Summary: Piss, find out for yourself.

Pairing: AkuRoku

Disclaimer: I don't own it, only the messed up story.

Warning: M- language, sexual situations, violence- lots of violence, gay boys, (mayberape).

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FUCKING chapter... I don't give a shit anymore four.

Axel screamed and grasped his head. He realized he was being pretty fucking stupid about all of this. Where was his head those days ago, when he let that little blonde god walk out the door? Without a good scare, either. What if that little shit was a cop lover? All it takes is one mistake. The kid seemed harmless enough.

The guard only became worried after Axel went silent, rocking back and forth, and biting his fingernails. The tall guard bent down, level with Axel. Axel pushed him back with medium force, irritated by the closeness.

"I'm going out. Be back soon," he whispered, heading for the exit from his bedroom. He paused for a moment, his hand resting on the doorknob. He was starting to question himself and that was wrong. Axel is a man of do-not-think. It was his philosophy with every good looking guy he'd met, and it seemed to work out fine.

Axel pictured the little blonde's terrified face again. The blonde's big blue eyes staring at Axel. His little mouth open slightly. Absolute terror etched in his face. He had to find that little shit. He wanted that kid way more than he favored his health. His health lost out a lot lately, and Axel didn't want his health getting its hopes up. Just thinking about it made Axel feel slightly uncomfortable under the guard's gaze. The red head was never good at hiding his 'problems down there.' Axel took off without glancing back.

Axel was rollin' in style. At least that's what he always said, anytime there was someone near by he could annoy. Axel's expensive sunglasses did well to cover up most of his tattoos, his tight green shirt complimented his red hair, and the leather pants were... tight black leather pants. The only thing he had on his mind was that blonde boy, whose name he didn't even know. He was starting to feel something tight in his chest, on of those feelings he should tell his guard about before he had an attack. He had no idea how to find the little shit anyways, but with the information he searched for, surely the kid was in a homeless shelter or on the street. So for the first time in Axel's nineteen years on the Earth, he held his breath and stepped in a homeless shelter. But before he could even speak, he was quickly kicked out- by a fucking hobo. How embarrassing. Axel wasn't even sure what happened. All he knew is that a hobo caused him to land on his ass in public, and scuffed up his leather pants. His control was fleeting. He grabbed onto the stupid handle and ripped it off. Oops. The hobos all stared and someone rushed over and asked him to leave. Axel stared at her stupid outfit and squinted at her nametag.

"Well, Irina, go fuck yourself!" he said with a nauseously sing-song voice. The girl's jaw dropped as she attempted to slam the broken door shut in Axel's face and cried. Axel cackled and ran before the cops arrived.

He wandered around for hours, more irritated when the seconds ticked on a near by person's watch. It must have been four hours before the sun started to go down that he saw the dumbass. The blonde was standing on the street corner begging for food. This would have disgusted Axel if he didn't want to bang his little brains out right now. The young boy's eyes were glazed over. His cheek had a gash that sent anger spiraling through Axel. Who dare touch that pretty little face. No one would harm him, no one. Axel half-smiled and stepped forward, removing his sunglasses to look right into the blonde's face. He reached out to touch his cheek.

"What is your name?" Axel asked, dropping three hundred dollars in his little cup.

The boy's jaw dropped as he flinched away, whispering, "Roxas."

Axel looked deep into those big blue eyes. Roxas stared at him with gratitude. Axel was going insane. Little knives attacked his stomach. The devil on his shoulder whispered unholy things in his ears. No one ever looked at him with those eyes. It was too much to bear.

"Come here," he commanded, whisking them away to a very dark space between two brick buildings. A dim street light kicked on, and Axel stared at him silently. By now he couldn't take it. Axel burned inside. He forcefully grabbed the boy's face and kissed him so hard, blood dripped off his lips. Roxas' face changed from gratitude to something Axel couldn't place. He stared at Axel trying to pull away, "Stop… I… I don't...."

Axel smiled and reached down, grabbing something hard.

"This says otherwise... my naughty little hobo," Axel purred in his ear.

Roxas' face turned crimson as he shook his head and tried to move away, but Axel pinched him. Roxas cried out in pain. Axel was grinning.

"Be a good boy, and there won't be any problems," Axel laughed ripping the boy's pants off. Axel was almost feeling bored at this point. He didn't even gasp or try to scream anymore. He just sat lifelessly staring into the sky. Axel said nothing as he removed his own pants, rubbing and touching every little part of Roxas. Axel kissed him, but the lifelessly lips made him feel limp. He balled his fist and punched him in the side.

"Kiss. Me. Back." he hissed into Roxas' ear, "Lifeless shits aren't fun to fuck. If you don't at least pretend to like it… well, you like having two arms don't you?" Axel whipped a pocket knife from his pants and smiled. He placed the blade on the dagger on Roxas' gash reopening the wound.

Tears welled in Roxas' eyes, dripping into his mouth. The blood dripped to his neck, Axel smiled and whispered; "Now that's better isn't it?" Axel kissed him hard, and to his surprise, Roxas kissed back. Axel reached to his neck and licked the blood off, sucking on his neck. Axel stared at his face, blood on both of their lips, and laughed.

After a few minutes Axel chuckled and commanded, "Lie on your back little Roxas. I want to see what kind of faces you make." Axel giggled maniacally as he forced himself into the blonde. Roxas cried out and soon after blacked out.

"How boring," said the red head, grabbing a handful of his blonde hair, and tugged it violently. Naturally, some chunks went with it.

"Well," said Axel, "At least you weren't bad, in fact, I want more…." He playfully slapped Roxas in the face, regardless of the fact that the young boy had passed out.

What am I going to do with this boy? Taking him home was tempting, but unlikely. Carrying over his shoulder would be the most convenient way, but he would probably get caught by some cops claiming they smell semen.

"FUCKKKK" roared Axel, hitting himself hard enough in the head to feel slightly dizzy. He was feeling stupid lately. Chasing after some boy, he needed to focus on the business, and the business meant catching retards that though they could overtake Axel.

Axel stared for a long moment at the half naked blonde, and shook his head. He was starting to crave the young boy again.

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erm well. Sorry for the rape scene it was fun to write but aw now I feel bad. Poor Roxas! OMG what will happen next guys!!!!11

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