A/n: I was going to wait until tomorrow to update, but I finished today and I love you guys and I got a lot of reviews Last Chapter and I won't let ya wait an extra day. Well here is Chapter 3 and I hope ya love it because I like it. So tell me what ya think.
Disclaimer: SM OWNZ IT.
WARNING: LEMON IN THE CHAPTER.
Chapter 3: Hunger = Desire
Nessie
When I saw all the beautiful flowers in my apartment my heart couldn't help but flutter and I felt the blush rush to my cheeks. I began to frown since I remembered I had a dinner date with Josue my boyfriend. I sighed and went to get ready for my date. I haven't had sex with Josue yet, not that I haven't wanted to.
I decided to wear a deep red silk dress that hugged my curves along with a pair of black Jimmy choo heels. I pinned my hair to the sides and decided to go a bit curly leaving some curls to the side as it held my hair with a silver diamond clip. I did some simple natural makeup.
I got a call from Josue letting me know he was about five minutes from me. I grabbed a black clutch and the wrap that went with my dress I applied some red lip gloss as I awaited Josue to come. When my intercom buzzed I knew he was here so I decided to go down to the lobby.
I saw my boyfriend looking amazing in a pearl gray Armani dress shirt and some dark grey slacks which I presume are Armani. His dirty blonde hair and his beautiful green eyes that sparkled every time he looked at me, I was still captivated by him. Josue has this quality about him that is hard to ignore he is truly a very amazing man with a million dollar personality, he is very humble even with his fame and I admire him for it.
"You look amazing amour." He kissed my lips soft and sensual. His lips never lingered to boring and always had a bit of fire towards them. I of course never noticed it much until now.
"Thank you mon amour (my love)" I blushed slightly as he grabbed me by the waist and guided me towards the car.
Dinner went amazingly well as always. He always takes me to a fancy restaurant where we drink wine and soft music is playing. Today he took me on a horse carriage ride through central park. I had to admit it was quite romantic. It was mid August.
He took me back to my apartment and he left me to my door. He leaned in and kissed me this kiss was a bit more deep and with added passion and I can really say it was hot. I think the only reason why it got to that point was because I was thinking of Jacob. I missed his lips and how his kisses always send chills and electrical currents up my spine. I can't deny the fact that he excites me he makes me hot. I am starting to think that all I feel for him is desire.
We said our goodnight and I went inside my apartment. I looked at the clock and it was 3am. I sighed and went to take a quick shower and got dressed in my pajamas. When I got to my room I saw the screen to my cell phone light up. It was a text and I imagined it would be Josue telling me good night again.
I was surprised when I looked at the phone and I didn't recognize the number I opened the text and it said: Good night, hope you have sweet dreams just like the beautiful angel you are but we are just friends – Jacob
"Oh wow." I said out loud and giggled.
I wrote him back: Jacob I am writing back to your good night message it made me laugh, but me and you that was a long time ago. Good we can be friends.
He wrote me back quickly: Ok I know we are going to be just friends I understand that, but friends stay in each other's lives. You can call me or text me whenever.
"He's too much." I giggled again. I decided to give him a call since I was getting a little tired of texting.
"Hello." His voice sounded smooth and sexy a little deep as well. It turned me on.
"Hey sunshine!" I giggled. I guess he always got me in that great mood.
"What's up surprise you're calling me." he chuckled in the beginning because I called him sunshine.
"Can't sleep." This was partially correct.
"You can't sleep because you are hungry."
"Huh?" that caught me off guard.
"You don't eat." He corrected himself. That was a lie I did eat and I had to defend myself.
"I do." I said defensive.
"Nope, like before you had ass for days; I mean you still do but not like before." He defended himself back and that was mean from his part.
"Oh my! That's mean. I am just on a strict diet now. I have to take care of my body. Why aren't you sleeping?"
"Had some inspiration for a new car design, but now I am stuck so I send you a little message like I do with all my friends."
"Really?"
"Yea, so you never told me why you couldn't sleep?" he pressed a little and I giggled at his persistence.
"I just got home not so long ago."
I had to admit it was a bit relaxing to talk to him like we used to talk. I was comfortable with him and I think that's a good thing.
"Ok cool."
"How about you? How have you been?" I was being friendly and that is a good thing that we were friends.
