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She didn't mean for her life to end up like this but, with no doubt in her mind, she knew she wouldn't change one second.
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It wasn't as though she meant for it to happen, it just…kind of, did. She didn't mean to pick up her best friend's phone, she didn't mean to answer and she certainly didn't mean to hear the voice of an angel on the other end of the phone. Things happen, you can't stop them. Yes, if she knew her best friend had a girlfriend that happened to be the owner of the angelic voice, she wouldn't have answered. If she didn't answer she wouldn't be in this mess. God, she really wished she wasn't in this mess.
She didn't mean to get a text from the girl she heard, she didn't mean to talk to her going behind her best friend's back and she certainly didn't mean to fall for her. Friends don't do that, but that's what happened. Nothing could make it better, but did she want that? No. No, she didn't want that at all. But it happened. Coincidence? Maybe, but most likely not. She didn't believe in them. Things happened for a reason but this…it didn't happen to hurt her best friend, right? No, the universe isn't that cruel.
She didn't mean to meet up with with the girl secretly to hang out with it turning to more than that. She didn't mean to have dinner with the girl with the angelic voice who just so happened to look like an angel herself and end up holding hands throughout the meal. She definitely didn't mean for the hanging out to turn into a date, with the girl walking her home and ending the night with a soft kiss to her lips. Yes, that was definitely not anticipated. She definitely had not expected the day to end up like that.
Ending up dating the angelic girl was not in her plan. She didn't want to hurt her friend but at the same time she wanted to keep the relationship going. She found out the girl's name was Brittany which suited her perfectly. Brittany didn't want to break up with her friend since she hated break ups, but she admitted she liked her more. It made everything worth more. A lot more. She didn't mean to smile and kiss her but she did. Having a secret relationship wasn't meant to happen, but that's what it turned into. She couldn't care less either.
Now thinking that none of the previous things were meant to happen wasn't true. Especially when she finally got to feel Brittany's body against her own. To hear her moan, feel her hands against her skin and feeling her shiver underneath her when she comes undone. One thing she certainly didn't mean to happen? Her friend walking in and catching them in the act. She noticed Brittany look between her and her friend but didn't step in. Being screamed at and slapped was not part of the plan but it happened. Betraying a friend wasn't what was meant to happen, but when she heard a door slam shut and feels Brittany cup her cheek stroking the redness and pressing her lips against it, she forgets all those thoughts. She smiles kissing her once more before falling back onto the bed with the other woman hovering above her starting to return the favour she gave.
She never meant to hurt anyone but as months turned into years with this woman, she started second guessing. All these moments that weren't meant to happen had to have happened for a reason. If they hadn't happened, she would not be here. She wouldn't be laying in bed next to her wife hearing the laughter of their children. She would still be alone most likely feeling jealous of every other relationship. She would not be where she is today if she hadn't picked up that phone. She would never have met the person behind the angelic voice and she certainly wouldn't be married right now, living in New York. Yes, she never meant for any of it to happen but it did, and she doesn't regret anything.
"San, baby, you're deep in your thoughts again."
She looked towards the body beside her smiling moving her hand over her naked back enjoying the feel of her skin beneath her finger tips.
"Mm? Sorry Britt, I was thinking."
"What's new about that?" Brittany asked with a smile, leaning up kissing her softly. "What about this time?"
"About how we got here." Santana admitted laying on her side looking at her wife. "I didn't mean for any of this to happen."
Brittany smiles moving her fingertips over her cheek. "I know but how we got here is not important. It's about the fact that we got here."
She moved her hand to rest on top of her wife's shaking her head with a smile. She had a point, but the journey was the most important part.
"It's about the journey, babe. Everything is all about the journey." Santana said with a smile before hearing a loud knock at their door.
"Looks like we are needed."
Laughing, she stood up putting her robe on and was about to walk to the door before she felt a tug on her arm. She turned around and was met by her wife. She smiled not believing where she was. It was a dream to her.
"The journey is the most important part, you are right, but the journey is over and we are now here. We are married living in New York and have two beautiful twin boys, Jonah and Isaac, and our lives are perfect. The way we got here is…unfortunate, but forgive yourself." Brittany explained before kissing her cheek stroking it with a smile. "I love you."
"And I love you."
Brittany smiled walking past her and out of the bedroom without another word.
Santana stood looking around before smiling. She didn't mean for her life to end up like this, but with no doubt in her mind, she wouldn't change one second.