Eternity is forever

A/N I do not own anything CH and AB do.

Chapter 4

I studied the picture of my babies for a little while longer. My eyes began to droop and I knew I was ready for bed. I shut out the light and fell asleep with visions of my babies.

DREAM

"Your getting so big lover" a sexy voice drift around me as a tall, broad, blonde man stepped out of the shadows and into the light. He was beautiful to behold and part of me ached at his beauty. I had an odd feeling stirring within me and an urge to run to this god and hold him.

"Do I know you?" I asked puzzled.

"What does your heart tell you? Does it not yearn to be close to me, to have me hold you and kiss away your fears?" He sang.

"Yes but I don't understand" I said tears pooling in my eyes.

"Don't cry lover. Your mind may not know me but your soul does and it's crying out to mine begging me to come to you" he crooned. He was circling me now and I could feel puffs of cold air now and again brush across my neck.

"Please help me" I say.

"In good time I will. Do not trust anyone. Some from the past is following you. Wants retribution. I won't let them. As long as you can feel me nothing is lost. I'm waiting for you, always waiting. I love you" he said and the words surrounded me like a warm blanket.

END DREAM

I sat up in bed but the remnants of the dream were slipping through my fingers and soon I could not remember anything.

In the morning I was deemed healthy enough to go home and take it easy. Mrs. Harper my maid met me at the door and ushered me in and took my coat.

"My dears are you ok? I was worried out of my mind. I'm so glad you called yesterday to tell me what was going on. I hadn't heard from you since Friday just before I left for the day. Do you still not remember anything?" She asked while giving me a hug.

"Some. The last week is still blank but everything else is good" I said.

"Well that's good. Anna you need friends" she said.

"No I don't I have you" I answered.

"Besides me. That's why I was disappointed when you took the home courses for your BA. You need to get out, make friends, etc" she said.

"NO. I don't like touching, hugging, sharing you know that. I can't be around people they may expect that after a while. I like being alone and soon I'll have two little one's to keep me company" I said.

"Anna be reason...Did you say two?" She looked baffled.

"Yes twins, see" I said holding up the 3d-ultrasound picture.

"Their beautiful darling, I'm so happy for you" she gushed. She stepped forward and I stepped back. I wasn't big on PDA's.

"Right, well I'll go start on supper" she said a little hurt.

I went up to the spare rooms and thought about knocking down more walls to make two rooms with a bathroom in between. When the contractor showed up I ran the idea by him and he seemed pleased. HE said he'd run numbers and such and get back to me by the end of the week. After I was alone again I lay on my bed and searched the Internet for baby items; I bought a few things from

Country French Crib 1499.00

Panda Crib 1,159.00 reminds me of a ship

Sorrento Organic Bedding 736.00

Sailor Boy Bedding 269.00

Custom Heritage Ottoman 298.00

Romance Lace Rug 565.00

Sorrento Sheets qty 4 76.00ea

Duvet 230.00

Mattress qty 2 280.00 ea

Vanity Stool 1046.00

Deluxe Glider 419.00

Ottoman 129.00

Pad Cover qty 4 20.00ea

French Rose Vanity 2528.00

Country French Changer 1650.00

Custom Heritage Glider 619.00

Country French Armoire 2900.00

French Rose Night Stand 1266.00

Country French Bookcase 1399.00

French Rose Dresser 3622.00

Panda Nightstand 499.00

Panda Armoire 1429.00

Panda Dresser 1099.00

Panda Change Kit 319.00

Panda Swivel Bookcase 919.00

Standard Eyelet Dust Ruffle 46.00

Lil Sailor Lamp 142.00

Nautical Rug 139.00

Victorian Pink Lamp 80.00

Grand Total 27,723.10

I felt exhausted so I fell asleep thinking of the twins.

TBC