"Busy with my company, I went a long way from working with scrap metal to having that make me who I am." He was being a little cocky and I started getting a bit out of it and to how he used to be very talented with his tongue.
"Yea you were so talented back then." I blurted out without wanting to.
"What do you mean back then, I am still talented."
I giggled. "Well you didn't understand me, good." I let out a sigh of relief that he didn't catch me being a perv after him.
"What do you mean?" He was trying to get me to tell him what I meant.
"Forget it." I sighed in a little bit of aggravation.'
"Oh!" he finally understood and I flushed crimson.
The next thing I said was a bit subconsciously and I didn't realize I said it. "Yea did you miss me?" I wanted to slap myself for saying it.
"Why do you ask that?" I couldn't back down now I had to give an answer.
"I am curious to know. I thought about you every time I would think about our son." I sighed and I didn't want to cry, but I knew I wouldn't break down.
"Of course I could never forget about you."
"But did you miss me?" I was still curious to know.
"Yea some way more than others, you miss me"
"No." I was lying. Of course I thought about him like nonstop.
"What!?"
"Yea I missed you."
"Always the same, you never going to change." I could picture him shake his head.
"You neither." I knew I sounded a little childish.
"Oh trust me I am grown." He was being cocky Jake.
"Oh really?" again I was taking it the wrong way and let my perverted mind take over.
"Yea."
"Hard to believe." I scoffed a little.
"Well we haven't hung out in years and people change."
"Are you making a date with me?" I sounded flirty and I liked the idea of that.
"Don't you have a boyfriend." He threw the boyfriend card in my face.
"Yea but we are friends."
"Yea, but you have to say Please Jacob big daddy you're the best." He laughed at the end and I shook my head.
"No." I said out bluntly.
"It was worth a try sure why not. We can go to lunch later today like I said."
I looked at the clock and it said it was 6am. We had talked for a little less than 3 hours and I was a little surprised by that.
"Well I am tired now and it is 6 in the morning, I have to wake up early to see you." I giggled.
He chuckled. "Yea I am your boss, but I'll let you slide since I am the boss you can sleep an hour later. Good night mama." He blew me a kiss and he hung up the phone before I could respond.
He definitely knew where he had me so I was a little threatened by that, but in a good way. I fell asleep with a smile on my face to know he still cares about me. He can make me blush with just blowing a kiss through the phone.
Jacob
I think last night was the first time I have slept good in a real long time. I know I shouldn't be so accepting of having her back. She did fuck with my heart back then and left me a semi- cold hearted person. I think I am always going to have a warm spot for her no matter what.
I woke up a little earlier than usual and looked at my phone several times. I wanted to text her, but I was hesitant. I didn't want to come off sounding needy or in any type of way like obsessed with her because I am not. I have love for her but I also have boundaries.
Should I call her? Do I call her? Now? Now? Damn it Jacob Black are you seriously nervous about Renesmee your Ex girlfriend? No I am not. I think I will just wait until I see her later this morning.
I took a cold shower to shake any uneasy tensions off my shoulders. I quickly got dressed and went to get some breakfast. I was going to admit I was looking forward to today.
I got in the car and made my way to the office. I had a smile on my face. My phone went off and it was a call from Vanessa I was a bit shocked since it was 8am here and it is 5am. I pressed ignore just because I didn't want to talk to her and then she ruins my day by her arguing with me.
When I arrived at the office Kimberly was already there and typing something on the computer.
"Kimberly please let me know when Ms. Swan arrives." I had to admit I really wanted to see her.
I went into my office and looked over some spreadsheets and company balances. About an hour later Kimberly came on the intercom and told me Nessie was here. Nessie came into my office with a smile on her face. I looked up at her and smiled back.
"Good morning Ms. Swan, are you ready to look over to what you will be doing?" I looked at her face and she was looking forward to what I had in store for her.
"Yes Mr. Black I think I am a little ready for anything you can throw at me." I liked her answer and I was getting turned on by it for some strange reason. She ran her hand through her short hair. I couldn't help but analyze her up and down.
"Is that right." I got up and walked over to the filing cabinet and pulled out a file. "Well Ms. Swan these are the ideas for the campaign, I have had my associates provide an excellent campaign and I am sure you will look amazing. You can look over it and see if you like what they want you to do and I promise I had nothing to do with it." I handed her the folder and she looked at it.
