EPOV

"Back so soon?" I greeted my love in the doorway of our home. She had gone to Charlie's to have dinner and chat. He hadn't seen his daughter since that glorious day that was our wedding.

"It's nearly 11 o'clock." Bella stepped arched up on her toes to kiss me. She was carrying a stack of mail in her hands.

"You seem pretty popular." I pointed out the many, many letters.

"Well, they're mostly college acceptances and cards from family that couldn't make it to the wedding. Charlie insisted that I open them, there." I stepped aside and let her walk into our home. She threw the letters on an end table. "As if we needed it, we now have about three hundred dollars more than we had yesterday." We both just laughed.

I wrapped my arms around my beautiful wife. She slid her bad down her arms and it landed on the floor, all the contents spilling out. Bella gasped and tried to bend down to pick them up, but I only held her tighter.

"You seem tense, love. Are you okay?" I kissed her forehead and leaned against it.

"Mmm Hmm. I'm just exhausted, I guess." She laid her head on my chest and I started swaying and humming her lullaby.

"If you keep that up, I'll fall asleep right here." Her grip around my back had already fallen lax. I let out a soft chuckle.

"Let's get you into bed, huh." I picked her up, Bridal style, carried her into our bedroom, and set her on our bed. She kicked off her shoes and stretched out of the bed. I grabbed into the drawer and found the first pair of pajamas I put my hands on; a pair of blue/gray striped shorts and a blue tank.

"I'll just sleep here in my clothes." She yawned and put her hands across her stomach. "Why get anything else dirty?"

"I hardly think that you'll be getting these dirty." I set them on the bed and started to unbutton her jeans. "Besides, you don't have to do any of the work." I slid her pants down her legs and locked eyes with her. "Allow me." I winked at her and tossed her jeans into the hamper by her closet. She tried to wrap her legs around me, but I wouldn't have it. As much as I would love to ravish her body, she needs sleep.

"Now, now, Bella. You're too tired for that." Her chest rose and fell with her sigh, but she seemed to understand. She let me slip the cotton shorts on her legs and lifted her bum so that I could slide them onto her hips. I climbed up into the bed and lifted her into my lap. Her eyes were still closed, but a bright smile graced her face.

"What you are thinking, you silly girl?" Her smile grew even wider. I started to lift up the hem of her shirt.

"Just that" She stopped the pursuit of my hands. "you're always in control. You're even dressing me, now. I'd just once like to know what it's like to have control over you." She was still smiling and I lifted her shirt above her head and removed her bra.

"Bella, you've had control over my body since the first day I laid eyes on you." I kissed her bare sternum and grabbed the blue tank.

"But, you've never really lost control. I want you to lose control." I slid the tank top, reluctantly, over her naked torso.

"Bella." I realize that she didn't mean to insinuate that she wanted me to lose control and bite, but nonetheless, it's what I heard. "I can't lose control with you." I slid her off my lap and helped her slip under the covers. "I have to maintain control with you or I'll kill you."

"I didn't mean that control. Forget I even mentioned it. Goodnight." Now, she was irritated. She's grown tired of that discussion and, I realize, doesn't wish to hear my excuses anymore.

"I'm sorry." I sighed. "No kiss?" I lay beside her, facing her back. She turned around and hastily kissed my lips. That's not like her. She turned with her back towards me and fell asleep.

I'm not sure how long I laid there before I couldn't take the silence anymore. I always spend the night beside my Bella, but tonight I found myself anxious. What did she mean, lose control? How did she want me to lose control? I'd lost enough control of myself in that last couple of weeks that it would have terrified me to think of doing these things months ago. What could she be talking about?? I paced up and down the hallway outside our bedroom door for quite sometime; not even sure how many hours had passed.

The time had passed rather slowly, I had many questions for Bella. Noticing the sun rising, I decided to go to the kitchen to make her breakfast. I stopped only to pick up the mess from Bella's bag: wallet, change, mirror, lip gloss, cell phone, hand lotion, letter…

What's that smell? It's…familiar, but faint…

I lifted the letter and held it closer to my face. Instantly, my jaw clenched and I could feel my rage fueling. Jacob. I flipped the letter around so that I could see the address. Sure enough, it was from him. It didn't hold a return address, only said, Jacob Black.

She didn't tell me. She was trying to hide it from me. She was concealing it. Withholding the truth,…that's lying. Bella lied to me.

Immediately, I flew to the doorframe of our bedroom. I intended to run in there and demand that she tell me what was going on and why she didn't tell me that he was writing to her. But,…there she was…fast asleep, beautiful, dreaming. Calm down Edward.

I turned around and headed to the kitchen to make her breakfast.

*****

"Smells great." I knew she had woken, but waited for her to come to me. Don't fight with her, Edward. She's your wife.

"Have a seat." She sat down at the table, blanket wrapped around her. I set the food in front of her and she started eating. Taking the seat next to her, I only watched intently as she ate. She kept glancing up at me, but never did say anything.

