Kisses and Dreams

Hey guys how long has it been? I wanted to update this story really did but I couldn't find time and when I did have time I got through half of the chapter and then reread it and hated it so deleted it and tried to start over but I like this one.

Jude's POV

Connor is insistent about telling Callie about us, I told him I dind't want to tell her and since the other found out by themslves so could she, but this wan't my only reason. I didn't tell Connor this but, I am scared about how she will react, before she was always telling me not to give the bullies and foster parents anymore reasons to pick on me. And I know that was because we were living in some pretty sketchy places and now we are safe but I am scared she won't accept me. "What?" I ask after realizing Connor was talking to me.

"I said, my dad wants me home, so I have to go." He repeats himself. "What were you thinking about?" He asks me with concern.

I shake my head dismissing it, "Oh, nothing, just what I was going to wear for the Thanksgiving Dance Friday." I lie. He looks at me with doubt but doesn't press any farther, thankfully.

"Well," He say standing up from our spot on the grass. It is right below a oak tree in the back yard but also get plenty of sun. One we actually fell asleep out here together. "I have to get home if I don't want to get yelled at." He finishes and helps me up.

After we brush off the stray grass from out pants and backs we go into the kitchen holding hands. However, as soon as I see Callie, I let go of Connor's hand and pretend to mess with my hair. I look back and see Connor with a sad expression so I note to apoligise when we get to the front door.

Callie is sitting at the island, seemingly to be really invested in the website she was reading. She doesn't even look at us as we pass through. I almost think she didn't hear us enter, but right then she waves and says, "Hi." before going back to her reading.

We get through the kitchan and make it to the front door without running into anybody else surprisingly enough. When Connor shuts the front door behind him, I immediately turn to face him, "I am sorry for that but she doesn't know yet and I want to keep it that way." I expalin myself reaching for both of his hands with mine.

He takes my hands in his and sighs, "I know you want her to figure it out but, Jude, it's been three months almost four and she still has no idea. You should tell her before she figures it ou on her own and is hurt because you wouldn't tell her." He says and I know he is right but I am so nervous and scared of her reaction. What if she freaks out and hates me for it. I turn to hide my face and, feel a tear slide down my cheek and then Connor's thumb brush it away. He then softky takes my chin in his strong hand and turns my face to his once again. "We can do it together, but she needs to know soon." He says and I throw my arms around his neck and nod.

We back up but just enough to look at each other. "I love you!" I say suddenly and I am shocked because while I knew I did in fact love him, I was scared to tell him.

For a minute he says nothing at all and I am scared he doesn't love me. Then he kisses me quickly and pulls away. "I love you, too" He finally says.

We draw closer to each other almost as if we are moving in slow motion. Finally our lips meet and it was fiery yet passionate, it was filled with our hunger for each other but it was also filled with love. Even though we had kissed before it seemed like the first time. It felt as if the whole world cheered for us as if fireworks and explosions went off behind us. It was perfect.

When we finally seperated we were both out of breath and I saw him smile. "I could get used to that." He stated and smiled when I started to grin. We share another kiss before he leaves and I enter the house. I shut the door behind me and slide down it with giddiness. I sit there for a few minutes before I race up the stairs to my room I used to share with Jesus before he went off to boarding school. I fall on my bed still grinningfrom ear to ear. "I'm in love." I whisper trying to believe it. "I. Am. In. Love." I state to myself again only a little louder and laugh because Ican feel the adrenaline pumping through me because of the kiss. I smile into my pillow and without realizing it I fall asleep. I dream of Connor.

Stef's POV

I walk into the house and I dawns on me that it is empty save for Jude. I remember this afternoon right before I got off.

I look down at my phone when I felt it vibrate in my pocket. Lena's face pops up and i answer it. "Hello?" I say slash ask her hoping everything is alright.

"Hey," She says in a nonchalant voice and I am glad nothing is wrong. "I just wanted to tell you when you get home, only Jude will be there."

"Why?" I ask her confused.

"Well, when i got home he was dead to the world, so I decided to let him sleep and took the others out to eat." She explains.

"Oh,okay. See you when you get home then." I reply.

"Okay, love you!" She says and kisses into the phone.

I laugh, "I love you, too" I say and do the same. We hang up and I clock out and head home.

I enter the kitchen and get a bottle of water and am fixing to go watch TV in the living room when I hear Jude scream in a panicked way.

I drop the water and sprint up the stairs. I throw open Jude's door and I find him sitting on his bed. He throws the sheets over him before I can see what's on the bed and has a scared expression on his face. I see tears streaming down his face.

"I'm sorry," He says and cowers away from me when i step towards him. "Please, I didn't mean too. It was an accident please don't punish me." He keeps saying with big tears rolling down his cheeks onto the bed.

"Buddy," I say calmly, "What happened?" I ask. He shakes his head and pulls the sheets closer and tighter to him. "Can I look?" I ask softly. Again he shakes his head. "Please?" I try once more while gently tugging on the covers. His grip loosesns and I oh so slowly pull the covers down the bed, so i don't startle him. I have the covers half way down, and he lets out a loud sob. I want to console him but instead I continue to pull the covers down.

I finish and I look at the bed. There is a huge wet spot and Jude is sitting right in the middle of it. Now I know why he is so upset. "Please," He says, "I'm didn't mean to."

"Oh, honey," I say while I sit and pull him closer to me. "It was an accident. I'm not blaming you. " I tell him. He hugs me back and we sit there for a few minutes before he calms down.

"What happened?" I ask him.

He shrugs, "I don't know." He says.

"Well, judging from your reaction this has never happened before?" I say and ask him. He shakes his head but doesn't say anything. "Okay, how about we get you out of these wet clothes and you can get a shower. Then we will watch a movie while we wait for the others to get home. Okay?" I ask him and he nods.

Well, how was that? I want this story to have Jonnor but I also want to have family moments because this is his first family since Colleen and Donald so he needs those family moments also.

Okay, in case, you didn't catch it, the reason he we the bed is because he had a wet dream about Connor. Also Jude and connor will tell Callie soon (even though she already knows) but I wanted to dwell on the kiss a little longer before that drama. Tell me what you think. Love ya!