"A bikini really?" she laughed. I think I might have blushed a little but it was because of the way she said it. I turned and went back to sit in my chair.
Everything was going very smooth and I liked it. She agreed to everything that was for the campaign and that was a great thing. As I watched her look over the file she looked sexy as she pushed some hair behind her ear.
This girl was sexy and I wanted her. She looked up at me once more and bit her lip. I licked my top lip with a sensual mood. I noticed she swallowed hard and I liked the effect I had on her. I couldn't help but chuckle, she was too cute.
"So why don't we order lunch or do you prefer to go out?" I asked her.
"Going out is fine." She swallowed hard once more.
We went out to eat we were inside the restaurant and I don't know why it felt like we were on a date. It screamed it and I liked it. I think she noticed that was the case because she looked awkwardly at me.
The waitress walked over to the table with menus in her hand which she dropped to the floor. "Oh my god! Its Vanessa Swan!" she yelled and then turned to look at me and screamed even louder. "Oh my god Jacob Black!" my ears were ringing from her scream.
"I think we should get out of here." Nessie said calmly and I nodded my head to agree with her.
We got up from the table and went outside to the car. The only problem now was a bunch of paparazzi with Cameras taking shots now. I grabbed her hand and pulled her into the car. The only side effect of this was I was still hungry.
"So what are we going to do?" I asked laughing a bit. This is the first time something like that had happened to me and it had to happen with Nessie.
"I don't know about you, but I am hungry." She pouted and crossed her arms. I laughed at her it was cute and that's the Nessie I remember.
"Why don't we go back to my place and just order some take out." I offered.
"Oh no Jacob Black you remember what happened last time I went to your place." She frowned. She peered over her shoulder and I winked at her and she blushed.
"And I still have it." I chuckled cockily.
"I hate you Jacob Black." She rolled her eyes and looked out the window.
"I love you too." I smiled. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her and it felt like this was right. We were just two friends hanging out. "So when you going to Washington?"
"Soon, I want to see my mom and family." She smiled and I knew that's what she wanted.
"Oh ok." I answered.
"Why don't we go back to my place?" she asked me. I agreed and turns out we were staying at the same hotel.
When we got to the hotel and went up to her place. I had to admit her apartment was pretty nice. I saw the flowers I sent her all over the hall as soon as we walked in and I smiled, I wanted to mess with her.
"I like these flowers." I said as I gripped one of them in between my fingers.
"Yea I love orchids." She smiled.
"From your boyfriend?" I raised my eyebrow. I knew very well I had sent them. She looked a bit puzzled as she looked at the flowers once more.
"No I don't know who their from." I winked at her after she said that.
"I think I know." I smiled.
"How? Who?" she asked me a bit puzzled again. Nessie isn't very perceptive.
"I know because I was the one who sent them." I chuckled and she hit me playfully in the chest.
"I figured, but why 16 sets?" she asked.
"Because we met when you were sixteen." A smile spread on her face.
"Oh ok, but how did you get my address?" I took a deep sigh and told her the truth.
"I am rich it's easy with some money." That was the truth. I was thinking she was just some random girl I fucked that night at the club, but when I found out it was my Nessie I did something special.
"You surprise me." she smiled and we went into her living room, which consisted of white couches with red pillows and a glass coffee table with little figurines. It was very modern looking I will admit that.
"So where's your little boyfriend from?" I don't know why the questioned just slipped from my lips. I am normally more careful at the words I choose before I speak.
"Stop treating him like that, but he is from France." I know I shouldn't have cared much, but I kind of did. You always have to observe the competition right?
"So you moved to white men Nessie?" I teased her. But she does have a colorful taste in men, because let's be honest she dated me. Also that Spanish prick I fought, that pretty boy that looked like me. She is just going international on me.
"I guess I wanted to try something different beside American born men." She teased right back and I had to admit that was a bit cold from her part. "With me I want to try something different, most of the American guys I have dated have been the same no more. I am tired of it, I have dated some west coast guys not all of them are bad some are good, but some no them too got me tired. I guess there are no good men at all left."
I felt offended by that because I know I am a good, responsible man. She made me feel very offended and it hit close to my pride. I knew I was going to have to say something about it.