"Okay." She dropped her fork to her plate. "What gives?" She sat back and folded her arms over her chest.

I felt my nostrils flare. How dare she get cheeky with me, when this is her fault. Deciding that words weren't the best decision, I simply pulled the letter out of my pocket and dropped it on the table.

She stared at it for a moment before she got out of her chair.

"You INVADED MY PRIVACY!" Her eyes were huge and accusing.

"I WAS PICKING UP THE MESS AND FOUND THE LETTER! WHY WERE YOU HIDING IT FROM ME!?" I rose out of my own seat and pounded my fists on the table.

"I WAS BARELY IN THE DOOR FOR 10 MINUTES BEFORE I WAS ASLEEP!" She was leaning on the table, too. "BESIDES, I HAVEN'T EVEN DECIDED IF I'M GOING TO GO SEE HIM OR NOT."

"What?" See him? What?

She sighed. "You haven't read the letter have you." She looked down at her hands.

"No." I picked it up and skimmed through it. "So, he's coming back and wants to see you. Were you ever going to tell me?"

"Yes." That was a short answer.

"I doubt that, Bella. You hid the letter in your purse instead of keeping it with the rest of the mail." I sat back in my chair. My anger had subsided and all that was left was heartbreak. I felt very sad. Very sad, indeed.

"Edward." She let out in a sigh. "I just didn't want you to get enraged. We haven't fought once since the wedding, and I didn't want it to end. I love you so much." She let her head fall and I saw the tears running down her cheeks.

Immediately, I stood and held Bella in my arms.

"I love you, too. You're my entire world. I'm sorry I overreacted." I wrapped my arms around her tighter and kissed the top of her head.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you." Her reply was short, but I knew she meant it.

"So, he comes back anytime within a few weeks, huh?"

"Yeah." She shrugged out of my grasp and carried her plate to the sink.

"Okay." I didn't feel a need to say anymore about the subject. She would tell me when he was back and not sneak around to see him. I knew that, for sure, now.

Bella didn't say anything to me, just went to shower and get ready for the day.

"I'm sorry." Was all I could say she exited the bathroom.

"I'm sorry, too." She looked adorable. Her hair was wet and falling around her shoulders. The white towel clung tightly to her body, and her hand held it securely in place. I walked up and gave her a lingering kiss on the lips.

"What are the plans for today?" I pressed her body into mine and looked down into her eyes.

"Well, I thought we'd go to the meadow. It's warm today. Is that okay?"

"That sounds perfect." I kissed her once again. "Get dressed. I'll be waiting." I smiled at her and left the room.

****

"Oh. Wow." I felt my jaw drop as Bella walked into the living room. "I see you discovered your closet."

"You like it?" She spun in a circle, revealing what was under the skirt.

Bella was wearing a short, very short, white skirt. The top she was wearing was blue with white flowers, had no straps, and clung tightly to her body. When she did that enticing little twirl, I saw the white, lace, boy-shorts under her skirt. Holy Hell.

"Ugh,…yeah, I like it a lot." I walked over to her, hugged her to me, and grabbed her perfect, alluring ass.

"Now, now, Edward, behave." She backed out of my grasp and walked towards the front door. Oh, that little minx. She's using my words against me. I cleared my throat.

"I packed some food for you, in case you get hungry." I opened the door for her.

"Thanks. I am feeling a little…empty." She ran one finger over my length as she walked past me and out to the car. I bit my own lip. It was all I could do not to rip her panties off right there in the doorway.

I followed her out to the car and we started on our journey to the meadow. We had a short drive, but I had an inkling that it would feel much, much longer.

She was driving me crazy.

As if the outfit wasn't enough, she sat with one leg stretched out and the other bent at the knee…with her legs open. That tiny material she called a skirt rode even higher on her thighs, and I swear she caught me staring. My foot was slammed down to the floor while we sped up to 110.

"Edward! You're going to fast!" She grabbed my thigh…a little too high.

"Oh, Bella. I don't think I'm going fast enough." I pressed down on the pedal a little harder.

"Oh my God, Edward, stop!" She squeezed my thigh a little harder.

"Why?" I was smirking at her, which only irritated her.

"We aren't in a hurry!! We have forever! Slow down!" Her other hand was gripping the door.

"Oh, Bella, I am in a hurry." I turned my head to her, not taking a second glance at the road.

"Edward!!!!!! Watch the road!!!" She reached up to try and grab the wheel, but I grabbed her hand.

"Bella, I want you so badly right now. I'm trying to get to the meadow as fast as I can." All kidding aside, she just stared back into my eyes.

"Slow down and watch the road." She got on her knees in the passenger seat and faced me.

I let up on the gas pedal and turned my head back to the road.

"Bella, what are you doing?" She reached over, unbuttoned my pants, pulled the zipper down, and pulled my rigid erection out of its restraints. I didn't realize I was holding my breath.

