Hello fellow readers! Sorry for the big hold up. I don't know why that happens. Anyway, I am continuing this story (obviously). So, this story's theme will be Farther Away.

Warnings: Adult situations, sex, etc…

Chapter 4: All my thoughts…

Sora's POV

The next day… I walked down the stairs slowly, still stiff from falling asleep on the floor. I limped over to the couch, sitting down softly. I looked around the room, my eyes most likely bloodshot from all that crying. I sighed. "Why…?" I said softly to myself.

"Why, what?" a silk like voice asked from behind. I jumped, regretting it not so long after. "Ssshit…" I hissed, hugging my body softly. Riku laughed. "What the hell happened to you?" he asked rudely. On habit, I rolled my eyes. "I slept on the floor last night." I answered stiffly. He snorted, leaning over me. I felt breath on my ear. "Why?" he whispered seductive. I shivered. Then I grimaced. "Like you would give a shit." I snapped.

The close proximity was lifted as he stood back up. Most likely from shocked. He grunted before snapping, "Well, you did say I could pretend to love you. So I do quote unquote, care." He was in front of me, as he made motions with his fingers. My eyes saddened. Aqua eyes met with my dead blue ones before he crouched down and pulled me in a hug. His hand rubbed circles in my back. My breath hitched as I stared ahead blankly, my lips parted.

"It's alright. And, I give you props for beating the shit outta Kairi." He said humorously. My eyes widened. 'What the…' I turned my head slightly towards his way. "But… that's not…" I whispered. He pulled back, holding my shoulders in place. "Don't say anything." He said sternly. He looked at me for a second before saying, "Go upstairs to my room. I'll be up in a minute." He got up and walked away. I stared off his way, my eyes half lidded. "… Okay."

I sat at the edge of Riku's bed, looking down at the ground. I began to think. 'Before that day, I was a somewhat happy person. Maybe happily in love… oh, fuck my life…' Just then, the door opened letting Riku in. I sighed helplessly. 'Now I gotta put up the slutty bitch act…' I thought bitterly.

I stared at him with lust as I spread my legs seductively. I ran my hands down my sides to my knees, winking at him playfully (forced, but I'm good at acting). He smirked. "I guess you already know the routine." I grimaced in my head. "How could I not remember this? It's almost every day." I said cheekily (with a hint of agitation). Suddenly, his smirk left. His eyes narrowed. "Are you saying you don't want this?" he asked lowly. My act faltered a little. "Did I say that out my mouth?" I said smartly. Before I knew it, his hand was around my neck. "Listen you little trick! I can do whatever I please to you!" he yelled. No… "You belong to me!" No… "I own you!" he hissed. "No!" I screamed before ripping his hand off my neck. My hand gripped his wrist with such force, I felt something crushing. He yelped before snatching away.

Before I could retaliate, he pushed me on the bed, tying my hands to the bed post. I struggled of course. Soon, my clothes were ripped off. I shivered when the cold air hit me. He climbed over me laughing. I looked at his wrist. It was purple. He shook it off. "How interesting. It's been a long time sense I've seen this much fire in you. I'm glad I brought it out." He sneered. I growled. "You didn't bring anything out you- AAAHHH!" I screamed out in pain. "That shit works every time." He cackled. I trembled feverishly as he pulled out, and then slammed back in. I howled in agony. 'How did he move so fast without me knowing?' I thought.

The pace picked up along with the pain in my lower abdomen. I was getting weaker. My voice withered as I yelled, "Please, stop!" He just smirked and moved faster. 'Oh, damn it all!' His grunts got louder as my screams filled the room. After a good 20 minutes, he reaches his climax along with mine. 'Climax?' I looked down, only to find my chest covered in my cum. "What the hell?" I snapped. Riku laughed. "I see you like rough treatment. How whorish." He said with amusement. He pushed himself on his knees and buttoned his pants. He crawled off the bed and walked towards the door. He chuckled. "See ya later, baby." and walked out.

I laid there with hurt, confusion, and disgust. I looked down when I felt pressure in my lower abdomen. I'm hard. 'Did I really enjoy that?' I thought. I went to sit up, but was stopped. I looked at my hands and found the problem. "Damn it…" I growled. I shuddered as the previous memories a few moments ago appeared. "DAMN IT!" I yelled with all my might. I sighed after I finished yelling, my throat feeling dry and scratchy. i coughed. I couldn't call for Roxas. He was out for the night. I definitely couldn't call Kairi. She'll beat me while I'm tied down.

I groaned. The only person left was Riku. So I called for him. "Riku?" Silence was the only thing that greeted me. I called again. Still no answer. I could feel my anger arising as the seconds went by. By now, my face should be red. Just as I was about to lose my mind, Riku walked in with a casual look. I fumed. "Wassup, babe?" he asked with a smirk. I frowned. "You know damn well what's up-ouch..." I croaked as my throat began to hurt. He chuckled at my attempts to yell at him.

"Don't hurt yourself now." He chuckled again. Stop that sexy-ass, mother fucking laugh dammit! I yelled in my head. He looked me in the eyes. "I'll let you go if you do me one favor," he said slowly. I nodded my head. "Be the show-hoe for tomorrow night. And no turning back." He said with a smirk. My eyes widened. SHOW-HOE! "No, dammit!" I snapped. He smirked. "Alright." He said before turning towards the door. My eyes widened. "No! Shit…" I yelled. He turned back. I sighed. "… I'll do it." I whispered. He smiled. "Good." He walked over towards the bindings and untied them, kissing my sore wrists. He looked at his watch. "Whelp, time for bed. Goodnight, love." He snickered at the end of his sentence and left. I sighed before falling into a restless slumber.

For some reason, I felt like I was floating. Even though I was on a bed, I felt nothing but air. All I saw around me was darkness: pitch black. At the same time, I felt alone and watched. I became scared. Just then, an aurora appeared before my eyes, soon forming a face I'm very familiar with. "Riku…" I said softly. He smiled. I stretched my hand out towards him. Just as I thought I would touch his face, he disappeared. His face disintegrated just as I felt the heat. All I felt was air. Nothing but specks of lies. No love…

I jumped up from my bed, feeling thoroughly disturbed. I looked to the other side of the bed with hope. I frowned. 'Nothing…' My eye lids lowered. 'I feel nothing…' I fell forward on my knees. 'Mom… don't leave me here by myself…' My breath hitched as I began to cry. 'I can't breathe…'

… Tell me what you think guys.