"You're wrong there is one right in front of you." I defended myself since she hit my pride. There are some things you just can't say. That was much closed mined of her.
She giggled. "That's because you're a man, you say that." She giggled again and looked me in the eyes. I had to forgive her as long as I looked her in her chocolate brown eyes she could have anything she wanted.
"No the time I was with you did I treat you bad?" I still had to clarify that I was the best she ever had.
"No." she added sheepishly and I knew I still had her.
"Nope, but you stomped my heart so many times. You made me this man I am today. I don't give a shit." I added coldly. I guess I can say I am still a little bitter from how she left me those years back. We have never talked about this and I think it was very necessary.
"Now you're over reacting." She called me on it, but it was the truth. She did break my heart and I somewhat can thank her for it.
"No I am serious! I don't care now, I just use bitches to fuck now. I don't care if they fall in love. I don't care I fell in love once and that was it." I looked away from her for a minute. She grabbed my chin so I could look at her.
"What are you talking about?" I hated that she was trying to be the victim when she was actually the aggressor in this case. She broke my heart and I was getting a bunch of feelings from then that I didn't want.
"I am serious. I don't want to fall in love again. I don't think my heart can deal with that pain again. Nope." I frowned but looked her in the face.
"I am sorry I made you feel that way, you were my first love to and I realized that. You don't know what I went through my whole pregnancy. I only thought about you that's why I didn't want to tell you. I didn't want to ruin your life, but that was a mistake I made. You don't know how much I cried. I wanted to tell you, but I knew you had dreams and I think if we would have had our son, we would've not of had anything we have now. God gives us second chances to look at life. I mean yea I loved our son and I would've loved to of had him, but god didn't and we were too young also. We weren't prepared for him to come either." I could see she had thought about this a lot and I was shocked at her answer.
I guess the loss of that baby really made her grow up a lot. I never expected her to become so wise from that experience and I am very impressed by it.
"When did you get so smart?" I asked her since I was still in utter shock.
"I've always been smart." She giggled. I love her giggle and her smile it is something I can always look at and never seize to be amazed and dazzled by it.
"I've always liked that about you Nessie." I admitted honestly. She just opened my eyes more and I think if possible I loved her more.
"Oh Really?" she raised her eyebrow seductively.
"Yupp." I moved closer to her and I kissed her. I caught it as a cue that she wanted it. She didn't pull away and she wrapped her arms around my neck and deepened the kiss. I pushed my tongue out and she opened and let her tongue find mines. I have to admit at that moment I forgot about Vanessa and it was all about Nessie.
She pulled away and looked a little guilty. "Jacob stop I can't." that bothered me a bit because it took her so long just to pull away.
"It took you awhile just to pull away." I knew she still had to feel something for me still.
"I can't do it Jacob I'm sorry." She frowned and looked down. I moved my hand so I could cup her chin. I only had one question for her.
"Why not?" I really needed to know the answer.
"Because of Josue, Jacob you should know. Don't you have a girlfriend?" she hesitated a bit on the end, but what I was about to propose it was just blurted out and not thought out again.
"Yea, but he don't have to know and she don't have to know." I know I was trying to persuade her into this.
"But I would know Jacob." She sounded guilty because I kissed her and I didn't want her to be.
"Look I know you feel something for me still and you can't deny it."
"I never will deny it, but I can't." she frowned and looked away and I swear I felt like I was living a soap opera at this moment.
"You're a grown ass woman can't nobody tell you anything now." I knew I had a point.
"I know, but I feel it's wrong since I'm in a relationship." I had to admit I could respect her for that. I still felt a little rejected from it.
"Ok I respect that." I nodded my head.
"Yea maybe you should go." She said it a bit awkwardly and I bet I put us in that position. She was right though.
"Yea you're right I should." I got up from the couch. I sighed in defeat and I knew I could admit it. I knew this wouldn't be the last time for this. I am a very persistent person and I am used to getting what I want.
"I'll call you or text you. I have your number." We both knew we wanted more then what we had now.
"Alright." I answered simply. She walked me to the door and she kissed me on the cheek, and I left. I knew it was a little too early to even mention something like that just yet. I went to my room a little upset with myself for my actions toward her.