"Shh…just drive." She grasped me and started pumping her hands up and down. I let out a deep moan.

"Bella, you don't have to do…this." My head fell back against the rest. "Really,…don't feel like you have to just because I was being arrogant."

She just laughed and shook her head at me.

"Life experience, right?" I looked down to see the sexiest smile on her face before her tongue darted out and swirled around the head of my cock. Stop thinking in those terms, Edward. My grip on the steering wheel tightened as Bella sank her entire mouth down around me.

"Ugh, oh God." I said through clenched teeth. Reflexively, my right hand went to the back of her head, keeping her rhythm. She moaned around me, sending electricity to every nerve ending.

"That feels so good, Bella." My eyes closed in pleasure, when I felt her jerk back off of me.

"Watch the road!" I snapped my eyes back open and put both hands on the wheel, again. "Feels that good, huh?"

"Yes."

"Do you want more?" She raised an eyebrow at me. Yes! Yes! God, I want more! I want your hot mouth sucking me off for the rest of eternity! Please!

"Really, you don't have to." I knew I didn't sound convincing. My mind was screaming "yes!" But, I just couldn't show that side to my love.

"Oh, I want to. You taste so sweet. But, if you don't want me to…I won't." She started to lean back in her seat, but I wouldn't be having any of that. I grabbed the back of her neck (maybe, a little too hard) and brought her head back into my lap.

"Yes." *exhale* "More." *exhale* "Don't stop." Her hot mouth slid over me, once again, and I let out a moan so loud I thought the windows would crack. She moaned at hearing my excitement. So, she does enjoy this. What a woman.

"Jesus, Bella…faster…YES!" It was almost painful trying to keep my eyes open. Screw this.

I pulled Bella's head up and held her to my body as I slammed on the breaks and pulled to the side of the road. I wasn't even aware of where we were.

"What are you doing?" She asked, exasperated.

I couldn't answer her. In a flash, I slid my seat back, had Bella in my lap, and her torn panties throw in my backseat.

"Ride me." I pushed her hips down onto my throbbing erection.

"Ahh!!" We both screamed out in unison. She wasted no time in bouncing her body on top of me. So what if they wouldn't allow me entrance into heaven. Nothing could be better than this. I let my hands wonder from hips and pulled down her tube top to reveal her bare breasts. Oh, this is definitely my new favorite position.

"Oh, Edward!!" Her eyes were clenched tight. I pushed her skirt up so that I could watch myself slide into her.

"Ugh, you're so hot." My tongue flattened against her left nipple. As she bounced up and down on me, my tongue stroked her.

"More!" I latched onto her nipple, covering my teeth with my lips and sucked on her. My hand slid down to her core and I started stroking her bundle of nerves with my thumb. "Yes!! Ahh!!! Harder, Edward!!"

I leaned back in my chair, and pushed her down harder onto me.

"You." *thrust* "Are" *thrust* "So" *thrust* "Tight!"

"Ugh. I'm close…" Her breath was fanning into my face. I grabbed her ass and thrust up into her, harder & faster. "Yes!!!" I felt her tighten around me as she, literally, rode out her orgasm.

I slowed a little, to let her relax a minute, but she had other plans. My sweet Bella wrapped her teeth around my shoulder and bit down, hard!

"Oh! That's it, baby." The harder she bit, the harder I thrust into her. It took a few seconds before the lightening started and my body exploded with my own orgasm.

Bella collapsed onto me. We both just lay there, letting out breathing slow.

"Wow." Was all I could say.

"Yeah, wow." She pulled her tube top back over her breasts and I frowned. "I don't want to get arrested for public indecency." She crawled back into her seat and I buttoned up my pants.

"I feel like I should apologize." I even laughed at myself. She's my wife, after all.

"Oh, Edward, if you apologize, I'll consider it a personal insult!" Her hands balled into fists. She's so cute.

"Relax." I laughed. "I won't. That way too hot to need an apology." I sighed.

"Mmm…and you lost control." She was beaming.

"Ah, so that's what you meant." I smiled.

"Meadow?" She asked.

"Meadow." I laughed, again. "Keep your hands to yourself, and I'll drive the speed limit."

He started the car.

"Edward?" There was a edge to her voice that sounded worried and terrified.

"Yes, love?"

"I think we drove too far." I followed her horrified gaze to the left of me. There, about 40 yards to my left, sat Billy Black's truck. Inside the truck sat a angry-looking Billy, and to his right, Charlie. He had his hands over his ear, eyes clamped shut, and his head hanging down towards his lap.

"Oh my God!" Bella sank into her chair and her face blazed.

"Well, at least Jacob got to see you." He made a u-turn and started heading down the road.

"What?" I glanced to my right and saw Jake sitting in the back of the truck…and he looked pissed!

Edward just laughed and sped towards our meadow.