If I wasn't nervous before, I sure was now. This position we were in… It was…

"Don't worry about it gorgeous, It's all good."

Once again, I felt my face getting all warm again. I looked towards the floor once again so he wouldn't see my blushing. But of course I couldn't resist those beautiful brown eye, and when I looked back up at him he had a big smile on his face. AHHHH!

"Well… uh… I should get back to cleaning up" I could hear myself stuttering. Great. I think Tom even noticed it.

"Aha. Okay." he moved his hand from under my and gently tucked my hair behind ear and let his hand fall. I tried to hold my smile back while I was facing him, but that didn't go so well. I will say that as soon as I turned around and wasn't facing Tom the smile broke through my mouth. I walked back to the area where I had dropped the shirts and wiped them off. I just tossed them on the counter, I was done cleaning. I just wanted to sit there and watch my favorite band. I mean who would've thought. That Tokio Hotel would end up coming the place I worked at! I still couldn't believe that I was in their presence. Stuff like this makes life worth living! J While I was watching Bill, Gustav, and Georg Bill would sometimes look back at me and kind of giggle. I think he found it funny that I was so amazed by them being there. Lol. Out the corner of my eye I seen something moving, I turned to see Tom gesturing me to come over by him. I slowly move from the table and walk over to him.

"It's Dezirae right?" Tom asks me with a confusing look on his face.

"Yeah, Dezirae it is" I say with a cute smile on my face. I love my natural flirtatious self J

"Well, I'm going to call you Dezi, I think that's a cute nickname" a half smiles begins to form on his face.

AHHHH! Tom just gave me a nickname!

I think he got a bit nervous when I didn't say anything after "I…I mean if you don't mind it."

"Oh no, I don't mind it. My mom calls me Dezi every once in awhile."

"Cool , Dezi it is then" My smile, that I tried to hold back, kept getting bigger. I felt it.

He cleared his throat "So Dezi, I need your opinion, which one do you like better?" He hold up two shirts, a Nike shirt and a Jordan one. I examined each shirt for a few seconds before making a decision.

"Well, personally I like the Nike shirt. But I think the Jordan one would look good on you." I gave a convincing smile hoping that I picked the one that he was going to get. He made a undecided expression and looks at both shirts again then back at me.

"you know what, I think I'm going to go with the one you picked. I kind of like that one better anyway." I gave him two thumbs up. "but if it doesn't look good on me, I'm blaming you Dezi." MY smile kind of dropped a bit. He then gave me a wink. Which caused butterflies to form in my tummy.

"Oh mein Gott Tom, Können Sie sich beeilen!" Bill yells from the other side of the door again. Tom rolls his eyes.

"Bill can be a little impatient sometimes." I chuckled a little "I think I'm ready."

"Okay, Wayne will ring you up in back. I'd ring you up myself, but I'm technically off the clock" Wayne met me behind the counter and Tom places all the stuff he's going to buy on the counter. "before ringing everything up use this." I handed Wayne my discount card, I wanted to make sure he got a good deal on the stuff he was buying.

"what's that?" Tom asks curiously

"I'm giving you a discount. You you're get 30% off."

"Thanks Dezi"

"No sweat!" I smiled at Tom. He returned one.

Wayne finished ringing Tom up, his total ended up being about $28. He was pretty happy about that, If they did this often, you would think they would be all kinds of deals. Maybe, maybe not. Pulling out my phone at random times is a habit of mine, but this time I think it was a sign to realize that it was getting late. "Oh shit,

It's getting late. I should probably get going." I SOOOO did not want to leave. But at the same time I didn't exactly want to get stuck in the middle of a snow storm. I know that this was a one in a lifetime chance, at least I got to meet them. I signed the receipts then went to the back to grab my purse and coat. I walked quickly back onto the floor to where everyone else was.

"You leaving?" Bill asked

"Sadly, believe me I don't want to leave. I mean common would want to run out on their favorite band? I just have to beat out the snow storm that's suppose to be coming, my car isn't exactly reliable."

Georg laughed "Well it was nice meeting you."

"It was an honor meet all of you." They all smiled. A circle of Tokio Hotel smiles is one amazing sight.

Gustav, being the closest one to me at the time held out his arm to give me a hug. I walked into his arms and hugged him, then I did the same with Georg and Bill. And then, last but not least was, Tom. Why I got so anxious when I would talk, hug or even look at Tom was beyond me. I mean I use to get chills when I would see him smile when I would watch interviews of all the guys on the internet. I mean I always thought he was hot but even though I've only known the guy for like a half and hour and I got butterflies in my tummy, it like a warm comforting feeling. Like I feel comfortable around him… already.

Tom held out his arm like all the other guys and I walked into his hug as well. Tom's hug, however, was a little tighter then the other guy's. I gently laid my head on his chest and hugged him back. I suddenly felt his hands get lower.. And lower down towards my lady lumps. "Tom.." I began to pull away. His hands slid back up my body and he rested them on my arms. I turned my upper body around to see what he did, because the way his hands moved on my body didn't feel as if he was just trying to get a feel.

I started to reach for my back pocket when Tom grabbed my arm and I turned toward him. He bent down to my level and whispered in my ear "Not now" I rested my arm to my side and nodded my head. I then gave Tom another hug and began heading for the door waving to all the guys as I walked out.

HOLY SHIT! I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT JUST HAPPENED! The last hour kept replaying in my head. When they came in the store, when I heard that accent, when I hugged then all, that moment with Tom. AH! Wow, Who would've thought that a crappy day would turn out to be one amazing one? I sure didn't. And to think that going to work gave me a better opportunity to actually meet & talk with them then it would've if I attended the meet & greet. God works in some mysterious ways.

With everything rummaging in my head I didn't realize that I was skipping my way to the exit doors. I may be a 17 year old girl, but I can be a straight up child at times. As I walked to the doors, looking out the windows, all I could see is white. Looks as if the storm that was suppose to come at 9 came sooner then expected… GREAT! My mood suddenly changed from giddy and happy to irritated in a matter of seconds. I sighed as I dragged my feet through the 4 inches of snow and tried to avoid walking on ice. That was a success. As I got closer to the car, I walked faster trying to get out of the cold. When I was in the car I jammed the key into the ignition and tried to turn on the car. Unfortunately it wouldn't started.

"Common, common" I said to myself. After about 30 tries, I gave up.

"Fuck!"