Nessie
After he left everything felt so wrong with this picture. I tried my all just not to go after him and telling him all I wanted was him. I chose what I have now and Jacob is the past. I shouldn't have to drop everything because he wants me too. Not that I don't want too. I never stopped loving him, he was my first love and the kiss just brought back everything I felt for him. I had even forget about Josue.
I knew things were going to get awkward with Jacob when I see him again. I just hope things don't change too much with him because I would hate that.
(A week went by)
With Jacob we never really saw each other again since that day. We always used messengers to do business with and I really didn't like that. I didn't like the fact that things were awkward and we couldn't stick to being friends. We would text like every other day and it would be about business he kept it strictly professional.
I felt like I basically messed everything up with my mouth and I didn't want that. We weren't children anymore we were adults and that is how we should of went about things.
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The night came and I had another date with Josue. He mentioned for me to dress nice. I decided on a black dress with a few pleats in the front and a huge bow on the back. I went with some black jimmy choo shoes with crystal accents on the front. I went with some Le Vian 49pt diamond & pink freshwater pearl earrings and a black clutch. Josue showed up in the evening and we went to a restaurant what we normally do. This was a little different now. After dinner we went to a club. Everything was calm and I never really went to a club with him before. It was something new. He said he was going to meet up with a friend and he didn't want to leave me just like that. I agreed and we went to the club.
I seriously felt over dressed for the club, but what can you do. At least I will be the best dressed girl there. We went inside the club with ease. We kind of got there late, but the club still had the music playing loudly and it was a nice ambience. We walked over to a table with four guys and my jaw dropped I should have known one of his friends would be one of them. It is like Jacob Black is following me and I can't escape him. I sighed internally and went to sit next to Jacob.
"What you doing here?" Jacob asked me.
"Obviously came to see you." I smiled. Josue lifted his eyebrow.
"You know each other?" Josue was still a little puzzled.
"Yea I know all of them." I smiled at the guys.
"Oh ok so then you know my friend Embry Call." Josue said smoothly and I had no clue he knew Embry and how they even met.
"Yea." I answered honestly.
"So this is the missy you were telling me about Josue." Embry eyed me and Jake and I knew he knew the history there.
"Yea I didn't know she knew you." Josue answered. I was still memorized by him. He was a sweet heart.
"Yea we go way back to Washington." Embry winked at me; like he was keeping a secret and I wanted to laugh.
"I could have told you. How do you know Embry?" Now I was curious to know how he knew Embry.
"A couple years ago, I was doing a photo shoot during a car expo and we became friends ever since then. I have been helping him with putting a club in the Seattle area." It sounded like a business relationship and I admired it a lot.
"Yea that's correct Josue." Embry was being his cocky self and I missed that about the guys.
"So how did ya meet mon amour?" Josue asked me. I was going to be honest minus some other details from my past.
"We were all friends in Washington." I smiled and giggled a little remembering some of the things we went through as friends.
"Yea friends." Jacob choked out as he sipped his drink. I giggled at Jacob.
"Yea I didn't know we were going to come here. Josue surprised me." I winked at Josue.
"So when we're going to Washington?" Jacob asked me as he nudged my shoulder.
"I told you before soon because of my family." I looked at him and smiled.
"Yea, but I said as you and me." he corrected himself and that made me swallow hard.
"I don't know." I answered him. I guess we were over the whole awkward scene. Or maybe he was just acting like that because he doesn't like my boyfriend.
"You were going to go to Washington and you didn't tell me?" Josue looked over to me with a shocked look.
"Well I promised my best friend I was going to go, my god children's birthday is soon." It was the reason I was going since I haven't seen most of my family in years.
"Oh I'll go with you." Josue said and the only thing on my mind was 'What?'
"What?" not only did I say it but so did Jacob and I looked over at him since we both said it at the same time.
"Yea I will go with you, I haven't been to Washington in a while and I could see some of my associates in Seattle so it's perfect." After Josue said that I still had my jaw dropped. I never expected him to actually go with me. It was a complete shock. "I was going to go after the shoot I have with you next week." I was still a little iffy on it, but he is my boyfriend.
"Ok so it's set." He smiled that pearly white smile.
