Chapter 4
Ever since I rescue Kazumi and the other kidnap people from the store it had been hectic, the Hunter association along with local authority became involve. I could care less, I finally have Kazumi back my best friend, my first friend, two nights ago when we finally return to the hotel Kazumi had fell asleep on my back, now that three days has pass yet she still yet to wake up from her sleep, it worried me to no end.
The doctors had assured me that she is just asleep, everything was fine. From the medical perspective she may seem fine that senile old doctor, but with nen I could feel and see that she is exhausted and I couldn't do anything to help. Never in my life do I feel so helpless.
"Killua…"
"Kazumi." I look from to see that her eyes finally open. Beautiful blue orbs stare back at me; some reason my heart flutter in longing, in pain. Her gentle smile set me to easy.
"I miss you."
"I miss you too."
"Not saying it just because of the chocolate cake are you?"
"Of course not!" How could she think that I just like the chocolate cake that she bake, the delicious sweet chocolate cake, with soft and fluffy layers of cream in between they layers. Her laughter drew me out of the trance she set me in, she is teasing me. Some how it annoys me yet in a way it relieve to see that she haven't change.
"Water please?"
Cursing myself for not realizing sooner I handed her a glass and help her drink it. "What happen all those years ago?"
"My parent went out on one of their business party held by an associate of theirs, some reason all of my guard were sick or went home that day so it only left me with my new babysitter. She was new since the old one had to return home as she had family issue to settle, she was hire due to recommendation. My parent left earlier that night, eventually the guard left too or they turn in early. At mid night that babysitter let a man in my room I try calling for help but no one came the next thing I remember is waking up in some weird room. Often I find myself in a sleeping state yet I know when I was move, eventually I was able to sort of become aware in a way." Sighing deeply "I really don't understand much of anything but I became kind of adapted to it whatever it was that keep me frozen. It was scary."
I curse at my self for being such idiot it obliviously pains her; I'm such an idiot to make her cry. I did the only thing I could I pull her toward me encasing her in my arms. She cry deeply, likely the first time in all these year that she went missing, no one else seen her cry, because she is too proud to be seen weak in front of others. I love that about her.
Love? I felt like something hit me, something like the gate door on the bottom of the mountain at home. Do I love Kazumi?
Yes I love Kazumi. But to what extend, what do I love her as? As my sister? No, I certainly don't see her the same way as I see my sister, I'm not even sure if I love my sister all that much being my family the way it is.
Then what way do I love Kazumi as? As a friend? In a way I suppose but it's a different feeling from Gon, and the others.
One of the worst times that my brain could of have fell me, how could it abandon me like this stupid brain?