at 6 in the morning the sun had just peaked throught the trees Bella was fast asleep as she hogged all the covers.

Art was going to be home at 2 in this afternoon I loved him so much and hoped that before we graduated he'd actually turn me.

Though I knew he would when I turned 18 I hated my life who I was without him hell without THEM!!!

I'd kill myself from depression I had nothing good in my life anymore except him.

Sitting comfortably on the edge of the tub the blade slid smoothly across my thigh blood raced down luckily the rag caught up to it before it hit the marbled title.

I had to get ready to talk to charlie I put a band-aid from my purse on my cut and then hooked up my straightener.

I closed my eyes my heart rate calmed, and I became relaxed I hated not being around Art or his family I felt weak unsafe and the only, only thing I knew that would calm me down was taking up bad habits again.

AN: I hope you liked it sorry I had to make sure It was perfect.