Author's Note:Sorry it took long for me to put this next chapters up. I was with family, and it doesn't help that my sister is out of school and playing Rumscape for almost 48 hours straight now, I don't own Glee, Ryan Murphy does but he is genius! Nor do I own any music lyrics in my stories ENJOY XD
"This is our home. Kurt is my son. Out in the world you do what you want. But not under my roof." I was fighting tears I could see Kurt's tears streaming down his face. I had to get out of this situation. I had to think. I walked out of the room and got in my car. I didn't know where to go.
I could just imagine Kurt balling his eyes out. I'm so horrible. I can't believe I was contradicting myself. I drove to Puck's place. I knocked on the door a few times.
"Finn, hi!" Sarah, Puck's sister opened the door. I had to fight the tears.
"Hey Sarah is Puck upstairs?" I said greeting her with a hug. Earlier in the year I came over to see Puck and sometimes I watched after Sarah.
"Yea, go on up" She said playing with my shirt. I always thought she had a little crush on me. It was cute. I walked up to Puck's room and he had music on. I opened the door to find my friend jerking off. What the fuck why do I have to walk in on friends jerking off?
"Dude, knock first" he yelled. I was tried of yelling and being yelled at, here come the tears. "Dude, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry" Puck said zipping his pants. He got up and shut the door. "Dude seriously I'm sorry I yelled. Or is this something else?"
"It's something else. I just got into a huge argument with Kurt" I said trying to claim myself.
"With Kurt?" Puck questioned.
"He redecorated the room and it was strange and weird and I started yelling about the room and yelling at him and using the fag word. I just…I… I feel like shit I didn't mean to say all that." I poured my heart out to Puck.
"Are you trying to get out of the closet Finn?" Puck asked. I just stared at him with blood shot eyes from all the crying.
"Puck I have been jerking off and having sex dreams about Kurt" I said to my friend.
"I assume that is why you kissed me the other day." Puck put two and two together. "Because you were trying to figure out yourself?"
"Thank you for understanding." I said hugging him. "And I'm sorry about the other day. I couldn't help myself. Those whore lips of yours were to awesome not to kiss" I was rambling, shit I didn't think about saying the whore lips part.
"My whore lips were awesome weren't they?" Puck smiled. He leaned in and gave me a kiss. Last time it felt a little weird but this had passion and I needed to claim down. He pushed me back on the bed and he and I were fully making out. It felt nice and relaxing he was kissing down my neck and lifting my shirt. I pushed his hands away.
"I can't Puck." I said to him. He looked a little disappointed but I couldn't go all the way. "I know you are into Mike and I'm into Kurt and it would just be weird and it would ruin our friendship dude." I sat up and pulled my shirt down.
"You're right Finn. I need that spark, you know I need to feel like fireworks are going off through my head but it didn't happen when I kissed you. That spark is with Mike" Puck said. At least we are on the right page.
"You should talk to Kurt dude. You know apologize" Puck advised me.
"Yea I should, and you need to get Mike back" I said in return.
The next day every girl and Kurt were wearing their gaga outfits. Puck came in and wanted to say something.
"I need to talk to you" I said to Kurt. He just gave a look to me.
"I thought you were different Finn" Kurt gave a cold hearted reply.
"I am different please Kurt I…" I was interrupted by Puck speaking. I wanted to say 'Yea, I am different, I think I'm in love with you' that would have worked on him.
"I know I've been a jerk lately, and Jackie Daniels would be a good motor boat name. But I think I have a better name" the rest of the guys and I took stools and sang "Beth"
Beth I hear you calling
But I can't come home right now
Me and the boys are playing
And we just can't find the sound
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them calling
Oh Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do
You say you feel so empty
That our house just ain't our home
I'm always somewhere else
And you're always there alone
I could see Kurt's eyes watering. I know he didn't want me to get kicked out but I kind of deserved it. Even though the argument was totally contradicting to my own self.
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them calling
Oh Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do
Beth I know you're lonely
And I hope you'll be alright
'Cause me and the boys will be playing all night
Puck's singing is really awesome. I saw Brittany and Santana swaying their phones in the air. Quinn was in tears and Kurt was speechless. I walked out and everyone was talking about our performance. Mike came out and wanted to talk to me.
"Dude, what the hell is with Puck? You're his friend tell me!" Mike was yelling at me.
"Puck really wants to be with you man. I can see it in his eyes. The way he looks at you" I said to Mike.
"Then why on earth is he still singing to Quinn and kissing Quinn? God, what the hell" Mike kicked the locker next to me and slammed his body against the locker. I was now in front of Mike with my arm blocking his way from running off.
"Mike I don't know what you feel about him but Puck truly wants you to himself. It's just really hard for him cause this is new to him. Liking a man and all." Mike was leaning closer to me.
"Hey Kurt can you get Mike and Finn please" Mr. Schuester asked. Kurt sighed and walked towards the hall.
"You know you are really hot when you're serious" Mike said as he kissed my lips I was in shock.
"Oh My God, you asshole. You hypocritical asshole" Kurt was in complete shock. I pushed Mike off.
Oh no! So tell me... did you like it? did you love it? or did you hate it?