"Wow." Was the only thing Jacob said and he sent me a text message and yes he was right next to me too. Damn that dude has you on lock lol – Jacob You're crazy that's not even true, you don't know anything. – Nessie
"Come here." He blurted out. I looked at him a little shocked I hope he wasn't trying to hit on me while my boyfriend was right in front of both of us.
"What?" I answered a little concerned. I didn't need to say anything else and he snapped a picture of me with his phone.
"Stop don't take pictures of me." I snapped at him. I wonder what the hell he would do with it any way.
"I want to have a picture of you." I guess he was trying to flirt on the low.
"Why?" I raised my eyebrow at him.
"Not for what you're thinking, we are friends and I wanted to put a picture for your number. Very innocent Nessie." He smiled at me and that's all he was doing.
"Oh I'll just send you my screensaver on my phone. I love that picture so much." I smiled as I pulled my phone out again.
"Conceited ass." Jacob mumbled.
"No you're talking let me see your phone." I felt a little insulted that he said I was conceited I bet he had a bunch of pictures of himself. He is very self-centered.
"Nope." He said as he popped the p in the word.
"Why not?" I said giggling.
"Let me see yours?" we were acting as if no one else was there.
"No I can't do that." I giggled again and then tried to make a serious face, but with Jake it doesn't work.
"Why?" he wiggled his eyebrow and I started laughing again since he broke my serious face.
"I got some pictures." I said as I giggled at him. I was all giggly and that's that I didn't drink yet
. "Oh really, what kind of pictures we're talking about?" He said suggestively and it was kind of sexy.
"I think we both know what kind of pics." I winked at him and giggled again. I couldn't get it out of my system.
"Oh really." He bit his bottom lip and raised his eyebrow
. I laughed and snapped him out of his mood. "No stupid."
"Ok so send me the picture and stop fronting."
"Like always, I see things aren't going to change between you two." Embry shook his head and went back to talk to Josue.
"No things have changed from back then, come on." I knew what he meant by that and I agreed. A lot of things changed from back then.
"Sure has and sent." I looked up as I finished sending the pictures.
"Ok let me check." He looked at his phone. "I like that pic." He nodded his head.
"I know." I smiled at him. He sent me a text: I like the pictures especially the last three. ;-) Jacob
I had sent him a couple pics of me in lingerie it was very innocent and not sexual at all, but he took it that way. "Oh I know." I winked at him.
"I am serious though." Jacob said honestly and I knew he liked the pictures.
"Nessie come here mon amour." Josue said sweetly and I like that about him.
"Yes honey." I said as I looked at him.
"You want to leave now." I could tell he wanted to leave and I wasn't ready to go just yet. Since I was having fun with Jake.
"Awe I really don't want to go since they leave tomorrow and I don't know when I am going to see them again." It was the truth Jake had told me he was leaving to go to Washington soon.
"Ok fine, but I am going to leave now ok mon amour." He looked a little disappointed, but I was staying. I am a grown woman.
"Ok bye."
"You're not going to come say good bye to me the right way?" he raised his eyebrow. I kind of didn't want to do it in front of Jake.
"Of course." I smiled at him. I got up and kissed him and he gripped my waist and we were kissing for at least five minutes. I finally pulled away and said
"Wow." I never expected for him to add so much passion to a kiss.
"I'll see you tomorrow, I'll come get you ok mon amour." He caressed my cheek.
"Ok bye mon amour." I said and then he finally walked away and left. "That dude has you on lock." Jacob shook his head. It wasn't true at all. I did what I wanted when I wanted. I sensed him a little jealous and I kind of liked the way he would get red faced.
"No I don't know what you're talking about." I stuck my nose in the air.
"You know it is just about time that dude puts his hands on you, and if he does. I am going to beat his ass. I don't care where in the world I am wherever he is I am going to beat his ass." He became very defensive and I knew I still had him at that point. The jealous Jake was back.
"Is this because you still feel something for me?" I raised my eyebrow. "No who told you that?" he hesitated a bit and I laughed a little.
"Well I just thought." I smiled.
"You thought wrong." He smiled back at me and I knew he was lying.
"Actually can you take me home I am a little tired?" Which was true, I was tired. I had a long day.
"Ok no problem. I'll meet you guys at the hotel later ok." He said to the guys and we went to the car and we went to my place. When we were in the car I started a conversation.
