Falling Stars part 4

Sam closed the club early, and made sure all her staff got home ok by ordering taxi's for them, she opened the door for Chelsea when her taxi arrived and waved her off, she then re-entered the club and locked the doors, she sat on one of the bar stools, with her head in her hands, Phil stood behind her, wondering how she had turned into this.

'you ok?' Phil asked touching her shoulder, she pushed him away, she got up and went behind the bar, she got herself a glass and put herself some vodka in it, she downed it, then got herself another, but just as she was about to drink it Phil got up and moved to where she was standing, he took the glass from her, and put it on the table, all Sam could do at this point was stare at him, she was vulnerable, and she needed someone to love her, and she knew that he was the person standing in front of her.

'drinking is not the answer, you need to get some sleep.' Phil said, Sam looked at him again, realizing he was right, but not wanting to show it, she then turned into her usual nasty self again, and let rip.

'what the hell has it got to do with you, I will do what I want, just get out Phil, and leave me alone.' she said, she picked up the glass and downed the second shot, knowing that it was what Phil asked her not to do. She then walked to the door and unlocked it signaling for Phil to leave. Phil sighed and walked to the door, he then got out his card and put it in Sam's hand, she looked at it, wondering what he expected her to do.

'I'm not giving up that easily, on you or Kyle.' he said smiling, she looked at him again, all the anger inside her just faded away, and she just wanted to be with him forever, but she couldn't do it to Stuart.

Phil could see that she was confused about her feelings, so he moved his lips slowly to hers, she responded by kissing him back, and dropping the card that had his phone number on it to the floor, he started running his hands through her hair and he gently put his tongue in her mouth, she started to kiss him a little faster now as she knew what she wanted, and it was Phil.

He pushed her backwards and sat her on one of the tables in the club and started to move his hands up her legs, as she wrapped them around his waist, she started to kiss his neck and began unbuttoning his shirt, but just as he was about to remove her hot pants she pushed him away, not knowing why she did it she just moved away from him and stood near the bar, beginning to cry. Phil walked over to her and put his arms around her, she fell against his body and he held her their, he didn't want to let her go, he loved her.

'hey, don't cry, I'm sorry, I should have never kissed you, you're with Stuart now, it was wrong, I'm sorry, I'll go.' he said, pulling away from her, she just looked at him, she felt lost, she didn't know what she wanted anymore, she had to stay with Stuart because of Kyle, but she wanted Phil so much.

'I don't want you to go' Sam said wiping away the tears, Phil looked at her again, wondering what she was thinking.

'what do you mean?' he said moving towards her again, she didn't look at him, she stayed silent, Phil put his hand under her chin and gently raised her head to make her look into his eyes, she had really got herself into a mess now she thought.

'I still love you.' she whispered to him, he kissed her again and she kissed him back, he then pulled away, she looked at him puzzled, so she tried to kiss him again, but he stopped her.

'just stop Sam, I don't want us too rush into this, not after the last time, plus I'm not after getting you into bed, I'm not like all the other men that come in this place.' he said moving a strand of hair out of her face, their lips touched again in a gentle kiss, he could feel her tears falling as he kissed her, he suddenly pulled away, she looked into his eyes, wanting more, but knowing she couldn't, so instead she put her head against his chest and he held her there, making her feel safe.

Back at the station Zain and Jo were beginning to worry as Phil still hadn't bee in touch, they didn't want to just turn up at the club just in case him and Sam were talking, but it was nearly one o'clock in the morning and they were still sat in CID waiting around, and Jo was beginning to get wound up, so she took her anger out on Zain.

'when I get my hands on Phil I'm going to ring his neck!' Jo shouted as Zain laughed, but he stopped as she looked at him not amused, he was about to speak but she started ranting again.

'honestly, we have been sat here for the past three hours like lemons, and he's off to a strip club with his ex girlfriend talking about the past and how much he wants her back, well he's going to wish he'd stayed with her all along when I see him later!' she said as Zain smirked, he kept looking at his mobile wondering when it was going to ring, he knew it wouldn't be anytime soon, he just didn't want to tell Jo that.

'I'm sure he wont be long Jo' he said smiling.

'what happens now?' Phil said kissing Sam on the top of the head and pulling away to look into her eyes, she looked at him, not quite knowing the answer.

'I will arrange for you to meet up with me and Kyle, but Stuart cannot find out.' she said still staying put in his arms.

'why are you so scared of him, he's a wuss, what's he going to do if he finds out?' Phil asked smugly, Sam laughed at him, Phil smiled realizing she hadn't really looked this happy since he had finally found her.

'I cant just leave him Phil, I love him, and I am going to marry him.' she said but instantly regretted it when she saw how hurt Phil was.

'you said that you still loved me five minutes ago, make your mind up Sam, it's me or him!' Phil shouted at her angrily, she didn't give him an answer, so he turned away, and left the club…..