Alright, here is chapter 4. I left you on a cliffie last time. So, here is a little reminder:

We continued talking for the entire class. I didn't say a word about my kiss, though it was all I thought about.

The day came to an end quickly enough. I waited outside for Alice to arrive. Of course, I had to wait with my dad. So, I concentrated on translating different texts into Arabic.

"What are you hiding from me?"

"Nothing, Edward!" Alice saved me then, and pulled up in her yellow Porsche. "I'll be back later, Ed. Love ya!"

When we were far away from Viewmonte, Alice asked me,

"How was the kiss?"

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I looked at my aunt, terrified, embarrassed. I blushed, and began talking too quickly for humans to understand.

"I didn't mean, he kissed me…I just…I do love Jacob…but Connor is cute…no, that's not what I…Oh Aunty Alice, help me!" I started crying and leaned on her shoulder. We were in the mall parking lot now. Alice stroked my thick, golden curls, comforting me.

"Oh, honey, I know. Do you like him?"

"No! Of course not! I love Jake!"

"I know you love Jake…you kind of have to…but do you like Connor? At all?" I looked at the ground, so embarrassed of what I knew my answer was.

"Yes I do," I started crying harder. "I do, but I don't want to. And then he kissed me, and now I like him more and oh, Aunty Alice, what do I do?" She seemed deep in thought for a few moments. I watched her through tear-stricken eyes.

"Ness, I can tell how much you like this boy…and you just met him. I can see you will be hanging out with him more and more. But I can't see you explaining to your father that you have a boyfriend other than Jake…And I can't even begin to think how your mother will react," I looked at her. That wasn't exactly reassuring. But he would still hang out with me. Connor and I would be friends, at the very least. I reached my hand up to Alice's cheek. Do you see anything else? I asked her, silently.

"Well, I see you holding hands, secretly, under the lab table in biology, but that's subject to change, of course. Everything keeps changing, because you can't decide," She wrapped me in her arms in a sweet hug. The tears continuously flowed down my cheeks. They were hot.

"Do you still want to go shopping?" Aunty Alice asked me. I shook my head.

"Sorry, Aunty, I know I'm ruining your fun," I said to her. But she was dialing someone on her new cell phone. Who? I asked her, silently. She mouthed Aunt Rosie to me, and then Rosalie picked up.

"Hello?"

"Rose, it's Alice. Do you want to come down to the Viewmonte Cinema?"

"Well, I'm kind of busy…"

"Okay, well get un-busy, and go to the Cinema right away!" Alice hung up without waiting for a reply. She turned to me, "Are you up for a movie?" I sighed and nodded my head.

At the Cinema, we all watched in silence. I didn't really pay attention. It was some stupid comedy that little kids and their fathers enjoy. Not three young women on a school night. Afterward, we sat at a little table inside the theatre building and talked.

"Alice, why are we here?" Asked Rose impatiently. Alice turned to me. I reached my hand up and touched Rosalie's cheek. I showed her the kiss between me and Connor. Her eyes became wide and frightened. Then she seemed amused.

"Only Edward's child could fall for a human!" She actually laughed. Alice hit her.

"She doesn't know what to do, Rose! It would be helpful to be at list a little bit sympathetic!" Aunty Alice reprimanded. Aunt Rosie looked at me and so that I was genuinely upset. She managed a small smile and said to me,

"So, do you love this boy more than Jacob?" Rose had never really been a huge fan of Jacob. Neither the "dog" nor "Blondie" had ever been particularly fond of each other. I was sure that Rose may have been secretly rooting for Connor.

When I didn't answer, Rosalie continued,

"You can choose whom ever you want, Ness. You know that. But don't make the wrong decision to please your parents. Do what feels right to you," she stopped and let me think. I grabbed her hand, and silently, I told her that I didn't like being a teenager. Rose laughed, and was about to reply when her phone rang.

"Yes, Edward!…Yes, Alice and Renesmee are here…YES, we are fine!…No, I don't know if she's hiding something but maybe she wouldn't have to hide things if you didn't start overreacting!...Good-bye, Edward!" I didn't bother to listen to my father's responses to my aunt. I had the general idea of what they were. I sighed and rested my head on my aunt's shoulder. Then, as we got up to leave, three boys walked into the theatre.

"Nessie?" one boy with beautiful blonde hair and green eyes called. I looked up to see Connor smiling and waving.

"Connor! Hi! How are you?" I asked him, blushing a little. My aunts quickly said they would wait in the car, and left giggling like teens.

"I'm great! Haha, long time no see, right?"

"Right, so what movie are you going to see?" He answered and we continued talking. I wasn't really even hearing everything he said, just responding, but I sure heard when he asked,

"So, is your boyfriend here?" I was shocked, my eyes growing wide.

"No," I stated, "Jake is not in town this week." He wasn't getting more than that out of me.

"Oh," was his reply. "Well, the movie is about to start, so I'm gonna head in! I'll talk to you later, okay?"

"Yeah," I said and I turned to leave. I was so happy to see him, yet so angry he asked about Jacob. I got in the car without saying a word.

"So…" Alice prompted me.

"So, nothing. We talked. But he knows about Jacob, so it doesn't matter, anyways. He'll never ask me out," I sighed and sat with my head against the cool glass window of the Porsche.

I closed my eyes and thought about kissing Connor. Of course, I didn't realise when we reached the house. My father stormed outside.

"Who is that boy, Renesmee Carlie Cullen?"

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