"So what time you leave tomorrow?" I asked him. I was a little curious as to when I would see him again. I kind of didn't want him to go yet.
"Like eleven or twelve, depending." He shrugged.
"Oh so early." I frowned a bit. I didn't expect him to leave too early. I kind of wanted to see him before he left.
"Yea why?" he asked me.
"Nothing just wanted to know." I frowned again and looked to the window.
"Why did you send me those pictures?" I knew he would ask me that sooner or later. "Wanted to show you what you were missing on." I winked at him and I knew I shouldn't lead him on like this, but I wanted him so badly.
"Why show if I can't taste or touch?" he licked his lips and it turned me on. I giggled.
"Who said you can't." I bit my bottom lip. We finally arrived at the hotel and we were in the lobby.
"Come upstairs." I said as we were at the elevator.
"Oh really you're going to let me taste?" he grew a smiled so wide and it made me giggle.
"Yea for tonight only." I grabbed his hand and we got into the elevator.
"What is it a special." He raised his eyebrow. I winked at him.
"Yea kind of." I smiled and we finally got to my floor and as soon as we got out of the elevator we started kissing. I missed his lips and I don't know why I ever pushed him away in the first place. As soon as we were in the apartment we hit the floor. I kicked the door closed. My arms were wrapped around his neck and his arms were wrapped around my waist. Our lips never separated. He started unbuttoning his shirt and then he went to unzip my dress. As soon as he got me out of the dress I went to unbuckle his pants and unbutton them. He smeared my lipstick all over my face and on his.
He went straight to my bra and unclasped them. He started kissing my stomach and went lower to my panties he looked up at me as he gripped them into his teeth and started to lower them down. That turned me on completely. He had me extremely wet at this point. He took his pants off and noticing the huge bulge he had turned me on completely and I bit down on my lip. He pulled his boxers off and took out a condom and put it on. As soon as he came back on his knees to the floor where I was at, he gripped my hip and pulled me closer to him.
As soon as he went in me I hissed it still hurt when he went in me. I felt like he ripped my hole, but then it started feeling really good as he was going nice and slow. I dug my nails into his back and he kissed my neck and that felt so good to me. He went in and out, every second was pleasure. I came on his dick for the first time and he was working on my second time. I was going to have multiple orgasms and I loved it. He grabbed my hair and started pulling on it and it felt good. I bit my lip as hard as he started increasing his pace. I wanted to scream out loud.
We were having sex on the floor and the back of my legs were rubbing on the carpet. It was starting to burn. He was going faster and I dug my nails into his back. By the time he came for the first time my legs were burning bad so I had the serious rug burn. But yet I still wanted some more.
"Let's go to my room." I suggested.
"Ok anything you want, you can have and I'm serious about that." He picked me up and took us to my room.
He pushed me on the bed and we started having sex again. He was going really ruff and I missed this aggressive aspect of him. I wanted more of him. The first time we had sex for an hour. The second time in my room it lasted two hours since he had a bit more stamina. He flipped me over so I was on my stomach and he lifted my ass so it was in the air and he went inside of me and I bit down on the pillow so I wouldn't scream. I knew by the end if the night I would be swollen and sore. It was like we were having sex like the world was going to end. We finally finished and it was the best sex. I really missed this from him and I don't think I could have sex with anyone else but him. He got real messy and he aimed all wrong I could feel that there was an abundance of cum all over my sheets.
"Damn." He said as he rubbed circles on my back. "Damn is right." I agreed with him.
"Now you can't tell anyone this happened ok Jake." I looked up at him.
"Why not I just fucked a model." He chuckled and he was being cocky Jake. I hit his chest, even though I know he was just joking. I had to make sure no one knew about this.
"Do you want to die? Don't do that to me." I frowned and he hugged me tighter.
"You know I won't do that." I knew he was telling the truth.
"You can't tell any of your boys either." It was his turn to look up at me.
"Why not they are like my best friends." He was joking again. "I guess I am afraid it might get back to Josue." I frowned because I realized this actually happened again and I still had a boyfriend.
"Fine I won't. I promise mama don't worry." He kissed my forehead and everything went right.
"Good." I smiled at him and kissed his chin.
"I am going to go take a shower ok mama." He started to get up.
"Oh really." I got up on my elbows to look at him.
