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Next Day . . .
Brooke parked her car in her usual spot, she was ready for this, ready to be Brooke Davis! She glided
through the front doors of the school, she held her head high, she knew she had to do this for herself.
She didn't want to be broken anymore, she wanted to be the old Brooke Davis again, the one who couldn't
be broken, the player, the heartbreaker.
"Hey Brooke, you look good today, guessing you feel slightly better about the whole triangle thing,
Hayley told me about it all, I'm sorry about it all by the way." Nathan asked.
"You know Nate, I can't let myself be broken all the time, it doesn't suit me, I'm fine really, I'm fine"
she lied.
"I'm happy for you Brooke, I just hope it keeps up, seriously if you want I'll pound Lucas's ass to the ground."
"Nate you know as well as I do, he's not worth it. . ." The reason was she still loved him, but she
wasn't going to go around telling anyone, it was her little secret, one of many people didn't know.
At lunch Brooke went and sat with Bevin and the rest of the cheerleaders. They weren't close friends
but she still called them friends, they were more gossipy and bitchy but she used to be like that, she used to be the
number one bitch. She would need to be around these people much more if she wanted to be the old Brooke
Davis. She knew she could do it but she wanted it to happen then and there.
After lunch she was walking down an empty corridor and there he stood at his locker, her heart jumped a beat
as it used to when she used to see him but she was just nervous now she didn't know what to do, so she propped
her head up and strode on by.
"Brooke. . I. . I. . "
" Lucas don't, don't you dare, you lost the right to speak to me when you started seeing Peyton behind
my back" she yelled.
"Brooke, I'm just so sorry."
"Well Lucas you know it doesn't matter if your sorry or not, it hurts all the same." The tears started
welling up again she just turned and walked briefly away.
Lucas again only looked down to his feet, he had screwed up big time with Brooke, why did he ever
go with Peyton, yes he liked her but he wasn't sure he liked more. He loved the girl behind the red
door, the brunette with the perfect dimpled smile, the deep brown eyes, or was it the curly blonde,
with the ocean blue eyes, he didn't know but he needed to find out, he needed to find out whom he wanted and loved.
Brooke's little run in with Lucas had made her unsteady for the day. She was glad when the bell
sounded after last class. She couldn't wait to get home. She didn't want to be alone but she needed
to be alone, she needed to think about what she felt and the only way to get the thoughts away were
to think of them and this would hopefully dismiss them from her mind.
She dived onto her bed, she was ready to just have a quiet night in, just think about everything. But
she had a better idea, she would look through a box of photos and memories of Lucas and Peyton.
"Me and Lucas at the beach"
FLASHBACK
"Hey Luke, you want to go for a swim Broody?"
"No pretty girl I just want to sit here with you and talk."
" What about?"
" Cheery I've got something to say and I don't know if you're going to like it, Brooke, I Love You"
"Aww Broody I Love you too"
END OF FLASHBACK
I can't do this it's too hard, the tears started again, god she had to stop this, how could she let a boy
do this to her. How? Why?
I'll go out and I'll go to the beach and I'll sit there and make a new memory, one that will remind me
how much I hate Lucas now. I do, I hate him.
When she arrived at the spot they had once told each other they loved each other, she sat in the sand
and sat reminiscing the moment, a small smirk sat upon her face and she shook her head. It was a joke
really, how he had sat there and told her he loved her and he probably later that night said the exact same
thing to Peyton.
She stood up.
"ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" she screamed out.
"I HATE THEM I REALLY DO, I HATE HIM & I HATE HER, I WILL NEVER FORGIVE THEM, THEY BROKE ME" she yelled out to the ocean. At this one single tear came running down her cheek.
"I hate them" she muttered to herself again as she fell back onto the sand.
" Friends, Boyfriends who needs them?" They'll just break you, why even try she started mumbling,
even though she missed them she knew she was better off on her own. She closed her eyes and took a
deep breath, then breathed out almost as if the memories of her and Lucas were disappearing, they were
disintegrating, she now knew that it was happening, the process of moving on, there were no more tears
strolling down her face. They were gone.
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