A/N Hello! I wanted to make myself clear on something here. Bella does love her husband. If she just jumped right in the sack with Edward the first time they were alone together, she wouldn't be such a great person. It takes a lot to cheat on someone you love, and Bella has some serious stuff to deal with before she can just hop on top… (LOL) That being said, THANKS SO MUCH for the reviews, and please keep them coming. The more reviews, the faster the chapters come… I am feeling the Christmas spirit today, and if I can get 10 reviews for this chapter by 5, I will post chapter 5 tonight.

I silently ate my Chinese takeout on the expensive rug on my sitting room floor. Edward was beside me, eating wonton soup. I couldn't help but smile to myself. Jasper and I had never eaten anywhere outside of the kitchen. I'd one suggested a picnic in the bedroom, and he scoffed at me. He was never for changing his routine. He wanted to eat dinner at the table, and he never ate while watching TV.

I looked up at Edward, and smiled. He was watching food network. I had enjoyed watching that channel for years, and was never able to watch when Jasper was home. It warmed my heart to see that he liked watching cooking shows. It was a common like for us, something I rarely shared with Jasper.

Edward was barefoot, hit tie was loosened, and hung lazily around his neck. He had propped himself up against the couch, and was quietly commentating about the meal that the cook was preparing on the television. It comforted me that we could be this close and comfortable together. It was like we'd been meeting here for years, having lunch together, while my husband was away at work.

I frowned to myself and looked down at my wedding band. It was expensive, and too elaborates for my tastes. Jasper wanted to have the best of things, and always chose to buy them for me as well. He had never asked me what kind of rings I liked, or what kind of flowers I enjoyed. It was nice to know that Edward paid enough attention to me to know that I liked daisies. I was flattered that he'd remembered.

"I'm stuffed!" He said, bringing me back from my thoughts. He stood up and reached for my takeout box, and carried our trash to the disposal. Again, I found myself thinking that Jasper never offered to clean after we ate. He always left the table and went straight to his office, to work on whatever it was he worked on.

Edward stood in the doorway leaning on the frame. He watched me with smoldering eyes. He held two glasses of red wine in his hands. He smiled at me, and nodded for me to come over to him. My heart fluttered as I nervously toyed with my wedding band. I was so nervous. I was so unsure of what to do.

I stood up too fast, and got lightheaded, and he chuckled as I steadied myself. "Maybe you don't need wine…" he teased.

I gave him a dirty look, and he smiled that big toothy grin that always sent shocks through my system. "I'm fine; I just stood up too fast!" I said, grinning back at him. I slowly made my way across the room to him, watching my feet travel the distance. I hesitated just in front of him, and he handed me my glass. I took it from him, and bit my lip as I looked into the glass for the confidence I needed. He lifted my chin with his index finger, and looked into my eyes. He held my gaze for a moment, and sighed.

"Bella, you have no idea how amazing you are. You are a very beautiful woman. You're sexy as hell too." He said, brushing his fingertip across my lip. "Too bad you're not smart…" he said with a playful smirk.

I scoffed at him, and playfully popped his hand, scolding him. I met his eyes, and furrowed my brow. "I'm not smart. I do some of the dumbest things." I said, biting my lip.

"Such as?" He asked. I pointed to him, and back to myself. Then I raised my left hand and wiggled my ring finger. He caught my hand before I dropped it back to my side, and kissed the back. "Bella, you deserve so much more." He said, and turned my hand over, palm side up. "You deserve to laugh until your sides ache." He kissed my fingertips one by one. "You deserve companionship." He kissed the center of my palm. "You deserve romance…" he kissed my wrist. My body shook from the closeness to him, the contact that I'd hungered for. He gently bit my wrist. "You deserve ecstasy." I gasped as his teeth grazed my tender flesh, and his breath washed over my skin. He pulled me to him, and pulled my hand up and placed it on his shoulder. I could hear my heart drumming in my ears, and I could feel dormant needs in my body start to awaken. He sat his glass down, and did the same with mine, and took my free hand into his own. He laced our fingers together, and brought our joined hands to his chest, to rest just over his heart. "I've loved you for years Bella. I come here every weekend, and pretend to be interested in Jasper's talks. I watch you; I know you watch me too. You fidget with your sweatpants and tank tops when I come over." He said, and leaned down and whispered into my ear, "but when your shirt rides up, and I see your little back, or god forbid that sexy little belly, it's all I can do, " he put his hands on my hips and pulled me into him, "to keep from stripping you down, and showing you how hard you make me."

I moaned at the feel of his erection against my belly, and my body was completely awake for the first time in months. My center burned for his touch, and my lips ached for his kiss. His words made me hotter than I had ever been, and I knew there would be no stopping this time. This was real, and it was about to happen.

I fisted my hands in his disheveled hair, and kissed his throat as he licked and bit at my neck. He snatched at my blouse, exposing my collarbones to his kisses. Buttons flew as the material gave way, and I yearned for more. The stubble on his chin chafed my breasts as he devoured my collarbones. He drove his hands up my waist and into my blouse, and cupped my breasts. He quickly unsnapped the front clasp on it, exposing me to him. My breathing grew ragged and I clawed at his shirt, desperate for the skin on skin contact that my body needed. I threw my head back in ecstasy when he pulled one of my nipples into his mouth, and flicked it with his tongue. His shirt finally gave way, and I started for his belt. I franticly searched for the buckle, and grew frustrated when I couldn't find it. He spun me around, and backed me into the wall. He shoved his knee between my legs spreading me for him, and I grinded myself on his leg, begging for friction. He pulled my top over my head, and snatched my bra from my arms. He pulled my pencil skirt up to hip level, exposing the tops of my thigh high stockings that he had admired this morning. He shoved my legs open as wide as he could with me still standing, and bent down to his knees. My eyes rolled back into my head as he pulled my panties down my legs. He gripped my ass in his hands, and licked and kissed at my clit. It only took a few seconds to send the first wave of pleasure through my body, and I screamed his name when it hit.

A/N OK PEOPLE! Was this what you wanted? So I stopped a little early, but damn, what do you expect? If you want more, you gotta give me a little something back. REVIEW IT BABY!