"Yea you should join me so I won't be lonely." He winked at me and I knew that would be a definite round three.
"I'm tired you wore me out. Why aren't you tired?" I asked him. I was tired and he looked all energetic.
"I seriously don't know. This normally doesn't happen." He shrugged.
"Just come and lay down with me." I patted the side of the bed he had just left.
"It's…" he looked at the clock. "Seven in the morning, I don't really have time to sleep mama. I have to sleep on the plane." I know the next thing I was going to say was very self-centered of me.
"Why do you want to leave me?" I frowned.
"Because I have to go mama." He said it like he didn't want to be here anymore.
"Fine leave get out." I folded my arms and I was a little pissed.
"Let me take a shower." He said it as his eyes got wide from my response.
"No get out!" I half yelled.
"I am serious let me take a shower. I am all sweaty and gross." I couldn't say no to Jake.
"Go bathroom is right there. I am going to go with you, but I got to change the sheets first." I knew I couldn't fight with him. I was tired of fighting. I didn't know when I would see him again and we should just make this a good thing.
"Why?" he raised his eyebrow.
"Because their dirty now. You have cum all over. You don't know how to aim?" I giggled at the end.
"Now you know I got you a couple times on ya back and that one time it hit ya face." He chuckled back and I wanted to hit him for bringing that up.
"But I have to change the sheets." I frowned. I did change the sheets. He watched me from the corner of the room. He was probably staring at my ass.
"Ok let's take that shower." He smiled at me.
"Go start the water not to hot and not to cold." I said as I walked over to my dresser.
"Ok what are you going to do?" he raised his eyebrow.
"Play with myself." I joked. "No I am just going to take out some Pj's for me to wear because as soon as you leave I am going to sleep." He gripped my waist and he nipped my ear and that turned me on even more.
We ended up taking that shower and having another quickie in the shower. After we got out I kissed him and I kind of felt the way I did when I was younger. "Damn why are you kissing me like that?" he asked as he gripped my waist a little tighter.
"I don't know, I missed waking up next to you and kissing you. I miss that and it isn't with any other guy it's just you I miss." I answered honestly I really did miss Jacob and I am happy I have him in my life.
"You do have your little boyfriend Ness." He had to bring that up. I just wish he didn't have to. Like clockwork my phone rang. I answered.
"Hello." It was Carrie and it was early in the morning I wondered what she wanted.
"Ness what is this on the news? Turn your TV on." I did as she said and turned the TV on.
"Ok Carrie what channel?" I asked her.
"Channel 38." She said. I turned the TV to that channel. "It's on you and any kind of news is good."
(The News) "Supermodel Vanessa Swan was seen two weeks ago leaving a night club with young car mogul Jacob Black. She is pretty wild as the two went to the same hotel that night. She is pretty wild. What fame can do? She was also seen at a restaurant in mid town. He accompanied her back to the same hotel where we spotted them previously a week prior. Could it be that they are dating?" the reporter said.
That whole thing pissed me off. I turned the TV off and tossed the remote on the bed. The only thing on my mind was people know. I hung up the phone with Carrie.
"Oh my god, people know." I sighed and sat down on the bed.
"Wow news goes by so fast. You're just making me more famous thanks." He was trying to lighten things up, but it was horrible to me.
"Shut up! It's not good for me. Since I have a man who is not you." I put my head into my hands. I thought this was all bad
"Come on your man knows we are friends." He was right in that aspect.
"I know, but I feel something for you now." I sighed again and shook my head. I didn't know what to expect now.
"Damn the dick is that good." He chuckled cockily. I didn't like that about him.
"Hell yea and you know the pussy was good as well." I looked up at him and smiled.
"Yea well I have to go Mama."He rubbed my back.
"Ok Bye." I kissed him on the lips.
"Bye call me, text me, email me. Whatever till you get to me ok." He was so sweet and I knew he still cared.
"Ok bye." He kissed me and let it stick a little longer.
"Seriously, I have to go even though I don't want to." He kissed me again and I smiled against his lips. I walked him to the door and he finally left.
I had to admit I missed him already. I miss him. I just hope I don't ruin my career because of this, but I can't deny that the sex was really good. I fell asleep dreaming about Jacob and how much I missed him. I just hope things don't mess up and I get screwed over because of some of my choices.
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