This was one of my favorite chapters to write. It was like I was really them. Well, just read and you'll know what I'm talking about.
Chapter 4
Thoughts
Mimi's POV
I opened my eyes to see that I wasn't in my pink room. So of course I blinked a couple of more times to finally realize that I was in Tai's room. I felt my heat rise up and down without my doing. I slowly moved my head up and saw Tai sleeping like a little baby. I smiled. He looks so at peace when he sleeps like that. I continued to watch him sleep as I let my mind wonder to when I first came in to now. I didn't know how it all started but all I remember is that I was telling him about Sora, then after that, I have no clue. A few minutes, or an hour, later, the phone rang. And now. I wonder if anyone came in and heard us. Probably Kari did when she came in. Tai shifted a little towards me and continued to sleep. I heard my name once or twice. I didn't know. I moved up and gently kissed him. "I love you so much, Taichi. And nothing's going to change that. Not now. Not ever." I whispered to him. He smiled in his sleep. Probably thinking about food again. I looked back at his face and I noticed, no, wanted something from him that I wanted for a long time now. A child. I wanted a family with Tai. I knew that he would be a great and wonderful father to the child. Because he is a great and wonderful big brother to Kari. I looked back at Tai's face and saw that his eyes were opened.
Tai's POV
When I woke up, I noticed Mimi starring at me with a far away look. That's when I noticed that I didn't know that smile that she had on. I gave her a puzzled look and Mimi shook her head. That's my girl. She knows everything that I think. Sometimes it's hard for me to know because she sometimes has a new look on. Like the one now. I sat up in the bed and pulled Mimi next to me. "Hey love. What's that expression called?" I asked her as Mimi snuggled up on me. Some guys don't like to snuggle with there love one right after they have sex. But I do. I never get tired from hugging up with Mimi. Mimi smiled and just rested her head on my chest. It was always like this. We wake up, I sit up and pull Mimi next to me, and I ask a stupid question that later gets answered. "I was just thinking about you. Me. Our future." Mimi told me. I looked at her with a questionable look in my eyes. I wonder if we would be this happy in love after we get married. I wanted a family with this same girl ever since the night we said 'I love you'. I guess she was thinking the same thing before I woke up. "Hey, Mimies?" I whispered. All I got from her was a nod. "You know what I want? A family. With you." I told her and watched as she lifted her head and looked at me in my eyes. I could tell that she was searching for the truth and that's what she got. "Are you saying...that you want to have a family? With me being the mother?" I saw that she was about to cry for joy when I nodded my head yes. She threw herself into my open arms. I stroked her honey brown hair softly and just smiled at her. "I was just thinking the same thing too. But the only thing wrong with this picture is that we're young and that we're not married." Mimi said. I looked at her with my famous goofy smile. "Those are true but who cares. Okay, maybe our parents. But it's not their choice. It's ours. We both know that we're young and not married. But that doesn't matter. As long as we love each other, nothing can stop us from doing what we want. We'll get a job and move into an apartment. And until you give birth to our first child, I'll work. Everything will turn out fine. Believe that." I felt Mimi cry into my chest and nod her head. She leaned up and we kissed again; sealing what we just said. Very soon, Mimi and I will become a family. And maybe have the first child out of the group.
Matt's POV
I called, and called for what felt like days. Why? Why didn't Sora pick up? I was beginning to worry. I walked back into my room and picked up my guitar and started to play. Every time that I played a song, my mind always found its way to Sora. I silently cursed to myself, placed my guitar back in its carrier, and flopped onto my bed. Sora's face kept on popping up in my head today. Nothing that I did made me forget her. Every look that she ever gave me came fresh into view. I knew that I loved her. But was it the same love that both Mimi and Tai shared? That was the confusing part of the whole thing. But one thing I knew, Sora didn't feel the same why about me. Tai always tells me once we're away from Mimi and Sora that Sora does love me. I don't know. Maybe she loves me like a brother. I rolled onto my side and saw the most beautiful picture that Sora every took. I'm not saying that none of the other pictures was bad. None of them was bad. I just loved that one the most. I smiled when the memory came rushing by. That's was it! I had to get Sora to speak to me. I got up and dialed her number again. Hopefully this time she'll answer. No answer...again. I sighed and put the phone on the hook and walked back to my bed. Just maybe I get her tomorrow. But the only face that will hunt me forever is when I hurt her. Her face never changes. The same sadness, hurt, and anger all rolled up in one. I never want to see that same face because I did something wrong. And starting from now, I'll make sure I don't.
Sora's POV
I watched as the caller id said that I've missed 5 calls from Matt. I just couldn't pick up. Everything that Matt did to hurt me came flooding back like a title wave. All those times. All those sorries. I just can't go through that again. I backed away from the phone and headed for the couch. My thoughts went back to his concert. I thought I would be over it by now. But with all these rumors going around saying that Matt and Rachel are going out, what was I suppose to do? I had a good feeling that it was true. He has been hanging out with Rachel more than me lately since the concert. I lay down on the couch and curled up into a ball. I haven't been talking to the gang like I used to. Mimi came over to see how I was. Before I knew what happened, I just cried on her shoulder. I need to cry, I guess. Just crying on someone that I could trust. I turned on the TV and played a tape that I had on since yesterday. It was my 5th birthday and Matt, Tai, Mimi, Kari, and T.K were all there. My mom actually taped the part where Matt first played his guitar and Tai, Mimi, and I sang together. I continued watching it as fresh tears fell from my eyes. But what made this taping even more special was the gift that Matt gave me. It was a little ring that held a sapphire and ruby diamonds on it. He told me to take a closer look in it and I did. A small picture of us was inside both rubies. I never lost that ring. It was like a token of our friendship. But now...I'm not sure if our friendship is going to last. I paused it when it was just Matt and I. He put the topping of my cake on my noise because I put it on his cheek. I sat up on my couch and choked on a lump in my throat. Why am I like this in the first play? Crying at the mere mention of Matt's name. I knew that I loved Matt ever since he put that friendship ring on my left ring finger. But sill... That doesn't mean that I'll cry every time Matt hurts me. Okay, I did cry every time we get in an argument that we had. It's because it hurts. I walked into the kitchen and got a bottle of water. I looked next to the bottle and saw Matt's favorite soda, coke. I remembered that he'd just come over to get the soda and hang out with me. Well, no more! I placed a steady hand on the soda but quickly pulled away. Why? Why can't I throw it away? It's like if I did, then...then I'll be throwing away apart of me. But I had to. If I didn't, how would I move on? I can't. I'm like Mimi; I love Matt with my whole life. I can't take him out my life. But I sure cannot talk to him for the rest of my life. With one last look at the coke, I closed the refrigerator door and walked to my room, totally forgetting my water. More memories to face in my room that somehow or dealt with Matt. "Stupid Matt." I sighed, whipping away the last reminders of tears from my already redden and puffy eyes. Slowly, I walked into my room and sat on my bed, looking at all the pictures of Matt and me. I lay down on my bed, closed my eyes, hoping and praying that I wouldn't dream about Matt again. I don't want to cry again. Not now.
I wonder what's going to happen in the next chapter (even though I already know ). Review please!