A whole nigh passes and I try to rest but Shontelle's weeps are impossible to just ignore and Dani is healing but his wimps are still difficult to just pretend are non-existent. Chile however seems fine like no-one touched him at all. Sure when he put his shirt on he felt pain but nothing compared to the actual whips. After the painful night was over we all decided that we would need to help heal Dani completely. So Shontelle and I went looking for healing products in this massive like forest and Chile would give Dani any help he could form the camp. It took a while but I finally got the courage asking Shontelle the big question 'Why did you want an alliance with me?" she doesn't seem hurth or either bothered by this question "I know a strong tribute when I see one" she replies. Strong I think only knowing I was the only one who would've said yes, Yeah that's the real reason I'm not the weakest hear but by all means not the strongest. We make our way back to camp holding some pears that heal you and Shontelle seemed to have the ingredients to make a healing mixture. There are 61 tributes left I think know that it was me that turned the 62 into 61. We soon rest down for nightfall is clearly on its way; Me and Shontelle argue who is to stand guard but it ends up we both stay. While we watch Dani and Chile snooze away we watch the moon take it full shape today, the stars glimmer in the night sky. "Thank you" she whispers "you know for helping me out" she continues I reply with "no thank you". It wasn't long before she edged towards more a little and then pressed her lips against mine and then she wrapped her arms around my body and head, it wasn't long before I did the same to her chest and we both were kissing for a while and she was left with only her bra and undies on but I had to say I had to say "Stop". This was followed by a slap then I went to bed, Scared that she was going to slit my wrist in my sleep. All thought were cut off does she have feelings for me or was it just desperation that drove her. The capitol are probably Laughing at us, mocking us. The very thought makes me feel sick. Before I get rid of all worries I hear a canon. BOOM! The sound still frightened me I wake up the same time as Shontelle who gives me a head spin. Probably disgusted the way I've treated her as I am of myself she has all the right to be mad. 60 tributes left. It turns out that it's Marko a boy from district 5. I feel a warm feeling it's Shontelle "say no all you want but I love you and I'm not giving up". We then kiss more and the night ends almost. Last night my first, never thought it would feel so great the feeling of it all, but we're only 15 but the love we have conquers any emotion, wait is it love or is it more. Is it desperation all I know is that we shared something last night, something no game-maker could stop.